FUCK. 
I just posted this entry and it fucking erased 90% when I posted it. I will try again:
I forgot to tell everyone in my last journal entry that I met my first SG in April at the Hellboy pre-show thingy.
I was with Mr. Gil (I love that kid!) and I met the lovely Roethke. She rocks and we need to hang...
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I just posted this entry and it fucking erased 90% when I posted it. I will try again:
I forgot to tell everyone in my last journal entry that I met my first SG in April at the Hellboy pre-show thingy.
I was with Mr. Gil (I love that kid!) and I met the lovely Roethke. She rocks and we need to hang... Read More
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fleur:
aw thanks babe!!!!!!! 
nocturnalxbeauty:
Aw I like the new eyebrows!!
Okayyyy...um..yes.
I changed my eyebrows pretty drastically. They look soooo so so much better now though. I will try to get a pic up as soon as possible. (If you know who Elisha Cuthbert is, they kind of look like hers.
)
I have also decided to grow my hair out medium length or so. We'll see if I can actually do it though. It's...
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I changed my eyebrows pretty drastically. They look soooo so so much better now though. I will try to get a pic up as soon as possible. (If you know who Elisha Cuthbert is, they kind of look like hers.
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I have also decided to grow my hair out medium length or so. We'll see if I can actually do it though. It's...
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anarchick:
My hair is at that annoying length. I've got my boyfriend on one side telling me to grow it, and the devil on my shoulder telling me to hack it all off. At the moment I can just about spike it all, in a few months though... 
rosemarie:
So funny, I thought of you today when I got the spins. At least there is a name for it. I thought that I was all fucked up, but I have been hearing of more and more people that have experienced the same thing. Glad we're firiends and you can flirt with me all you want! (re: your post in the SG Lounge)
much love,
RoseMarie
much love,
RoseMarie
So here it is. Another journal entry.
I've been a little depressed today because I've been having issues with my piercings. When I had those MRI's they made me take out all my piercings and I didn't have the time to put them back in until recently. (13 piercings take a while to put back in.)
So alot of them were half closed up and...
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I've been a little depressed today because I've been having issues with my piercings. When I had those MRI's they made me take out all my piercings and I didn't have the time to put them back in until recently. (13 piercings take a while to put back in.)
So alot of them were half closed up and...
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fantomex:
Wow! I hope you're getting a good percentage of the profits off of it... although I have to say, it doesn't look all that much like you...
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Wow! I hope you're getting a good percentage of the profits off of it... although I have to say, it doesn't look all that much like you...
[Edited on May 01, 2004 6:58AM]
anarchick:
Wow, getting your sister her tounge pierced- thats very cool. I wish my sister were as cool as you. She isn't too bad though, even if we are a little different visually.
Ack I hate it when piercing heal up. I've had to repierce my belly button before. It hurt like fucking hell. Perhaps thats to be expected- shoving a piece of metal through my tender stomach.
Anywho, hope you get yourself all healed soon dahling
I wish my sister were as cool as you. She isn't too bad though, even if we are a little different visually.
Ack I hate it when piercing heal up. I've had to repierce my belly button before. It hurt like fucking hell. Perhaps thats to be expected- shoving a piece of metal through my tender stomach.
Anywho, hope you get yourself all healed soon dahling
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kestrel:
Question for ya, Miss Cin... do your birds care much about your lip piercing? I'd love to do mine, but I'm afraid Danny would either hurt it or never kiss me again.
pinkisux:
yes definatly! hopefully next trip isn't as short and sleep deprived
Thanx everyone for all the birthday wishes!!!
I had a BLAST in Vegas! Only got IDed once! I won the second highest jackpot on a nickel machine: 1,200 nickels! I put in $20 and it gave me back $80. But all in all, I broke about even as far as gambling goes.
I got plowed at this fucking awesome Irish pub at the New York...
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I had a BLAST in Vegas! Only got IDed once! I won the second highest jackpot on a nickel machine: 1,200 nickels! I put in $20 and it gave me back $80. But all in all, I broke about even as far as gambling goes.
I got plowed at this fucking awesome Irish pub at the New York...
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fantomex:
NEVER, EVER take "Well, we don't really know what's going on in there, so have some tranquilizers and maybe some nice pain pills and hopefully it'll all go away" from the medical-industrial complex - ESPECIALLY where the brain is potentially concerned.
