Sunday Nov 13, 2005

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The cold weather is making me sad. Or maybe it just adds to it. I really don't feel like talking, just being held and I keep going through eratic bursts of feeling like I want to move on and feeling like I would give everything to go back.
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letigre:
i will totally go see RENT with you. but i do have to warn you, i have the soundtrack memorized. muahahahaha. im a bit of fag like that. wink

have a nice tofurkey day in portland.

see ya when you get back.

♥
roethke:
Hey Tina,
did you get my email?

Wednesday Nov 09, 2005

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Heather fucking kills me over and over again. I found out tonight that she is dating someone new. I really did love her with all my fucking heart and now she won't even talk to me or answer my phone calls and I just feel like I want to crawl under my freaking bed and die. I just want to have a normal healthy life...
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calvinkaneda:
Give it some time.
Tunnel Vision =panic and heart break...
johnlennon:
Im sorry to hear that tina frown I hope everything works out for you

Sunday Nov 06, 2005

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eehh...Long nite last nite. My brain hasn't really started functioning again quite yet. I drank way too much last nite. Went to the Lex for the first time since Gauge and I broke up. Then I went to Fairy Butch and then had another shot at the Lex and then drug everyone to my place for a bottle of wine which we drank until 4am....
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maxwild:
hey sweetie. how are you?
maxwild:
awh, i'm sorry, honey. i know, these things are always so hard - especially when you can't just talk to the person and try to resolve your feelings, right? girls are so difficult aren't they? well, i guess guys are too.

you know you're welcome to email if you wanna talk about it, vent a bit. it really is hard, for her too i'm sure. give it some time. take a nice bath smile

*hugs* ryan

Tuesday Oct 18, 2005

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Just got back last night from my massive 17 day journey to Copenhagen and London. I was in London for most of the time and it was fabulous. I loved it. The weather reminded me of SF. Toy is one of the most amazing fabulous ladies that I have met in a long time and a fabulous artist and a great cook. Work went well...
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anja:
thanks for coming to the lex. nice to see you again.
letigre:
how was fairy butch? im sorry i didnt get to talk to you more. i didnt realize you were sitting there for a while, and then i didnt want to interrupt your conversation with your friend. hope you had a good night. smile

Tuesday Oct 04, 2005

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I'm in Copenhagen. I started traveling on Saturday in the morning and have been on planes and trains since. I was sick for days wihile I was traveling but I'm finally feeling better but still not up to full speed. I took the train through Germany,Brussels,London, and Copenhagen. Working here until thursday then I'm off to London for work and to meet up with friends...
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parisbird:
I just read your interview in Sabrina's Cliterature... I mean, that is you, yes? anyway, it was great. I'm not done yet but am liking the zine quite a lot. (well, Sabrina is a genius, so no surprise) anyway, would love to read some of your writing.
saritalr:
oh sweet sleep. I'm always torn about sleeping when i'm travelling, I dont want to waste any opportunities, and yet, its sometimes so hard to say no. Then again, when do I every say no to a good nap? I hope youre having fun!

Sunday Sep 25, 2005

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I've been keeping busy. Forcing myself to keep busy and still unable to do as much as I would like to because I just become so overwhelmed with being alone. It has been really amazing to read the comments everyone has had about my set "Warped". It seems people either are disgusted or hate it or love it or totally confused but it has definetly...
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letigre:
the set was great, as per usual.

i love nirvana, i havent been there in some time. they used to have the hottest servers there. wink

yes, we should hang out and grab some coffee or something, and you can tell me all about michelle tea and midori. smile
albertine:
the new Bush law makes us unable to use our set now..... fuck. I am working on it anyways..... frown

Thursday Sep 22, 2005

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Thank you all for all the birthday wishes. I made it through another one. I'm trying to concentrate on work and being around friends. I'm going to a reading tonight for Midor's new book and out to dinner with my friends, Rocco and Michelle. I'm trying to get a lot of work done but it's just not happening. I need to muddle through this and...
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thatmikeguy:
Happy belated birthday -- I haven't really ever talked to you much, but I'm sweetcheeks boyfriend, so I've been with her to all of your events that she's danced at.

Hope things get better for you soon -- it's a crappy space to be in. I didn't see your post on your b-day till afterward or we would have probably tried to come out for it.
olsen:
you know, the more I see your more artistic sets the more I wonder who you are and wish I could be your friend.

Monday Sep 19, 2005

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Gauge is coming by today to pick up the rest of her stuff. She doesn't want me to be around. She doesn't event want to see me until after I get back from Europe which will be over a month of us being away from one another. I seriously feel so nauseated and like my eyes just won't stop crying. My throat is knotted and...
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elizagirl:
1) my mum's birthday is the same as yours--happy belated! I'm sorry it sounds like you are having a hard time.

2) Your new set is both gorgeous and scary--kudos

3) you have red hair, a right monroe and a left nostril piercing--I have red hair, a left monroe and a right nostril piercing. OMG WE'RE TOTALLY BACKWARD TWINS OMG.

Anyway....I hope things pick up for you. And thanks for sharing your lovely set--you're beautiful.
tulipbooty:
love is difficult

i wish you the best, it must be especially painful to be working to make everyone's lives better
at the expense of your own happiness

hopefully, this is one of a series of bumps, and you will both be stronger for it, together and individually

sometimes love works that way too

good luck

Thursday Sep 15, 2005

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I miss my baby daw. I didn't know that I could miss someone so much when they are in the same city as me. I haven't seen her since Sunday morning. Nearly a week. I hate this I really do and I'm just trying to make it through the nights as the nights are the worst.
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letigre:
*hug*
tororo:
It does not help much, but I, too, think you're amazing (and it's not me that told Juliana you were, however: so it could be a clue signifying that we are many to think so).

Wednesday Sep 14, 2005

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Off to shoot a new SG set with Albertine. I'm really excited. It should be really beautiful. It will involve an inverted Shibari style suspension and painting.
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hecklongtree:
That's kind of what I thought when you mentioned "suspension."
letigre:
awesome!

Thursday Sep 08, 2005

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New York has been long. Warm and long. I'm aching for the finish line but I don't think I'll recognize it when I get back home with out her in my bed. It hurts and she refuses to believe that I hurt. I struggle to be strong, to figure out how this happened, to examine the situation, but it only means that I'm emotionless. I'm...
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argene:
Have a good time in Europe!
giggles:
have fun in europe
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