bitten

22 days sober.

i'm getting kinda bored with being sober. nothing exciting happens. big yawn.

i keep pulling my ear plugs out when i take off my shirt. o rings and all. ouch.

yawn

17 days sober.

carlsbad was kinda cool. rush rush rush. i hate that. lots of bat stuff i got. a hat, 2 shirts, 2 magnets, oven mitt, bumper sticker, many postcards, and a cool bat statue thing that is hanging on my back patio outside now.

it was nice and cool in the cave. expected since caves are the same temp all year long. :batattak:...
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so i am going tonight or tomorrow. not sure which to leave for carlsbad NM to watch the bats fly out of the cave at dusk. YEAH!!! I don't know how long I will be gone. Haven't asked and forgot to. I dont think more than 2 weeks!!

8 days sober.

hooray for me.

:batattak:


PS how could I forget an important one year anniversary!!...
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my last saturday with SGAZ. thanks to Blanch for the pics. i am not going into details. SGAZ other member's blog have it all covered!! Salt River Tubing Trip

my best friend since I was 11 got the featured article in all access magazine. she went to europe for 20 days travelling all around visiting all the rock and roll places. she bought me some red and black bat earrings from finland which i swear i will take a picture of in a month.
me and james are going to NM to Carlsbad Caverns...
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I have been told that I have a letter written to me among freudianslip belongings. I hope it smells like him. This I do hope for. I will never forget him. Never. I hope I remember him always and forever and I am sure I will. This I know is true. RIP my love. I know you are in a better place and at peace...
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RIP freudian slip aka Sami. I miss you already. I'm still wearing the ring. Never took it off.

just got back from opiod detox. a week I was in there. gave me subutex. had to file a sexual harrassment claim and pick the guy out from a line-up. apparently got it right cause they sent me the info with the defendent and his name. no i just feel like sleeping now.

Ok I need to call my pain management doctor now. I feel so fucked up cause I have been high on morphine since like 4 pm yesterday. I was so fucked up I went and got my ear plugs stretched and I didn't realize they were purple and black. I thought they were a completely different color. Not two colors. Plus I have no idea...
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