calamity

Tonight, at 2 a.m. eastern time, while walking out of the subway (alone) en route to the fried chicken place and my bed where now I eat:
.....being single was officially declared no fun anymore.

....Even the dude behind the counter asked me if I was going to put vodka into my cranberry juice. Jesus, did I LOOK like I needed a drink?

♥calamilonely.

True/False:
"nice" : boring : : "asshole" : interesting.


♥calamexhausted.

Life is good. A little lonely, but good.

I had nightmares about my crazy ex-roommate last night.

Today I woke up much too late.

My landlord is a bit of a Houdini.

I'm not sure where to get breakfast around here.

Meh.

♥calamisorting.

This weekend = THE AWESOME.

♠ SATURDAY: NEW APARTMENT!
I have the best friends. Hunter, ymonster, and akalucifer all helped me BUSTED ASS moving me into my new apartment. It took about 3 hours, and I had to drive the U-Haul a little, which fucking terrified me (I started hyperventilating AFTER I'd already driven into the parking lot, hahahah). They were all troopers...
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Yep.

♥calamipartment-hunting.

Really? Really sinuses? Another infection?

Christ. Camel cigarettes, be goddamnned.

I am so sick/stressed..... I am beginning to think this will never end.

♥ calamawful.

So as of today I'm officially done with school. Had my final survey of all of my graphic design/illustration stuff, and my one and only exam following promptly thereafter.

I am beyond exhausted. I haven't slept since Saturday night (or rather, Sunday morning).

It's Tuesday.


I just feel..... really blank. Really dissatisfied. Not with myself, just with the whole thing. I'm underwhelmed. It doesn't make...
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i am falling apart.