churtch's SuicideGirls Blog

Some days I feel invisible, as if the world is passing me by, always changing in front of me and never giving me the invitation to join.

Ive been going through some personal hells lately, trying to really decide what my next move should be. Where I should go, what I should do. I don't want to leave here, I have made Ames my home...
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oui:

hi sugar muffin dumpling baby-- we need to talk about sps. its urgent! get on aim or something!

Apr 13, 2009

jersey:

GOOD BYE MY ARCHIVE REQUEST HAS BEEN SENT you have my # dont be a stranger much love

Apr 15, 2009

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rei:

I miss you too!! 29 is my fav--and where did you get that UNDERWEARRR?

Mar 16, 2009

aude:

Thanks! Looks like it might be a wee bit uneventful though.

Mar 17, 2009

Well I have been putting in applications everywhere that I can think of, as you all know, now I am just crossing my fingers and hoping. I am going insane without work.

When I was in high school I participated as a member of the speech team, it seems I never throw anything away. I found a speech I did once for a competition that...
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code_name_ozz:

I know what you mean about the speech and debate thing. I remember those days all too well.

Mar 11, 2009

daisy:

Yes, it has been a real long time. Hope you're well, what have you been up to then?

Mar 15, 2009

Today is my moms birthday!!!!! Happy Birthday Mommy. Yes I still call her mommy.

Im about to get dressed and go apply for a few more jobs, I keep hoping something will fall together and work out. Wish me lots of luck, it seems I need it.

So I just came back from an awesome 5 days back in Nebraska, I got to hang out...
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lighthammer1979:

Can I get the pre-sale tickets from the venue or do I have to order them online?

Good luck with the job search's!

Feb 25, 2009

tallboy66:

You go some strange places I never would have though of, Omaha?

Feb 26, 2009

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darkmrfripperton:

BTW, you'd look so awesome in that gown!

Feb 21, 2009

grimreaper:

I am doing good, thanks for asking.

I just posted a new blog that will shed some light on where ive been for the past month, lol. And the new set.....super sexy.......I dont know what they are waiting on making it go live. and i think i will have to make a trip to ames in may, as long as i have a way to get there, lmao.

Feb 22, 2009

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chride:

Thank you, love!

Feb 9, 2009

code_name_ozz:

Gorgeous indeed.

Feb 9, 2009

I am slamming the door on another chapter in my life. It is time to move forward again.

Tomorrow I am moving the rest of my stuff out of my current place and putting it away in storage. I will be staying with jinxed04 from here on out, at least I hope its permanent. I hate moving, the packing process makes me all nostalgic.

I...
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adrockie:

pretty pretty girl.

Jan 30, 2009

sauda:

What a sweet entry. I wish to see photographic evidence of you blonde. How could I have possibly missed you have a new set up? I'll have to leave some love on it. If it gets picked up maybe you'll have the moneys to go couch surfing and get a little change of scenery. ♥

Jan 30, 2009

I just lost my job........

I loved this job, I worked at a juvenile center with delinquent kids. I honestly thought I was helping. Someone made a bogus claim that I was drunk while I was there, they wouldnt listen to me, I got fired, along with 2 other people that really cared about those kids.

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