benni

Okay, i'm not going to leave. It seams as if no one wants me to go anywhere. i'll stay put...

I can relate to being at a loss for words.. when I dont know what to say, I either say nothing at all or I rant about this-and-that.

Here's Benni:
and here's the Jets:

I've been wondering how you're doing! It's hard to keep up sometimes without having your journal on my friends page.

People are going to judge you regardless of how you appear on the inside or outside. The people that choose to cut you down are those who don't deserve your mindshare.

Each one of those tattoos tell a story in your life, wether they stay, get covered up, or get removed. It's just the same as how every event in your life makes a mark on your heart in some way. Sometimes second guessing isn't such a bad thing, it makes you explore yourself.

So mindwork through it and know that there are SO many people out there who think you are absolutely wonderful, and will never get the chance to really know you. Take care of you, Benni!

I hate tattoos on girls... or at least I thought I did until I saw yours... they are beautiful. At this point I can't even imagine you without them. Oh and sorry about this being... really late... I'm slow...

hey girl..only 17 more days!!!
yes im counting down the days...how pathetic does that make me?

Stupid me, I knew you were working and showed up for your regular shift, but forgot you switched them for the shower tomorrow. Have fun with that.. btw, that's the type for those things you don't want, right? And the only reason you're gonna be there is because of her, and not those things..? Or is it the kind for that other event? I forgot, you know, being stupid and all.

Talked to the parentals, got everything straightened out, set aside that block we talked about, and let me know.

Here's some weekend lovin for ya!

hope the tattooing went well. Don't eat Tad. I like him.

You have your own bunker? Wow! I'm dead jealous! Do you have your own evil sidekicks and minions too then?

that is an odd, weirdly boring dream. i think it means that you hate pizza delivery people or boys. or dance classes.

hopefully that midget thing will work out soon

thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow! that dream sounds like a serious headtrip...keeping a dream journal is a fascinating thing i find, just reading a record of your sub-conscious thoughts can be very trippy, especially when wonderful patterns emerge..

dreams fascinate me and studies into them..always thought Anais nin's comment on how dreams are like another language which penetrats our unconscious directly and doesn't need to be analysis or interpreted in a cerebal way...it penetrates us in the way music does, through the senses...or something of the like....

anyway have beautiful adventures in the ocean of your unconscious

-rad photo too...mmm the ocean...

Ooops! Did I say Sunday... almost forgot again that this Sunday is reserved for my gamers group (all night and into Monday cause of the holiday). I cancelled on them last week to go see a good friend and meet another. They were upset about that, so I'm required to be there this Sunday or face castration... ouch!

I'll see ya sometime.

Are you the MESIAH weve waited soo..... long for?[children/rejoice] Nothing wrong with argueing! Its the truest form of unhindered expression and brings everything out into the open.[albeit sometimes hurtful] Nothing makes me happier than those carefree days on the beach. Its where[airbreathing] LIFE originated![Heavy heh?]

[Edited on Aug 30, 2004 5:10AM]

just so you know, so that I'm not so creepy as I last night decided I was, I am Rylie. Because I realized that while begging for your friendship, and graciously recieving your kiss on my cheek, you may or may not know who I am. But rest assured I love you regardless.

tehe, then you win. Tis a worthy acomplishment, knowing JUS WHO I AM... or something... I'm talking nonsense.