I'm glad that you are doing what you need to do and that you are finally taking care of your needs but it doesn't mean that every night with every inhale and every exhale i'm not crying, that I'm not completely falling down inside. You were my center and the reason that I do my every day. You are what made me feel like I...
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giggles:
meandmyc64:
babydoll- we both know you are much stronger thn that. thomas
In Seattle..Leaving for NYC tomorrow night. Heather and I are having a really hard time and being hundreds of miles away doesn't help. We need to work on things. We need to make things work. She is my world. I feel sort of emptied and hollowed and I just want to be tangled in her arms. Hold me close my love, cuz the whole world...
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giggles:
that is the sweetest thing I've ever heard
miguelitooooo:
aww, i can relate being in a long distance thing with a girl i love very very much right now
Man...I can't believe my Monica had her video go up today and I'm stuck in a coffee shop where I can't watch it..rrrrrr. I miss my little Monica. Albertine and Toy are coming to visit in a couple weeks after I get back from NYC. Leaving for Seattle and NYC on Monday for a 20 day tour. Should be exhausting. I was interviewed for a...
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roethke:
I finally added a link to Femina Potens on VeganERotica's website. Sorry it took me so long. I hate changing the website as it's terrifying. I'm always afraid I'll destroy it somehow.
tulipbooty:
mtv still does psas?
i hope the fact that theyre asking you also means theyre not sucking
i hope the fact that theyre asking you also means theyre not sucking
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jodytea:
A lil pic from a shibari shot I made 


theatombomb:
I ♥ shibari!
Just saw the interview that I did for the tv series Out and About. Looks pretty good. It looks like the show is going to be picked up by MTV so the interview will go live on their network . I'm going to try to get it formatted so I can add it to my web site. Excited about visiting Seattle again. I'll be going...
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shayne:
I'd love to see your interview. Let me know if you get it running on your site.
akemi:
wow- im very jealous... I wish I could be one of her models! what is the name of her new comic book? xx
I think I'm going through one of my burnt out insanity phases. It seems like my life gets really really good and then I get knocked down and sucked into this vortex of depression and apathy and anxiety and ick. The year is half over. That is so crazy and what is more crazy is that the rest of the year that lays in front...
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anja:
hiya. i'm the silly sewing girl that appeared on your doorstep a few mondays ago. any word on the stitch and bitch events - are sundays a go? i'm dying to go to you're guys' burlesque at the lex event, but, alas, i am still at the tender age of 20. blech. have you heard anything about the faux queen beauty pageant at slim's on sunday the 14th? proceeds go to st. james infirmary and sfsexinfo. sounds interesting.
pallas:
the guy who did my rope work is a friend mine named scott in LA. I'm responding to your comment on my bondage pics...
he's always looking for models!
he's always looking for models!
In Seattle again. It is beautiful here and giving me a chance to see all my Seattle friends and work buddies while I'm here working away. Won't be back till the 14th. Missing my Gauge. Book is all sent off to AK Press. Someone is buying one of my prints that I have showing right now. Just sold some of our exhibiting artists work as...
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krys_____:
Fantastic. Don't you love it when people support the arts? I am doing a fair this weekend, and a show next week myself, busy busy busy... looking to do more, of course, but happy with what I have going on now.
Learning to breathe again. Anthology is all turned in, 3 of the art openings have happened, along with a spoken word event,screening, and fundraiser for the gallery. Heather and I went off to the Bahamas for a few days and learned that in the Bahamas there is only slow and stop and sometimes it isn't a bad thing to try the two of those things...
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tulipbooty:
your journal has slowly but steadily become a record of your travels, and an update for the remote femi.
such as myself.
make sure to remember to breathe
such as myself.
make sure to remember to breathe
shayne:
Pride in Toronto was fun and bustling. lots of sexy burlesque and queer cabaret. I'd love to see your work... i wish the openings weren't so very far away.
Finishing editing my anthology. It is due into the publisher today. I installed my art show at the Center. If anyone is interested it will be up at the LGBTQ Center at 1800 Market St. in SF on the 2nd floor. It is a collection of performance art documentation prints.
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tegan:
thats so exciting... im so happy for you.
i was up for prom and i was hoping to see you there but alas, you were not there. i was only there for 2 days... hopefully ill get up there soon and we can hang out.
i was up for prom and i was hoping to see you there but alas, you were not there. i was only there for 2 days... hopefully ill get up there soon and we can hang out.
ilovemikehunt:
i just checked out your gallery site - looks amazing.
i wish i had enough completed werk to submit... i've always dreamed of exhibiting my werk. one day.
what is your criteria for selecting artists anyway?
i wish i had enough completed werk to submit... i've always dreamed of exhibiting my werk. one day.
what is your criteria for selecting artists anyway?
Nyc was fabulous yet exhausting. I hung out with my friend and ex band mate Smear, ate hummus with my buddy Katy who is moving to SF next month,stayed with my good friend from high school - Adam and worked a lot. For the next 6 weeks or so my life is even more in hyper drive. Along with all my normal work load I...
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siqkat:
Great stuff !!!!!!!!
Can't wait to see the video. I am really happy for you.
captainfoti:
Geaarrrr! Rock on!
In NYC and so very tired. Need sleep. My friend who I'm staying with is at a movie and I have to wait for him to get home to get in and fall into a deep slumber.
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amina:
I do not have a phone number where I can reach you in the San Francisco area for this weekend. Please email me a number in case I need to get a hold of you for anything. Schedules are set and I have received your location info. See you this weekend!
Amina
NoHart13@Aol.com
Amina
NoHart13@Aol.com
vonbaxter:
Hope you have a Happy Friday the 13th!


I'm a sick one with a cold/flu dreadful thing and I'm swamped in work.
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amina:
An email has been sent to you through your Suicide Girls profile regarding the final schedule for the SG videos that will be filmed at PROM . If you did not receive this email, please email me at NoHart13@Aol.com ASAP.
Thank you,
Amina
Thank you,
Amina
captainfoti:
Ahoy, how goes it? hopefully beeter that the last time you updated your jurnal. Sorry I haven't been on for so long. All the computers have blockers on them that restrect almost every web page. Hella sucks, but one of my buddies over here finaly figured out a way to bypass the blocker, and so now I can finally get back on suicidegirls and chat with all of ya again after 2 months, geaarrrrr! Kuwait is no place for a pirate neither, let me tell you! it's like the worlds largest sand box. well, I must go for now, ROCK ON!
-Captain foti, a pirate lost in the desert!
-Captain foti, a pirate lost in the desert!