there seems to be a bit of confusion about this, so i wanted to clear things up for you all. the separate pieces of oranges are actually called "piggies." fuck the department of agriculture; i have always called them piggies. i'm a graduate student in english and i know these things.
thank you. i'm glad we're agreed now.
p.s. yay for me! i got the...
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thank you. i'm glad we're agreed now.
p.s. yay for me! i got the...
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does anyone else say "rabbit rabbit" on the first day of the month? for some reason i believe i will have bad luck for the whole month unless i say "rabbit rabbit" first thing in the morning on the first day of the month. where did i get this? am i crazy?
p.s. and what do you call the little pieces of oranges?
p.s. and what do you call the little pieces of oranges?
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suicidesmitty:
bum food.
thank you to all who submitted squirrel names. and a big thank you to the lovely and talented itsalivemedia, who made me a cdr to die for.
and thank you to SteveRetread, for the package i'm still waiting for!
and thank you to Tjaden, just because.
i haven't seen the squirrels in a couple days. i threw some burnt pancakes on the...
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and thank you to SteveRetread, for the package i'm still waiting for!
and thank you to Tjaden, just because.
i haven't seen the squirrels in a couple days. i threw some burnt pancakes on the...
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damaja:
Jeez, if you came out of a birthday cake naked, I would celebrate my birthday once a month! 
itsalivemedia:
If I come visit a girl in PDX...are you that far from me?
happy anniversary to my parents -- not that they'll ever see this, of course. they got married at a shotgun wedding in lake tahoe by a man named reverend love. i was born about two and a half months later...
in other news, i have two pet grey squirrels! (well, they come to my window and i throw stale bread to them.) one is big...
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in other news, i have two pet grey squirrels! (well, they come to my window and i throw stale bread to them.) one is big...
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itsalivemedia:
TomJerry
Frick/Frack
Billy/IL
Jack/Shirley
Cock/Balls
Bobby/Whitney
Did you ever see My First Mister?
Frick/Frack
Billy/IL
Jack/Shirley
Cock/Balls
Bobby/Whitney
Did you ever see My First Mister?
"There is much unsaid, though the edges of the said
so long and so
perversely have attracted me...."
-heather mchugh
here's to perverse attractions, and to the unsaid.
last night i slept soundly with my fat black dog on my feet. happy abra.
happy thanksgiving to everyone --
xoxo
so long and so
perversely have attracted me...."
-heather mchugh
here's to perverse attractions, and to the unsaid.
last night i slept soundly with my fat black dog on my feet. happy abra.
happy thanksgiving to everyone --
xoxo
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itsalivemedia:
You will soon have mail......indeed.
tjaden:
hi.
okay, forget being blue. and fuck that boy for saying those mean things about me.
abra's list of happy things:
*it is a beeyootiful day.
*i just found a coffeeshop that has wireless internet, plays the best music ever, and serves any 12 oz drink for 1 dollar.
*i got a job interview!!!
thanks to all you sweet people for trying to cheer me up....
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abra's list of happy things:
*it is a beeyootiful day.
*i just found a coffeeshop that has wireless internet, plays the best music ever, and serves any 12 oz drink for 1 dollar.
*i got a job interview!!!
thanks to all you sweet people for trying to cheer me up....
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marymary:
yeah, fuck that boy. he's a nitwit.
yay! we're friends now
that comes with rules, by the way. like, no hitting. also, filling up the ice cube tray if you've taken the last cube. the guest towel is hanging up on the bathroom door - and guest toothbrushes, if you need one, are on the top shelf (yes, they're new and sealed). thats all for now 
glad you're cheered up! don't let stupid boys get you down. stupid girls have gotten me down too much lately. grrrrr stupid girls. maybe i should be gay. maybe gay boys wont be as stupid. hmmmm
xo
yay! we're friends now
that comes with rules, by the way. like, no hitting. also, filling up the ice cube tray if you've taken the last cube. the guest towel is hanging up on the bathroom door - and guest toothbrushes, if you need one, are on the top shelf (yes, they're new and sealed). thats all for now
glad you're cheered up! don't let stupid boys get you down. stupid girls have gotten me down too much lately. grrrrr stupid girls. maybe i should be gay. maybe gay boys wont be as stupid. hmmmm
xo
yumchen:
You I just realized that you have a dog! What kind is she??
this guy i dated for about two weeks put this on his website after i broke things off with him:
abra adds color to any household, providing blissful moments of contentment and tragic disappointments so gut-wrenching youll feel as if they have been scripted! abra may take a little extra care and feeding, but its a small price to pay to earn the envy of...
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abra adds color to any household, providing blissful moments of contentment and tragic disappointments so gut-wrenching youll feel as if they have been scripted! abra may take a little extra care and feeding, but its a small price to pay to earn the envy of...
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pratt_stevens:
"It's been so long since I've had a smile.
I've been sad for such a long while.
If you could cheer me up, I could learn to love you." - The Descendents
Cheer up, sweetie.... fan mail should be arriving this week...
I've been sad for such a long while.
If you could cheer me up, I could learn to love you." - The Descendents
Cheer up, sweetie.... fan mail should be arriving this week...
itsalivemedia:
Hey thanks for the musical props. I'll make a CD for you...sure. I had so much fun last night making that one, it would be a pleasure. It's time consuming to think what might work and what fits/does not. But the end product is the deal. I'll let you know when I have it to send you. Who knows, there might be a few legit CDs in there too. Ya never know.
So was the guy right about you in his website/journal? I imagine you are a handful. I tell ya...there is something in the water about Portland girls. I dated one last year....best/worst time in a LONG ass time. More stories about dancing topless at Dandy Warhols gigs and fucking in bathroom stalls than I wanted to know about.
