Yesterday I was in such a fantasic mood and I dont know any particular reason why ... I just *was*. I loved it though, because its been such a long time since Ive felt soooo good! Usually I let my everyday stresses take over my day, and I just refuse to let that happen anymore. Im turning over a new leaf...
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nightmares:
Hey love! How was your weekend?
menotyou:
Tank girl is hot. You should totally do that. Really. Seriously.
***Please look at my son's wishlist located at the bottom of my profile and help me make his xmas special this year!! Any contributions are greatly appreciated! You will each recieve a special girft in return for your generosity 
Its been one of *those* weeks, if ya know what I mean. Id really love to go relieve some stress at the piercing place. Something abt...
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Its been one of *those* weeks, if ya know what I mean. Id really love to go relieve some stress at the piercing place. Something abt...
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britney:
Holey god girl, I want you to get that set off to SG too!... I love both, but I'm super partial to purple... looks so illuminated! These days are total stress over-kill.... arn't they 
..... think god the happiest season of all is coming up! 
..... think god the happiest season of all is coming up!
menotyou:
Hey...if you get that chance to poke stress in the eye...give it a good solid whack for me too.
I like the top picture better, but I'm a sucker for Black and White photos. Personally I think they both kick massive ass.
I like the top picture better, but I'm a sucker for Black and White photos. Personally I think they both kick massive ass.
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I recieved ... er ... my son recieved his first xmas gift in the mail last night!!!! Of course I didnt give it to him yet since its for xmas and all, but a giant spider man figure (with 47 points of articulation!) arrived from my wishlist!! I was so excited I almost peed my pants! Thank you ... whoever sent that, it means...
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I recieved ... er ... my son recieved his first xmas gift in the mail last night!!!! Of course I didnt give it to him yet since its for xmas and all, but a giant spider man figure (with 47 points of articulation!) arrived from my wishlist!! I was so excited I almost peed my pants! Thank you ... whoever sent that, it means...
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cupidsvictim:
thank you for the sweet comment! you're lucky to have a great family!
galaxies:
I'm thankful that I'm alive to type this. I'm thankful that no matter how bad it can get, that I've got the ability to trudge on. I'm thankful for the people that I love, and that love me.
I'm thankful that, in the end, it'll all be ok.
I'm thankful that, in the end, it'll all be ok.
Well ppl have been bugging me lately ... askin me when Im gonna make myself a wishlist. I wasnt sure how I felt abt them at first ... because I didnt want to seem like a beggar or some materialistic brat. But I think since xmas is coming up soon ... there are definitely things Id like to have ... and most of all ......
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danhazelton:
miss your attention,...... hope you are well and have a happy turkey day
acidevangelist:
Happy Turkey Day, beautiful 
I'll be working on a few sets with my fave photographer this weekend (psssst, the one who did my last set for sg) and although I had so many ideas before ... it doesnt seem like I'll be able to carry through with any of them. I need locations. Working in a studio is lame ... who wants a boring backdrop?
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minibeanie:
Im so uncreative, but as long as your nekked, all is good
naiad_:
I always like urban settings. I'm sure you'll be lovely no matter where you choose.
What a day ...
I find out that there is no one in the world I can trust. at all.
I find out that there is no one in the world I can trust. at all.
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anarchick:
I often feel that way. For a while I felt like I really was being a misanthropist. Now I think, humans suck, we are a horrible malicious, vile species. BUT there are some people out there worth giving a shit about. Some people who you can trust and love. You just have to find them.
I wish I lived near you, you sound like you need a hug. You should treat yourself to something you like? Why on earth don't you have a wishlist, I bet lots of people would shower you with pressies to cheer you up. Seeing pretty girls sad is horrible
I often feel that way. For a while I felt like I really was being a misanthropist. Now I think, humans suck, we are a horrible malicious, vile species. BUT there are some people out there worth giving a shit about. Some people who you can trust and love. You just have to find them.
I wish I lived near you, you sound like you need a hug.
You should treat yourself to something you like? Why on earth don't you have a wishlist, I bet lots of people would shower you with pressies to cheer you up. Seeing pretty girls sad is horrible Well ... since I fucked up and stayed in Florida too long, I missed the deadline for school registration for the fall semester. So I will be doing a whole lotta NOTHING for the next 4 months or so.
I believe its time for me to get my modeling crap lined back up. Its really difficult to get noticed when you're an independant model without...
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I believe its time for me to get my modeling crap lined back up. Its really difficult to get noticed when you're an independant model without...
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bigwobbles:
when i get a chance i could use some photos just have ti subscrube ti yahoo i guess tbit ill get back to whne when i get a chance to preuse them okay
gia:
You actually have a rather engenious idea here girly. I wish I had more experience with pro photographers in order to do the same. I'm totally jealous, but totally rooting for you.
