I have the sickie mc sicksalots...I dont feel so good. Everone I know has had the flu for a month now, its one of those things no one ever gets over because they are constantly getting reexposed. So, Im going to be in a fashion show on Saturday night, it's at the Catwalk in Seattle, Pioneer Square. Im going to be a slave, how exciting...No,...
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whaley:
hope you get better soon, and that fashion show sounds like fun :-) tschuess
al:
Ha ha, that WAS you. I was too shy to ask.
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katie:
i know how you feel with the love issue, and also with te picture issue. i look at my old pics, and i seem gawky and reserved. i just want to re-shoot all of them. and the love issue, ugh, i'm sorry you have to deal with that. i remember feel;ing like my tongue was going to fall off from biting it so much. i hate having to hold back. hopefully the time will come soon when you can tell them how you feel. xoxo
ghwb01:
experience says (the advantages of getting older) is that you can always say what you want to convey in some manner. sometimes it's almost all non-verbal but sets the stage . . . pay attention to the subtle clues. follow-up incrementally, if patience is possible. 
on the pics. well, my God, you are a beautiful woman. all around. and i only know you through your pics. very beautiful. esp. soft: 9, 10, 11, 12, 14, 15, and 16, and of course w/ Marie.
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on the pics. well, my God, you are a beautiful woman. all around. and i only know you through your pics. very beautiful. esp. soft: 9, 10, 11, 12, 14, 15, and 16, and of course w/ Marie.
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Zu viel Kaffee getrunken.... 
I forbid it
stop looking at my shit.
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vastad:
1) Lubricant, Twister and maybe some fisting, design a Twister spinner thing with extra options.
2) Wear a remote controlled wireless dildo, the kind you're supposed to attach to the bottom of your panties like a liner. Walk into very public places. Have your partner randomly 'buzz' you. But...that's more a goof off than an actual turn on.
3) Shave each other smooth down there....or anywhere for that matter. Whatever floats your boat. Prepare for the itchiness 3 days later though.
4) Experiment with low ampage electricity. DO THE RESEARCH!!! I don't want to contribute to an accident.
5) Sensory Deprivation: Wear eyemasks. Aromatherapy to distract the nose. White noise to zone out the ears. Now it's just Touch and Taste. Flavoured Lube is good here.
6) Cook dinner naked together.
7) Exploration. Just take the fucking time to pick one spot and just focus on it to the exclusion of all others.
8) Pain-Pleasure. hot candle wax, laundry pegs...very safe stuff. No sharp objects!!! Infection and contamination are a real possibility.
9) Ice cubes. To rub and insert, to lick and share. Flavoured cubes possible.
I tried my best. I don't like that many of my suggestions are so....mechanical...eugh! isn't it supposed to be more than this? I hope they help.
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2) Wear a remote controlled wireless dildo, the kind you're supposed to attach to the bottom of your panties like a liner. Walk into very public places. Have your partner randomly 'buzz' you. But...that's more a goof off than an actual turn on.
3) Shave each other smooth down there....or anywhere for that matter. Whatever floats your boat. Prepare for the itchiness 3 days later though.
4) Experiment with low ampage electricity. DO THE RESEARCH!!! I don't want to contribute to an accident.
5) Sensory Deprivation: Wear eyemasks. Aromatherapy to distract the nose. White noise to zone out the ears. Now it's just Touch and Taste. Flavoured Lube is good here.
6) Cook dinner naked together.
7) Exploration. Just take the fucking time to pick one spot and just focus on it to the exclusion of all others.
8) Pain-Pleasure. hot candle wax, laundry pegs...very safe stuff. No sharp objects!!! Infection and contamination are a real possibility.
9) Ice cubes. To rub and insert, to lick and share. Flavoured cubes possible.
I tried my best. I don't like that many of my suggestions are so....mechanical...eugh! isn't it supposed to be more than this? I hope they help.
[Edited on Jan 25, 2003]
vastad:
Two more:
1) Take a bath together. Not just a hump in the tub. I mean seriously, SERIOUSLY, get each other clean. Buy some fresh sponges that feel like they're scraping your skin off. Aromatic soap. Underneath all nails. A good scalp massage and VO5 Hot Oil Treatment. Does sex necessarily always mean penetration?
2) Mutual Masturbation in public places. It's easier to hide it, get away with, a lot less likely to get in trouble plus you can even sit right next to unsuspecting innocent people. Exciting because it forces you not to jump to the main act. Con: You will be changing your clothes MUCH more often.