So was the guy right about you in his website/journal? I imagine you are a handful. I tell ya...there is something in the water about Portland girls. I dated one last year....best/worst time in a LONG ass time. More stories about dancing topless at Dandy Warhols gigs and fucking in bathroom stalls than I wanted to know about.
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itsalivemedia:
How are you?
suicidesmitty:
I'm sorta lazy, will you tell her for me?
mrowr.
wish me luck -- i applied for a job today.
happy birthday to my dear miss bixby!
how many times should you give someone a second chance?
wish me luck -- i applied for a job today.
happy birthday to my dear miss bixby!
how many times should you give someone a second chance?
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tjaden:
so, i heard this great story about washing dishes...
machfive:
There's one second chance, period.
Good luck with the job!
Good luck with the job!
do you ever think about things that could have happened, maybe almost happened, but didn't? sometimes i think there are several parallel realities existing just at the edge of this reality, and in those close but unreachable worlds all of your might-have-beens are real. sometimes we dream of them.
happy friday all.
happy friday all.
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dr_ew:
Don't you know pretty girls cant be stalkers? They're just a boys best friend.
So you came from GP the big city. Did you go to GPHS or one of the valleys? You never know we might know some of the same people. Or if you went to NV you might have had my mom as a teacher.
I'd never thought I could like PBR more than I already did. You proved me wrong.
Sorry the last two post I meant to make awhile ago. I have problems with talking... make that typing to girls that I've never meet.
So you came from GP the big city. Did you go to GPHS or one of the valleys? You never know we might know some of the same people. Or if you went to NV you might have had my mom as a teacher.
I'd never thought I could like PBR more than I already did. You proved me wrong.
Sorry the last two post I meant to make awhile ago. I have problems with talking... make that typing to girls that I've never meet.
alyssum:
I think it actually manifests in different people in this reality. I've met so many people that I've thought to myself "Wow, these two people are so similar - if (whatever event) hadn't been different..." Like a legion of almost-twins running around living our alternate lives.
there's still snow on the rooftops...it's lovely.
i've been thinking a lot about loss.
because i think we're composed of all that we have lost; that which is gone takes up a bigger space in our hearts than the stuff which is still here: the humming refrigerator full of old milk and withered carrots, the piles of magazines in corners, the laundry needing to be...
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i've been thinking a lot about loss.
because i think we're composed of all that we have lost; that which is gone takes up a bigger space in our hearts than the stuff which is still here: the humming refrigerator full of old milk and withered carrots, the piles of magazines in corners, the laundry needing to be...
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alyssum:
I love you too, Abra! Happy Friday! 
I've been thinking about loss a lot lately too. So many of our patterns are based on loss, more than any other type of event. It's like chucking a boulder in a river, each one changes our directions in ways that may not be immediately obvious, depending on how big it is. Even in time, when the river wears away the rocks, the change is still there even if only a little bit. Not necessarily a bad thing, though, I think of it as kind of a badge of honor to bear the scars of life because it means I really lived it.
Happy Friday!
I've been thinking about loss a lot lately too. So many of our patterns are based on loss, more than any other type of event. It's like chucking a boulder in a river, each one changes our directions in ways that may not be immediately obvious, depending on how big it is. Even in time, when the river wears away the rocks, the change is still there even if only a little bit. Not necessarily a bad thing, though, I think of it as kind of a badge of honor to bear the scars of life because it means I really lived it.
galvagin:
No, I think I gave my last black turtleneck to charity a couple years back, but I used to (I also started drinking coffee purely b/c I thought it was a philosophical thing to do... that's another story).
Yeah, unfortunately, no one ever said loss didn't hurt. I think the big difference (to make a sweeping generalization here) between those drawn to existentialism and those drawn to, say, Buddhism (at least in its American incarnation) has to do with whether you think that's a bad thing... or at least, a bad enough thing to seek peace instead of change. Heidegger though holding onto your angst and being-towards-death was important, but then, dude was a Nazi, so...
Bottom line - hope you start feeling a bit better soon.
I'm not nearly enough of a yoga expert... ashtanga yoga is a style that focuses on a lot of pretty quick, repetitive, strength-intensive moves. It's less focused on stability and introspection than most other styles I've dabbled with.
Yeah, unfortunately, no one ever said loss didn't hurt. I think the big difference (to make a sweeping generalization here) between those drawn to existentialism and those drawn to, say, Buddhism (at least in its American incarnation) has to do with whether you think that's a bad thing... or at least, a bad enough thing to seek peace instead of change. Heidegger though holding onto your angst and being-towards-death was important, but then, dude was a Nazi, so...
Bottom line - hope you start feeling a bit better soon.
I'm not nearly enough of a yoga expert... ashtanga yoga is a style that focuses on a lot of pretty quick, repetitive, strength-intensive moves. It's less focused on stability and introspection than most other styles I've dabbled with.
have you all seen this? weekly world new: "Satan is broke! He's selling back souls at half price to avoid bankruptcy."
this is so great, now i can get mine back.
this is so great, now i can get mine back.
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norritt:
re: music: thanks! nice pictures i missed your set when it
first went up i think my computer was broken then..
first went up i think my computer was broken then..
triplesixer:
maybe i could purchase a little bit of robert johnson's soul?
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and, more commonly known, 'dork' means 'a whale's penis.'
yes... i am the random facts guy.
maybe now you will use these insults more often, being that they have such cool real meanings. oh yes.
hah.
love gavin.
~xoxo.
but i wouldn't complain.
you got valentines day, i got the same as lincoln. the two best days in february.