Dateline, around 1976: My father's second wife, one of God's nicest creations, started having similar incidents and proceeded to spend over a year going from MD to MD, all of whom ccouldn't figure what her problem was and so shook their heads, wrote her scrips for vallium, explaining it was all "just psychosomatic reactions to too much stress, you see, now run along little woman..."
Until she finally had a grand mal siezure while she was IN the latest doctor's office. This guy FINALLY had the full set of CAT scans & stuff done, and they find a brain tumor roughly the size of Nebraska, totally inoperable. The rest gets way grimmer than anybody'll want me go into - I'll just say it was neither pretty nor quick - and would likely have been a minor piece of surgery if one of the first half dozen idiots she went to had done their jobs.
GET that second opinion; get a third, however many, to get a digagnosis, treatment, or at least a clear, detailed, plausible explanation that there are no signgs of pathology and is a series of trransient events.
OKAY, now that I've scared the living fuck out of you and everyone else, I should also mention that the symptoms you describe also sound very much like those experieced by a guy I worked with some years back, which also took several months for the MDs to figure out it wasacondition called Psudotumor Cerebri, in which,basically, the spinal cord starts backing up CSF into the brain, creating a pocket of flulid under pressure that mimics many of the symptoms of an actual tumor. In his case, treatment amounted to a couple months off from work, with pay...
Odds are 99% it really IS nothing; serious organic brain disease is less common than most people think -but please, don't let it slide. The Bad Things NEVER go away just because you're ignoring them. Only the Good Things leave if you neglect them.
Dateline, around 1976: My father's second wife, one of God's nicest creations, started having similar incidents and proceeded to spend over a year going from MD to MD, all of whom ccouldn't figure what her problem was and so shook their heads, wrote her scrips for vallium, explaining it was all "just psychosomatic reactions to too much stress, you see, now run along little woman..."
Until she finally had a grand mal siezure while she was IN the latest doctor's office. This guy FINALLY had the full set of CAT scans & stuff done, and they find a brain tumor roughly the size of Nebraska, totally inoperable. The rest gets way grimmer than anybody'll want me go into - I'll just say it was neither pretty nor quick - and would likely have been a minor piece of surgery if one of the first half dozen idiots she went to had done their jobs.
GET that second opinion; get a third, however many, to get a digagnosis, treatment, or at least a clear, detailed, plausible explanation that there are no signgs of pathology and is a series of trransient events.
OKAY, now that I've scared the living fuck out of you and everyone else, I should also mention that the symptoms you describe also sound very much like those experieced by a guy I worked with some years back, which also took several months for the MDs to figure out it wasacondition called Psudotumor Cerebri, in which,basically, the spinal cord starts backing up CSF into the brain, creating a pocket of flulid under pressure that mimics many of the symptoms of an actual tumor. In his case, treatment amounted to a couple months off from work, with pay...
Odds are 99% it really IS nothing; serious organic brain disease is less common than most people think -but please, don't let it slide. The Bad Things NEVER go away just because you're ignoring them. Only the Good Things leave if you neglect them.
l_f:
Dear,
Some people are more sensitive to differences in air pressure in the ear, as well as to the ear fluid itself. Whether this is your case, of course we cannot tell.
Now, getting dizzy and listening to the heartbeat (actually, to the point of listening to the blood splashing) I had when my pressure went really up at isolated occasions. It can happen for many reasons, including psychossomatic ones. In my case, it had to do with allergies that made my breath difficult sometimes, as well as extreme overworking.
Good luck,
Lord_Frous.
Some people are more sensitive to differences in air pressure in the ear, as well as to the ear fluid itself. Whether this is your case, of course we cannot tell.
Now, getting dizzy and listening to the heartbeat (actually, to the point of listening to the blood splashing) I had when my pressure went really up at isolated occasions. It can happen for many reasons, including psychossomatic ones. In my case, it had to do with allergies that made my breath difficult sometimes, as well as extreme overworking.
Good luck,
Lord_Frous.
God, you guys are so fucking sweet. Thanx for all the compliments. I don't deserve them because I NEVER fucking update. Bad Cinder!! BAD!!!
