How does one know if they have SAD? Or is it just the season 
I'm missing Ben, a lot. Tired of working Saturday's but will continue to do so (when you don't have a lot of money, you do what you need to... and maybe bitch a little, ok a lot, along the way!).
I haven't decided if I really am into the whole Christmas...
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I'm missing Ben, a lot. Tired of working Saturday's but will continue to do so (when you don't have a lot of money, you do what you need to... and maybe bitch a little, ok a lot, along the way!). I haven't decided if I really am into the whole Christmas...
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People annoy me sometimes. How does someone get it in their head that they are smarter, wiser, BETTER than someone else? It's caused me to re-evaluate my friends. I'm sorry, but if a person cannot support me and my hubby, they can go fuck themselves. I feel like an ass too with how much I stood up for said friend with Ben. I guess I...
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People annoy me sometimes. How does someone get it in their head that they are smarter, wiser, BETTER than someone else? It's caused me to re-evaluate my friends. I'm sorry, but if a person cannot support me and my hubby, they can go fuck themselves. I feel like an ass too with how much I stood up for said friend with Ben. I guess I...
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Thank you everyone for giving me advice on the 3some thing. I still havent figured it out fully, but, it's not like it's a rush, since he will be deployed till Aug/Sept of next year. I miss him. Sorry, it's just kinda tough at night. And the cats are avoiding me, I guess I've been a bit grumpy. I wonder sometimes what contributes to how...
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juliett:
You are in Seattle right? You and your boy might find it fun to just go out to Capital hill one night, go to a couple of bars there, and try to see if you meet anyone while you are out, not to start up anything right away, but that is how the best friend and her man got started...
Setting rules is very important, good luck hun...
Setting rules is very important, good luck hun...
juliett:
Oh.. thanks hun, my photographer is going to photoshop, crop and we are going to cut a few shots then I will put it up for SCS.
How are you doing?
How are you doing?
I figured it out! I had this epiphany when I was in the shower! I figured out that I can fulfill Ben's fantasy of a threesome if I'm just not that close to him. If I distance myself emotionally from him, you know, that way I won't get all stupid and jealous. I'm silly that way, getting jealous. I mean he married me right? And...
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luke2917:
I dont think a threesome would be the best idea. The start out as a good idea, but end up bad in the end because people feelings get hurt.
sgmk2315:
not a good idea things start out innocent but the odds of regreting it later r to hign and most likely will cause unneeded strain on the relationship there r so many other ideas to try first to keep things fun and interesting use this as a option to keep open after u explore many other avenues
Ok, so, married life rocks. Not that it's really any different so far than when we were dating... I'm still here and he's still there in the desert. His mom left 2 days after he did. I don't mind being alone for a month... I think. But the cold... sheesh. I have to take a 20 min shower to get rid of the chill. At...
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lofty:
I bet you can't wait til he gets back- Believe me, he will be feeling exactly the same!
I've only ever seen ballet once, I went when I was much younger to see Giselle, I think I would like to go again as I feel I would take more from it now, and appreciate what is happening. I want a cat...
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I've only ever seen ballet once, I went when I was much younger to see Giselle, I think I would like to go again as I feel I would take more from it now, and appreciate what is happening. I want a cat...
xx
Ok, so, update... I'M A MRS.!!! WOOHOO!!!
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dice:
congratulations!
sgmk2315:
very hot and congrats he is a lucky man
So... I'm sitting here, debating on whether I want to start my blog by regaling you (at least I hope) with tales from my somewhat frustrating day, entrusting you with my fears, hopes and dreams, or just bullshitting. I'm apparently going with the latter .
Have you ever had one of those days where you can do NOTHING right? I just experienced one. I have...
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Have you ever had one of those days where you can do NOTHING right? I just experienced one. I have...
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lofty:
It was a brilliant weekend, moving here has been the best decision Ive made for a while. The Cathouse is kinda like a rock bar, but the people there are so friendly its untrue! Youve been added, by the way!
245trioxin:
Congrats!!!!!! Simply brilliant. Love the pics from the airport. I am very happy for you both.
Ah... I've decided to make a list of things I want to do in the next 2 years... so here goes:
(in no particular order)
1. Learn Italian and finish German... and find a tutor for my Scottish Gaelic (so hard to teach yourself!)
2. Learn to play the cello
3. Visit Scotland and Ireland ( I am dying to see the real Scottish Highland...
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(in no particular order)
1. Learn Italian and finish German... and find a tutor for my Scottish Gaelic (so hard to teach yourself!)
2. Learn to play the cello
3. Visit Scotland and Ireland ( I am dying to see the real Scottish Highland...
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legman:
"9. Go scuba diving with sharks."
by a funny coincidence, there are sharks out there who have on their lists "swim with a suicidegirl".
by a funny coincidence, there are sharks out there who have on their lists "swim with a suicidegirl".
lofty:
Scotland is a great country, I am planning on settling down here, I prefer it here so much to England. If you do come across, you should let me know and we'll get a meet on! As for the safari, I've driven through Knowsley safari park, does that count?
Ok, so, that fun vid I was planning on making, I don't know when I will be able to get it up. :***( My comp had to go back to the makers cause it's a piece of shit. Now they are telling me they don't know when they will get it back to me 
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akalucifer:
50 days? yay! I wish I had known about the computer... I do that for a living... 
ilectra:
Well damn that sucks.. dumb comp messing ya all up.. Hope you are atleast having a nice weekend
Happy Holidays...