Monday Jan 05, 2004

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if there ever was a day that felt like a monday, this would be it...

would you spend three hours with a complete stranger in a bar in exchange for 400$??
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germany:
right back at-cha girl.... love
germany:
how did you so damn cute???

Saturday Jan 03, 2004

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"...Lonely is the room the bed is made
The open window lets the rain in
Burning in the corner is the only one
who dreams he had you with him
My body turns and yearns for a sleep
that will never come
It's never over,
my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder
It's never over, all my riches for her smiles
when I slept...
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filmme:
kiss

never_more@ureach.com
robert_paulson:
I asked the stars, and the Lord above,
"Why everyone but me".
I wondered why everyone else has someone,
Where is the star for me?
When I look upon this fucked up world,
And I wonder what I'll find,
I think of what I am longing for,
was right before my eyes.
And everytime I close my eyes,
I see you in my mind,
Everything I was looking for,
Has been there all the time.
And so wonder to myself,
What am I to do?
A solitary Romeo,
Never complete without you.
Here I am alone,
Wondering where you are.
I know you are out there somewhere,
Wishing on a star.

Friday Jan 02, 2004

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Mindfulness is the aware, balanced acceptance of the present experience.
It isn't more complicated than that.
It is opening to or recieving the present moment, pleasant or unpleasant, just as it is,
without either clinging to it or rejecting it.
Sylvia Boorstein

now go be mindful my little buddhas blush
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_v_:
oh you really must read this journal: druj
it is pretty right on
_v_:
but of course
get well you
drink lots of tea with honey
lots of it
until you are sweatting tea
go to our little tea house and get good stuff
emmm

Thursday Jan 01, 2004

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there is nothing i can say about a fabricated day that already has become nothing more than a memory and the smell of smoke and sweat on my shirt.


we all live for the same amount of time you and me. nobody lives longer or less.

we are only alive for this very instant, and then poof! that instant is gone. only to be replaced...
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lx:
Audio, that was brilliant... Everything evolves... with time... some people remain stagnant and they lose out... or get left behind...
akro:
I remember when that hit me.

I became withdrawn for some time, then I became my own. Not a single person around me could sway me in any way. I became observant to everything I thought was foolish and wrong and stupid and fucking retarded. I became aware.

Thursday Jan 01, 2004

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there is nothing i can say about a fabricated day that already has become nothing more than a memory and the smell of smoke and sweat on my shirt.


we all live for the same amount of time you and me. nobody lives longer or less.

we are only alive for this very instant, and then poof! that instant is gone. only to be replaced...
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blackriver:
so true..yet so deep...
new years wasn't such a big event for me either but i was withthe one i wanted to be with...
tigerlily:
audio audio audio.

thank you so much for the comment in my journal...thank you for being so real.

manymany new year wishes to you...and i don't think you could pick a better special someone to dive in deeply with wink

and WORD UP on your journal. that's the best reminder i've had all day. kiss

Wednesday Dec 31, 2003

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i feel good about this next year kids.

what is the one thing you want to change about yourself in the next year. and i don't mean quit smoking. i am talking about actual personal growth.

and what is the one thing about yourself that makes you proud?

for me the thing i would change would be to open up and trust those around me...
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jizzikah:
forgive and forget. if i can achieve that, i'll be done with my growing up and walk into the world as an adult.

happy new year cutie!! kiss
escottie:
nice new hair, sugar. but is that the best thing you can come up with to do on a new year's eve--dye your hair? surreal

i'm sooooo disappointed that rob didn't plan something special for new year's. wink

kiss ooo aaa kiss

Tuesday Dec 30, 2003

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so certain things have been falling into place and other things out of place. i feel these changes coming on that i feel good about. i feel my head clearing and decisions being made. i don't know if it is because i cleaned out the closet or what but i feel good about things.

i was sick of being in a static state, unmoving kinda...
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lx:
I have been in the same funk... static... fear of moving forward. I have been killing time and hoping things fall into place instead of making things happen. I am with you. We'll do it.
_v_:
i am sick of the road lady
i want to be in bed
with ....... shocked

Tuesday Dec 30, 2003

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keep it real kids.

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_v_:
you have stolen my heart
i need to get driving and off this computer if i am going to get that kiss
time to speed away
and rob some banks on the way up there
veganjihad:
puke

Tuesday Dec 30, 2003

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if ever SG was a community, now was the time to prove it.

please stop by and let smitty know that he has your deepest sympathy.

Monday Dec 29, 2003

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so someone once said that fashion was so ugly we had to change it every 6 months
ha.
i love that.

i am full of creative energy lately.
nervous energy too.
i have been finding outlets for it wherever i can.

i need to have my shit together before the new year. i need things in my life cleaned up and fixed up. i need...
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kealli:
*sigh* i meself am feeling the need to organize.. get my shit together while i still have a week off till school starts. we'll see if it will happen wink
k0nek0:
Creativity + Energy = Organize //

I would use it.. I have the creativity but not the energy

Kitty is tired.. miao!!

Sunday Dec 28, 2003

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He felt that his whole life was some kind of dream and he sometimes wondered whose it was and whether they were enjoying it.


-Douglas Adams


confused
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lx:
Hitchhiker's Guide.. Page... 16?

Douglas said something along the lines of: "writing is a gruelling and lonely business and, unless you are extremely lucky, badly paid as well. You had better really, really, really want to do it."

I didn't believe him, but he was right... Damn was he right...
robert_paulson:
A Douglas Adams fan love - love I must have done something right to have met up with you. Maybe there is such a thing as karma.

ooo aaa

Saturday Dec 27, 2003

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so tonight i am organizing a bit of an SG event if you will, DoctorSkinny will be driving down to my wonderful city and we will hopefully get to meet up with some other SG peeps from the area like cathedra and saruman.

later on i have to go to an afterhours opening that my friend is helping promote. this place is gorgeous inside....
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_v_:
kiss love kiss
why are you so damn far?
saruman:
Did I miss everything or did you guys not end up going as planned?
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