DILAUDID: a great pain killer, it takes the edge off mine..
DILAUDID is a great way to become unaware of life...
Hooray for DILAUDID
I'm no longer a person, I'm just a remaining image
of one that used to be...
DILAUDID 8MG TABLETS $210.99
This medicine is a narcotic analgesic used to treat or prevent moderate to severe pain.
SIDE EFFECTS, that may go away...
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DILAUDID is a great way to become unaware of life...
Hooray for DILAUDID
I'm no longer a person, I'm just a remaining image
of one that used to be...
DILAUDID 8MG TABLETS $210.99
This medicine is a narcotic analgesic used to treat or prevent moderate to severe pain.
SIDE EFFECTS, that may go away...
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I recently was told by my doctors
that, I have been experiencing seizures...
On the 21st I have to go in for a test...
An EEG to be precise...That is when they
attach electrodes to my scalp with glue, and
then monitor my brain waves for the following
4 to 7 hours. I swear, sometimes I dont think it
would surprise me if I woke...
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that, I have been experiencing seizures...
On the 21st I have to go in for a test...
An EEG to be precise...That is when they
attach electrodes to my scalp with glue, and
then monitor my brain waves for the following
4 to 7 hours. I swear, sometimes I dont think it
would surprise me if I woke...
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godiva666:
I'll be thinking of you during your tests, love.
My mouth is full of spiders.
I didnt kill the baby. It was made out of popcorn. Popcorn baby! I need a bucket - my knuckles are melting
Man, I have got to lay off the cough syrup.
The light was flickering in my eyes.
Drawing rabbits in the water and that guy is playing with his
fig leaf. Hot Dogs!! I may be forced...
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I didnt kill the baby. It was made out of popcorn. Popcorn baby! I need a bucket - my knuckles are melting
Man, I have got to lay off the cough syrup.
The light was flickering in my eyes.
Drawing rabbits in the water and that guy is playing with his
fig leaf. Hot Dogs!! I may be forced...
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spud_bliss:
i don't know what else to say...
i don't know what else to say...
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ronja:
yummie. nothing goes over shaved girls heads.
user101822327:
We need to knit you a hat for the snow!
Well I guess I should update...
Life has been throwing me for some major loops...
My family has started a fund in my name to help support my
Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy research and medical treatments.
For all of you out there that do not know what RSDS is, here's a brief explanation.
Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy Syndrome is characterized by severe pain. It is a progressive...
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Life has been throwing me for some major loops...
My family has started a fund in my name to help support my
Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy research and medical treatments.
For all of you out there that do not know what RSDS is, here's a brief explanation.
Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy Syndrome is characterized by severe pain. It is a progressive...
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germany:
get off the interweb and call me... i'm sick of waiting
smootches
smootches
court_conundrum:
your still my personal hero and i'm still getting the word out and thank you very much for writing me back on myspaceizzle, haha. and thanks for the kindness, i'll do anything for your well being and care alot 
My new superhero LIBBY Suicide!!
P.S. thanks for the address as well it's gonna be a big help and make it easier to donate...i talked about you and your situation for roughly a drunken half hour lastnight at the bar with my friend Katie!! eeeeek! alot of people have never heard about rsds and i'm tellin em. luvs!!!!
Courtney
My new superhero LIBBY Suicide!!
P.S. thanks for the address as well it's gonna be a big help and make it easier to donate...i talked about you and your situation for roughly a drunken half hour lastnight at the bar with my friend Katie!! eeeeek! alot of people have never heard about rsds and i'm tellin em. luvs!!!!
Courtney
so it seems it's that time of year again
a pair of hair clippers came into my reach just in the past day or so and the fuckin bitches broke me down...
no hair no hair
oh where oh where
you been diss'd once again
by the hair clip-pair?!
a pair of hair clippers came into my reach just in the past day or so and the fuckin bitches broke me down...
no hair no hair
oh where oh where
you been diss'd once again
by the hair clip-pair?!
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bettina:
So I finally get that your full name is Committed Suicide. How slow am I? That's effing hilarious! 
punkndrublic:
baldy huh?? i wanna see some pics!
