One year ago, at this time I think, 2Shadowland uploaded Bad Little Thing to the staff. I wrote my intro and grabbed the audio one instead of studying for my politic economics exam. Today, one year later, I'm in front of my computer, writing this blog instead of studying for my translators' cognitive psychology exam. On the 26th of this month will be my first... Read More
I hate my life being so unstable. It brings me problems and then things that make me smile... Up and down, up and down. It changes from one day to another, and sometimes even in some minutes..... That's destroying my mind, my mood and my health.
Once again I fell
In the hole growing inside
I'm still running
Running through the grass
Once again I... Read More
Up and down, up and down. It sounds like your brain is trying to stabilize at a midpoint, but something is interfering and then you go too far...
What it is, I've no idea. It could be dietary, too much or too little of something; it could be the bc; it could be...
How long have you been like this? 1 year? 2 years? 5 years?
BC pills come in lots of different formulas. If this is what's causing (or magnifying) your sadness, get one with a different formula!!! If that isn't the problem, then your other medication(s) aren't working. You need a stronger dose, or something different entirely. But, try for a different bc formula first.
Something to think about, when you're not so sad...
Do you feel a need to be a parent? A mother? Ever? Consider a tubal ligation. I'm 60 now, but I've never felt the need to be a parent. I had myself taken care of when I was 24. Glad I did it, too!!
I can't recognize myself, because I haven't looked so happy for months. But leave me love and make me smile. Not too many negative comments, please. Or make them soft and sweet, I just couldn't endure them for the moment, I'm very weak, mentally. But tell what you think! thanks! I did it for you,... Read More
Great lighting...I mean great...you know...cause it hasn't been chewed through and filtered to fuck by umpteen people. I Love something a little more raw, a little more natural. Good poses...nothing inspirational, but lets face it in the times we live in, short of posing nude next to a field stripped deer what is "new", but its a good simple set, not "inspired", but people soon forget that "inspiration" often sets aflame what it creates in turn. Over all I liked it a lot.
Note (please do not comment about that, that's not really a part of my blog): Due to too much jealousy from some, my top-8-friends list has been deleted and now shows faces randomly, apart for 2Shadowland, as he is my only real life friend. I hope nobody will feel offended. If you are, it's sad. I think each... Read More
Note (please do not comment about that, that's not really a part of my blog): Due to too much jealousy from some, my top-8-friends list has been deleted and now shows faces randomly, apart for 2Shadowland, as he is my only real life friend. I hope nobody will feel offended. If you are, it's sad. I think each... Read More
