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so im home
n drunk
n lost $6
drunken among other things

but terribly lonely.

doesnt help best friend now has a boyfriend n they're makin out all the time now.

i was totally on the prowl tonite n didnt get any attention as i was hopin in dammit i still look hot as hell.

fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me....
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tallboy66:
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OK. wink
trocar:
No, I did not write that to make you feel better, but rather to help you justify the expresion of your feelings. There's a passage from one of my favorite books that goes "...better to go crazy now and save your sanity for later." Let out all the "bad", don't hold it in.
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its raining lot o rain right now. ive been really busy lately and today felt really good about myself.

my car wasnt working too well but it dried out. crabs are doing good. they need a bigger home. and a heater.

i finished the first book in the dexter series. and ive pre-ordered the new chuck pahlaniuk. its called snuff.

valentines day is coming. interested...
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corpseripper:
hello i love your crabs i hope you have a wonderful birthday yep another lonely v-day for me kiss kiss blush
btw you are so beautiful and that dress will fit you very well indeed
thea:
If I can get the video working I shall most deffinitly be putting it up
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so stoned and talking online to new people cause this to shoot out my fingertips:

while listening to father of the bride 2 in the background and being unable to taste my apple juice due to this stupid cold....o yeah by the way ive been sick since wednesday. ya know my body feels like it got hit with a mack truck which is normally a...
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trocc:
ok, you totally got me started reading Questionable Content yesterday morning, and i haven't been able to stop! i am thanking you and shaking my fist at you all at once. smile
cuda86:
QC rocks.. i wish he did it on the weekends too
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rockezi:
WOW those are so cool... i have a frog.... i want a turtle really bad!! kiss
antigone:
Thank you so much.
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so my friend Sam wrote this for me today is mortuary law:

a double haiku for you!

Eyes that pierce your soul
Refreshing morbid humor
Don't cross this lady...
Makes me feel at ease
Only girl that I can stand
I love Aeryka!

a poem by: Sam

i adore her. shes super cute. ill take a picture tomorrow when we hang out so you can...
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ferretbite:
That's cute. If I didn't suck I'd try to write a haiku, but it seems prose is more my thing.
jaybugg:
And ur so loved

<333333333
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scarekrow:
Well, I can hope by the wink that it was a good thought of me... instead of "this reminds me of that weird kid with the stupid tattoo" biggrin
scarekrow:
Hoarding all the good books for yourself, huh? tongue
And thank you for the good wink. I'm flattered.
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so im back in carbondale in one piece.
cant say as much for my car.
something is seriously wrong.

heres the low down:
left heading towards 94 east when it got really loud and vibratey. which is normal but it was REALLY loud. called a friend about it discussed what it might be and determined my exhaust is taking a shit but that the engine...
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ilium:
You're stronger than you think, cause you came through your adventure OK. Now do your best in school and all the other stuff will fall into place.

We're all behind you, so good luck and keep us posted.
cuda86:
I did the same damn thing! Except on my way home I was leaving Murry, KY and somehow ended up making a two hour trip lasting 4 hours. I kept going on what I thought was the wrong way and then turning around, then realizing that I had previously gone the right way. So then I had to turn around again.
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driving back to carbondale today.....with a busted tailbone. ima be sittin on a pillow.

had a very interesting evening meeting a new wonderful friend.

tell you all more when im home and dont have to do so much stuff.
thefreddy:
got a busted tail bone myself. Sucks don't it?wink
thefreddy:
I hear ya.

Night my back's fucked up and I'm hold that shit like I'm 80 yr old man.
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so i got two new fish most adorable things in the world. did what i alway did and threw em in there. now my tank is empty....they allllll died. my GIANT black moor who i adored also went belly up. now all i got is that stupid plecostemous.

im so miserable. i dont normally ride the PMS train but i was a raging bitch the...
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murphowitz:
I reside on the south side near Midway Airport. How bout yourself?
jaybugg:
O_o

you better msg me soon!!! >.<

talk to jaybugg
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so guess what i gave myself for christmas?

a fucking hangover.

somehow i drank a whole bottle of tanqueray rangpur gin by myself.

but from everyone else i got:
wireless mouse for my puter
new speaker thing for iPOD
new hair straightener
D&G Light Blue perfume
guess jewlery
neato brown sweater with a fuzzy hood
crab yard art
nip/tuck season one
fivel on DVD
a...
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ilium:
Ya gotta love tanqueray rangpur. Bombay will always be my favorite, but t.r. goes down real easy.
cuda86:
that's always a nice gift to give yourself.. Did you get one for New Years? I did.. frown