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court_conundrum:
you could never BE ugly...but i know what ya mean, everyone feels ugly sometimes...like when i get off work and smell like old people and old food....and sweat...haha. Queen of feeling ugly 5 days a week. your fantastic and i hope you got a whole bunch of delicious poo colored candies today for V-Day. this is me by the end of today 
frankiejosephine:
you are so gorgeous! and i know what it is like to have meds fuck with you... sorry you have to deal with that shit!!
sitting in the car while my mum drives to the house from salt lake city was torture...talk about every 1/2 hour i did supermodel push-ups (vomit)...not to mention horrible music...eckk!
i got through it like a champ...made it to "the next us midwest" town of freedom...
as for my surgery and shit...it went smooth...but with all the new machine/wire shit in my back..here's to a...
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i got through it like a champ...made it to "the next us midwest" town of freedom...
as for my surgery and shit...it went smooth...but with all the new machine/wire shit in my back..here's to a...
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syer_lps:
OI OI Hows tricks? Blah Blah Goin to any good shows?
skys:
fuck that sounds like some serious shit, i hope the time in bed passes quickly. and that you feel right as rain soon.
you seem pretty strong so i'm sure you'll do just fine.
xx
you seem pretty strong so i'm sure you'll do just fine.
xx
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hippomonki:
i hope all went as well as can be hoped.
love you you big tough grrrl!
now here are some tough kid lyrics to recover to..
Human Fly ~ The Cramps
Well i'm a human fly
it's spelt F-L-Y
I say buzz,buzz,buzz,and it's just becuzz...
I'm a human fly and i don't know why
I got ninety six tears in my ninety six eyes
I got a garbage brain,it's drivin' me insane
And i don't like your ride,so push that pesticide
And baby i won't care,cuz baby i don't scare
Cuz i'm a reborn maggot using germ warfare Rockin'....zzzzz
I'm a human fly
It's spelt F-L-Y
I say buzz,buzz,buzz,and it's just becuzz...
I'm a unzipped fly and i don't know why
and i don't know,but i say
buzz...ride tonight
and i say buzz...rocket ride
And i say buzz...i don't know why
I don know i Just don't know why?
love you you big tough grrrl!
now here are some tough kid lyrics to recover to..
Human Fly ~ The Cramps
Well i'm a human fly
it's spelt F-L-Y
I say buzz,buzz,buzz,and it's just becuzz...
I'm a human fly and i don't know why
I got ninety six tears in my ninety six eyes
I got a garbage brain,it's drivin' me insane
And i don't like your ride,so push that pesticide
And baby i won't care,cuz baby i don't scare
Cuz i'm a reborn maggot using germ warfare Rockin'....zzzzz
I'm a human fly
It's spelt F-L-Y
I say buzz,buzz,buzz,and it's just becuzz...
I'm a unzipped fly and i don't know why
and i don't know,but i say
buzz...ride tonight
and i say buzz...rocket ride
And i say buzz...i don't know why
I don know i Just don't know why?
lovelysitwell:
good luck hope every thing went well hope you get better in 2006......think you are very sexy.x
Sitting alone on a hospital bed again...
An I.V. in both arms...machines monitoring my nerves and my vitals...plus I'm attached to oxygen suplementation
A catheter about 8g in size the left side of my neck delivering numbing medication directly on my nerves that control my
left side...I cant talk...I cant see very well out of my left eye, and worst part is I cant tell...
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An I.V. in both arms...machines monitoring my nerves and my vitals...plus I'm attached to oxygen suplementation
A catheter about 8g in size the left side of my neck delivering numbing medication directly on my nerves that control my
left side...I cant talk...I cant see very well out of my left eye, and worst part is I cant tell...
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meredith:
Hell-o beautiful girl 
germany:
awh lady buck up buttercup... i'm almost over minutes this month so call me after 9 my time... i'ld call you but i don't know if it's to late for your phone to ring.. or where i should ring it at....
do you have J.da Rprrrrr back yet??
do you have J.da Rprrrrr back yet??
I'm not working right now so I can't give you any cashola but I can make yummy food and bring it to you.
Health concerns are no fun. My man had 12 inches of his colon removed this last fall after a medical crisis and then lived with a colostomy for three months. It was reversed this Christmas though and we're sooooo happy he's recovered.
It's definitely not what you would expect to be going through as a 20-something but I choose to think there's a bigger plan for all of it. I'm not sure what that could be but it's better than just feeling like crap happens for NO reason, right?
Hang in there!