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After having dreams all night about men rejecting me I'm scared to fall asleep tonight. I don't think I can handle another night of rejection.

I only have rants tonight. The truth is it's a Saturday and I didn't do anything!

I have watched a lot of TV. Mostly just prime time shows. But still... a lotta TV. And after a show has been on for awhile they are bound to have a few things in them. Almost always someone gets cancer... and someone is in a car crash... and someone gets married! I have watched so many horrible TV weddings that I'm more sure then...
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I just wrote a poem that actually has repetition and is about someone. That would have been perfect if I had done it BEFORE Thursday. Now I have to write a cubist collage poem. No clue what I'm going to do... But maybe this time I won't freeze and have it DONE by Thursday.

I have well over 100 found grocery lists for my collection (and someday book). I found a nice one this week! Simple and to the point: Milk, Buns, Nuts... Mature right?

Portugal. The Man


He sits in the back of the van propped amongst open boxes of band t-shirts. The sound check is done. Boys are out drinking. Saving his drink for later he plays and writes. To himself he writes his future. He writes other people's pasts, and their soon to be present. People interrupt to get merch from the back of the van, but...
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New Manko set. Always great. She looks amazing. Chill day. Took doggy to vet for normal doggy stuff. More crazy drams... But I mostly just remember the "feeling" not the dream. If i don't STOP having dreams soon I'm going to go crazy. I feel like I have not slept in a week.

The Mentalist? Tonight? Really? I've never watched it actually on TV. This will be a treat! Simon Baker is my God. I'm such a TV nerd. I'm shocked though. I had no clue I could watch it on TV... Everything seems to be HBO or Showtime that I love. This is hardcore. Maybe I'm dreaming this.

Ah. I thought of something to talk about. I have been having crazy dreams every night lately. No idea why... But they are making me sleepy. Anyways, last night I had a dream that I was hardcore crushing on two guys who made these video games. I'm really bad at video games, but in the dream I got good at the game to impress them!...
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