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do I?

have the right to be happy?

have the right to be wanted?

have the right to be comforted?

have the right to be embraced?



.....God is cruel and wonderful all at the same time..

Amelia
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deflicted:
DAMM RIGHT U DO!!!!!! and I don't know what's up cause God should be waaaaay too busy making my life a living hell.
mongoofy:
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this is a great song
three days grace - Take me under

Now it seems I'm fading
All my dreams are not worth saving
I've done my share of waiting
And I've still got nowhere else to go
So I wait for you to
Take me all the way
Take me all the way

Seems you're wanting me to stay
But my dreams would surely...
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Been gone...

My son has ROTAVIRUS....

I am not explaning look it up and you'll understand what I am going through

Amelia
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asinforhim:
Oh... I hope he gets better soon!
Take care!
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gujsel:
my swety i'm sad....but i I hope he get better soon!
many many kisses ...for you my dear kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
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300

I had a night off..and I've gone to see it...yes 300..and I was disappointed. two hours was a great running time, everyone I spoke with who had seen it hyped the bloody movie, to me that didn't even count as gore. COME ON! i will admit that the love of King Leonidas for his wife the queen was heart wrenching. I would be lying...
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mercedes:
DROOOOOL
mongoofy:
300 = puke

I'll be your king Leo...

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landie:
I have one of those too, or should i say had. I love it and all my friends say it replaced them as my hang-out friends. they were jealous for my attention. Now they are happy it dead. frown

oh well. Have fun w/ urs
deflicted:
oh so now apple gotta invent new terms for stuff and can not use the words built-in wireless lan like the rest of the free world
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devilsreject:
Holy fucking crap, i need to stop by and read your blog more often!

Look at what you are accomplishing. Damn, you go!
mongoofy:
how you doin gal?
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Update: A New day

1. Called The University of Illinois Extra Help program, informed them that I was available for work full time immediately. They will call me back tomorrow *fingers crossed*
2. Took Trent to the Crisis Nursery. This is a free daycare for parents who are stressed out and need a little time for themselves, or like me who needed time to spend...
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baudot:
Good work. Sounds like a good first day of getting things under control.
You should probably put out some more job feelers. Sounds like you're rocking the daycare options, and the preemptive food stamps sound like a great idea. Churches in your area may also run food banks where you could stretch those stamps. Probably better to get a head start on that, too.

For quick money, there's always waiting tables. Most people find it pretty draining, but the tips are yours the same day you work, no waiting on a paycheck, and most places are used to high turnover, so there's less worry with working that job while you look for another, and quitting as soon as something better comes up.
travisty:
Sounds like you had a busy day. I thought you were going to come over for a visit last night? Hope all is well.
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A new day

Today I drive the ex to his work, we only have one car until Friday, Jake is being civil enough to let me have the entire tax return that gives me about $950. So yeah.....I'm heading to the department of health and human services today to tell them Jake is leaving and when, all of our assistance, WIC, medical, is based on...
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baudot:
One thing at a time.

Keep that list of yours handy.
Make one thing right, starting with the most important things.
If you can't get one thing the way you need it, try the next and come back to that list item later.

One thing at a time.

It's good that he's giving you the tax return. Shows he's trying to help. You'll need some kind of stable arrangement, though. The tax return will run out. Don't let yourself be pinned down by the furniture. Things worth being pinned donw by: A good job, affordable daycare. Things not worth being pinned down by: Furniture.
bryanhorror:
ARRR!!!
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With the time I have left

here's my list


1. Daycare for trenton
2. Job for me
3. My own bank account with money from my tax return
4. Find an inexpensive apartment in the C/U area
5. try to get along with my son on our own.


I'm exausted....can you tell?
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baudot:
Nice. Any movement on the list items above?
mongoofy:
If you need any help with anything - I'm there...