"I dont think anyone could write a completely honest autobiography. I am sure no one could bear to read it: My Past Was an Evil River"
~William S. Burroughs
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tangledupinblue:
I think one could possibly bear to read the honest autobiography only of one you felt absolutely nothing for. It would never work with anyone you gave one whit about to the good or the bad. Hope this postcard finds you well in the city! The cows here sure are pretty. Hey, that rhymed!
"I'm a poet, I know it. Hope I don't blow it."
mmm cider.
"I'm a poet, I know it. Hope I don't blow it."
mmm cider.
user062223111:
aren't you from florida? have they told you to evacuate or anything yet? didn't you also get hit by the last one?
When does one know when they are "home"?
I remember when I first moved to FL and would come to chicago on summer vacations ... and when I saw the city from the airplane I would think to myself "thank god I am finally HOME". But my home wasnt in chicago ... my home was in florida, although I never really felt that way.
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I remember when I first moved to FL and would come to chicago on summer vacations ... and when I saw the city from the airplane I would think to myself "thank god I am finally HOME". But my home wasnt in chicago ... my home was in florida, although I never really felt that way.
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azrael_abyss:
I've never considered Germany home. I've lived here for a year, and I just can't call it home. I called NC and FL home, but I can't call this home. While it's fun and beautiful, it's almost like I'm very out of place in a world that I shouldn't be in. There are so many moments here where you go outside and think "i don't think i'm suppose to be out here". it's odd. I think I'm rambling. Anyway, I miss you and wanted to stop by and tell you that. I you sweetie. I hope to hear from you soon.
you sweetie. I hope to hear from you soon.
m_bethany:
I just got a tear...
I am so glad you are following your heart and going back to Chi-town. Rock on. I want to visit there so badly, I had such a great time the first time. I even got to see my favorite Georgia O'Keefe piece, "Clouds".
glad to hear you are home. Feels good when you are there. I feel that way when I get out of my car in Venice.
~ the angel*
I am so glad you are following your heart and going back to Chi-town. Rock on. I want to visit there so badly, I had such a great time the first time. I even got to see my favorite Georgia O'Keefe piece, "Clouds".
glad to hear you are home. Feels good when you are there. I feel that way when I get out of my car in Venice.
~ the angel*
I need to go home.
and then what?
I need to get a job.
and .... a fucking LIFE.
and then what?
I need to get a job.
and .... a fucking LIFE.
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sqook:
you should go home... florida will be a helluva lot more fun than chicago come around wintertime...
and I don't know what the fuck happened to jon... i called him up the other weekend but our plans fell through. I'll tell him that you said he should re-activate... ;]
and I don't know what the fuck happened to jon... i called him up the other weekend but our plans fell through. I'll tell him that you said he should re-activate... ;]
benni:
woman, where have you been? judging from your journal not having the best time, but i hope things look up for you...
miss you...
miss you...
Sorry to misinform u, but no ... I am not back. Im still in florida. I just get the internet withdrawls a little worse the more time goes on, and I have to satisfy my urge to come online more frequently.
That whole hurricane thing screwed everything up around here, and now Im pissed because I have a shitload of things to take care of...
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mislaid:
Wow I hope your son gets better soon
lilmissmorbid:
Have a great Thursday!
I miss my cat terribly. I hate sleeping alone. I hate not having him on my lap as I type this. I miss his companionship.
TERRIBLY!
I decided to start dancing again at a nearby club ... hopefully I can make a little cash. Or a lot. Preferably a LOT.
Tell me what u guys have been up to lately! And also ...
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dylanisdead:
Dear Ash,
I miss sleeping with you too, i cannot sleep at night because i miss you so much. Come home soon.
Love,
Your cat
I miss sleeping with you too, i cannot sleep at night because i miss you so much. Come home soon.
Love,
Your cat
goddessasha:
thats neat your goign to start dacing again I hope it works out very well for you I'm sorry that you miss your kitty so much one of my kittens went to "visit" a friends and they decided to keep him so i miss him very very much too. Chin up. As for what I have been doing, not too much I was getting ready for my daughers 3rd birthday and all the stuff that goes with that. And spending far too much money at Ikea I love Ikea. And arguing with my husband waether or not we are goign to resight a least in our apartment or start looking for a house to buy. So absolutly nothing too exciting LOL
I'm sorry that you miss your kitty so much one of my kittens went to "visit" a friends and they decided to keep him so i miss him very very much too. Chin up. As for what I have been doing, not too much I was getting ready for my daughers 3rd birthday and all the stuff that goes with that. And spending far too much money at Ikea I love Ikea. And arguing with my husband waether or not we are goign to resight a least in our apartment or start looking for a house to buy. So absolutly nothing too exciting LOL