1) Take a bath together. Not just a hump in the tub. I mean seriously, SERIOUSLY, get each other clean. Buy some fresh sponges that feel like they're scraping your skin off. Aromatic soap. Underneath all nails. A good scalp massage and VO5 Hot Oil Treatment. Does sex necessarily always mean penetration?
2) Mutual Masturbation in public places. It's easier to hide it, get away with, a lot less likely to get in trouble plus you can even sit right next to unsuspecting innocent people. Exciting because it forces you not to jump to the main act. Con: You will be changing your clothes MUCH more often.
fucking
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escapegoat:
just like dysfunctional peas in a pod......we self destruct for blurred clarification........our minds our own worst enemy.......i fwe didnt know any better, we'd be better off.......the hierarchy of needs levels above the masses......the rewards grander and the pains stronger as the brilliant mind is tortured by knowing............
"the more i know, the less i understand".......john lennon
"the more i know, the less i understand".......john lennon
sidspencer:
physical pain induces mental anguish; thus mental anguish on its own is better. but mental anguish -is- more persistent and harder to ease. but it really doesn't matter. just like a physical injury, you need to learn how to work around your impediment. once you realize the limits of your functionality, everything is easier. what the "instant gratification" does is make you forget the problem is there instead of studying its topology.
but true instant gratification? you'd be very rich if you found that formula...
but true instant gratification? you'd be very rich if you found that formula...
suck
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miss_piss:
dude...if you are still in the town i think you're in you should call me... or tell me to call you again...
nikolai:
hey! Why so glum? Don't give up on it all just yet...
I've just one through the shittest six months of my life because of someone I couldn't have, and the whole time I knew I couldn't have her but you still want it to bad...you'll do anything. And it's now that I look back that the nice, caring Nik that I was when I met her has turned into a hate spitting, selfish ass who's obsession has done nothing but destroy a good soul
Fortunatly, my friends have helped drag me back onto a path that'll take me back to where I was, but only if I work to stay on it. So don't be glum, look around and see that sometimes, and a lot of times, things just aren't ok
But it'll get better, soon
I've just one through the shittest six months of my life because of someone I couldn't have, and the whole time I knew I couldn't have her but you still want it to bad...you'll do anything. And it's now that I look back that the nice, caring Nik that I was when I met her has turned into a hate spitting, selfish ass who's obsession has done nothing but destroy a good soul
Fortunatly, my friends have helped drag me back onto a path that'll take me back to where I was, but only if I work to stay on it. So don't be glum, look around and see that sometimes, and a lot of times, things just aren't ok
But it'll get better, soon
big
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freyja__:
too late.
we got crazy here in NYC.
had a cute little SG party.
can't wait to see your new tat!
happy new year.
we got crazy here in NYC.
had a cute little SG party.
can't wait to see your new tat!
happy new year.
incest:
girl, you is smokin'. happy new year amelie. 
ugh.....I'm so fucking shaky right now..too much alcohol.
I suppose it happens to the best of us. I hate that feeling,
it's no good at all. I leave for Kansas in a week, that should
be interesting.
Yes, I think I need to puke....
I suppose it happens to the best of us. I hate that feeling,
it's no good at all. I leave for Kansas in a week, that should
be interesting.
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fred:
Are you doing okay?
hope you make it through the holidays.
Take it easy
hope you make it through the holidays.
Take it easy
gil:
MERRY X-MAS!!!
I drank too much fucking coffee, I feel jittery and my vision
is a little bit blurred. Whatever, it happens. So, here
we are once again, about to enter the holidays of gluttony
and spending too much fucking money. I'm thrilled....
Not that I mind it, but I don't have to go home for "Thanks
giving", others might not be so lucky. It's as if...
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is a little bit blurred. Whatever, it happens. So, here
we are once again, about to enter the holidays of gluttony
and spending too much fucking money. I'm thrilled....
Not that I mind it, but I don't have to go home for "Thanks
giving", others might not be so lucky. It's as if...
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fewxie:
I used to love drinking so much coffee your skin feels tight on you, but I also used to love shoving pounds of heroin up my nose ,so what does that say?
miss_piss:
I believe I met you at Evolution the convention in Seattle a few months ago...I called you but no luck...are you still here...I thought you might want to jam with my boy...I was at the organic jewellery booth