Nothing too much lately. Just masturbating and counting the days to my 21st birthday when all hell is going to break loose. So hide now while you still can. Muhuhahaha...Only 17 more days, folks. And then it's ON.
I'm breaking 21...
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Nothing too much lately. Just masturbating and counting the days to my 21st birthday when all hell is going to break loose. So hide now while you still can. Muhuhahaha...Only 17 more days, folks. And then it's ON.
I'm breaking 21...
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kennedy77:
cinder u butt munch up date!!!! and another set!! 
boney7:
hey bitch Park City April 11th, better call me
And now...the moment you've all been waiting for...*drumroll*...Cinder's SEXY NEW HAIR! Guess what else. I DID IT MYSELF. Tell me whatcha think.
-P/S-My car and toilet are fixeded!! Yay!!!
*muahmuahmuah*
~Cinder~
Tell me whatcha think.
-P/S-My car and toilet are fixeded!! Yay!!!
*muahmuahmuah*
~Cinder~
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7stringmetalking:
Oh, well your so brave to pull that off in Utah, I moved there, and i was goin to school I had my lkeather jacket with assortments of misfits shit on it, and I still had my devil lock, they all thought I was a junkie. Keep it real dude
anarchick:
You are a goddess Cinder. A true punk goddess. 
thinking of adding some black chunks to my purple spiked barnet. Good idea or not?
thinking of adding some black chunks to my purple spiked barnet. Good idea or not?Yeah so. Just a general notice: If I didn't reply to your comments it just means that I'm super busy and it takes me about an hour to reply to EVERYONE'S comments and we voted that everyone would much rather see more journal entries. So yeah.
New news: My car broke down and won't start. I took it into the shop on Thursday and it's...
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cheech:
Hiya, cin, sorry long time no Journal look... the new hair is fabuloso, cool mix o colors!
Exploding toilets? Wow, that sounds pretty shite.
Exploding toilets? Wow, that sounds pretty shite.
libby:
cute 'do, hot stuff. thats one hair cut retail would never let me do.
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[Edited on Feb 22, 2004 5:45PM]
Sweet jesus, is it time for another update already? I swear to god I blink and a fucking month goes by... 
Anywho, only ONE month TWO days 'till I'm twenty one now. Hopefully I will be spending my big day with Aries, NicoleLee and Cricket. And whoever else said they were going to show up. With my luck though, I HIGHLY doubt anyone...
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Anywho, only ONE month TWO days 'till I'm twenty one now. Hopefully I will be spending my big day with Aries, NicoleLee and Cricket. And whoever else said they were going to show up. With my luck though, I HIGHLY doubt anyone...
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sempi:
hi.
nicolelee:
i went out the other day so that i could buy little valentines cards and mail them out to my SG girlies... i bought these cutie Hello Kitty ones... but no my dismay- they didnt come with fuckin envelopes! so there was no way that i could mail something that was completely 2-dimensional... and that is 1/2 the size of a postcard... its too late to get anything else to send out.
another frowny face... goes to the fact that mark and i are set to move from Ohio to the DC area over the first 2 weeks of march. and a trip out west is going to be impossible... unless i hit the lottery in which case i better start buying the scratch offs... damn.
no wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... i have 13 piercings too.
n*
another frowny face... goes to the fact that mark and i are set to move from Ohio to the DC area over the first 2 weeks of march. and a trip out west is going to be impossible... unless i hit the lottery in which case i better start buying the scratch offs... damn.
no wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... i have 13 piercings too.
n*
Okay so uh whoa. Found a really sexy member on the site. His name is MrSicBoy I was like 
Kinda like the first time I seen the lovely Sinn I would like to spank them both. 
Did I say that out loud? *runs away*
My New Year's was ROCKIN. I had a fucking BLAST. Best party I've ever been to methinks. When the countdown went...
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Kinda like the first time I seen the lovely Sinn I would like to spank them both. Did I say that out loud? *runs away*
My New Year's was ROCKIN. I had a fucking BLAST. Best party I've ever been to methinks. When the countdown went...
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boney7:
what the hell have you been up to, no replies or nothin, I'm cuttin you off
mora:
no i dont have either of the books. i've wanted the sofa story for so long, i read it a long time ago and nearly lost my shit laughing it thought it was so funny.
thank you so much again.
thank you so much again.