Spent a beautiful day at the nude beach. I would have thought it would be weird to just be naked around a whole bunch of people I don't know from adam, but it was liberating. I made a few new friends, and that was nice. I also got to catch up with some of my burlesque girls today, and that was also lovely. It's really...
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Going to a nude beach. Gonna BBQ with friends....
Then I have a burly-q meeting....goody.
But then I go see Pirates. I'm excited to see pirates.
Date with courtney tomorrow.
Should be a good week.
KISSES!!!
Then I have a burly-q meeting....goody.
But then I go see Pirates. I'm excited to see pirates.
Date with courtney tomorrow.
Should be a good week.
KISSES!!!
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strongmad:
Any beach is a nude beach if you take your clothes off. 
meow:
Thanks for the set comments! 
I've actually been a member on the site since Dec 04 - my name was Ap0calypse Me0w
I've actually been a member on the site since Dec 04 - my name was Ap0calypse Me0w
So I spent all day with the family. My family is crazy. I'm not blood related to them, but I've known who I call my bro and sis since I was three. So they're family. We ate tons of food, drank wine, I jammed with my uncles in the basement (singing Beatles tunes), watched fireworks and lightning.
Yes, lightning. Crazy light up the sky lightning....
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Yes, lightning. Crazy light up the sky lightning....
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skarlet:
Oh sis, I love you SO much! I'm so glad you came with me and hung out with the fam. We need you just as much as you need us.
Truth.
Truth.
it_thing_hard_on:
Wow, I must have missed a monumental journal entry somewhere. I'm totally in the dark over here. 
I'm learning from all this. I'm happier than I've been in awhile.
I have to move on to survive. To be happy.
Sad. Sometimes truth is sad.
But freeing.
Moving on is hard.
i want to thank you all for dealing with my madness. I'm sure you'll see me go through shit again.
From now on, my journals hopefully will be reflections of growth....
love,...
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I have to move on to survive. To be happy.
Sad. Sometimes truth is sad.
But freeing.
Moving on is hard.
i want to thank you all for dealing with my madness. I'm sure you'll see me go through shit again.
From now on, my journals hopefully will be reflections of growth....
love,...
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raziel666:
I am sad when women don't value themselves.I am sad when I don't value myself.I will let myself feel that sadness.
This is a say my little sister says to herself all the time when she need to be reminded of how grrreat she is.Her and I understand it,but hard to explain to others,we let them find thier own mean to it.
Have a great wonderful super 4th.
This is a say my little sister says to herself all the time when she need to be reminded of how grrreat she is.Her and I understand it,but hard to explain to others,we let them find thier own mean to it.
Have a great wonderful super 4th.
hellooooooo
brokenbeatnik:
Hi.
Standing up for myself has been something I haven't really done until just a bit ago. Now it seems the flood gates are open, testing me. Where before I would be hurt intentionally or offended, I would go cry in a corner. Now, although still hurt, I have tougher skin, and perhaps a sharper tongue. Noone gets to insult me anymore. Or call me names....
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kahlua:
ooooh you should lust after me thatd be fun. sounds like youve had a hell of a past year. as have i. hope things get on the kick ass side of things. glad to hear the goodness about beign stronger. this is very much like how my life has been. different relationship types but very similiar. it feels like THE SCREW when it starts but after it feels damn good and you are stronger, happier and you know better how awesome you are and you can be proud of yourself for being rad enough to do it on your own.
go you.
stay amazing!
go you.
stay amazing!
paulnikon:
Hello hotstuff.
Things are going to start to get really good. I can feel it.
Have a sweet day!
Have a sweet day!
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_panda_:
when 
raziel666:
You can always have a sweet day with a higher powers help.
Single? single, you haven't really ever been around...what am I to do with you?
That's right folks, little 'ol Syd didn't find her match. And single has awaited me long enough. I've been a serial relationship kind of gal....not too healthy. But I intend to remedy that. I'll be moving out of my lovely house that I now share with my ex (we're civil and...
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That's right folks, little 'ol Syd didn't find her match. And single has awaited me long enough. I've been a serial relationship kind of gal....not too healthy. But I intend to remedy that. I'll be moving out of my lovely house that I now share with my ex (we're civil and...
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idais31:
i guess that loooonngg line of guys hopeing to get a chance with such a beautiful woman will just have to wait
i got time.......im number 3,986,432,001.
i feel sorry for #3,986,432,002.anyways,i wish the best for you.
take care,
i got time.......im number 3,986,432,001.
i feel sorry for #3,986,432,002.anyways,i wish the best for you.
take care,
thedarkness:
Hey there girl, I'm sorry to hear your relationship didn't work out. But I am glad to hear that you both are being adults about it. One of the things I do know about you is that you are a strong person and you will bounce back from this a much stonger woman. You know we all love you girl. 
Things change quickly. I can only hope it's for the best.
raziel666:
You are in our prayers!
You are in our prayers! 
samling:
uh oh...
I've been making a new burlesque act.
I just made a hoopskirt, black satin and 12 yards of tule into a sort of ball gown. After 4 hours of pinning and sewing....it's fucking fabulous.
I think it's the most rewarding thing I've done in a long while.
I just spent an hour choreographing, and I'll pick up that activity tomorrow after work.
I try it...
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I just made a hoopskirt, black satin and 12 yards of tule into a sort of ball gown. After 4 hours of pinning and sewing....it's fucking fabulous.
I think it's the most rewarding thing I've done in a long while.
I just spent an hour choreographing, and I'll pick up that activity tomorrow after work.
I try it...
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samling:
i would just try spinning in circles until you're dizzy, then stop and go the other way. WAY funner then RLR!
he's a spunky little shit, this kitten of mine. haven't quite figured out a name for him.
i want to see PIIIICTURES of this fabulousness you sewed. i didn't know you sewed. did you?
he's a spunky little shit, this kitten of mine. haven't quite figured out a name for him.
i want to see PIIIICTURES of this fabulousness you sewed. i didn't know you sewed. did you?
melladoree:
pictures?
I just had a moment.
I saw myself. Holding hands with another person. Walking, serenly through a park. Watching people. Playing with dogs. Having a clean, cute, nice smelling home with good music playing, and good books all around me. Knowing everything is alright. Not balling my fists at people pointing fingers at me like I'm a zoo animal. Just existing, finding myself only attractive...
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I saw myself. Holding hands with another person. Walking, serenly through a park. Watching people. Playing with dogs. Having a clean, cute, nice smelling home with good music playing, and good books all around me. Knowing everything is alright. Not balling my fists at people pointing fingers at me like I'm a zoo animal. Just existing, finding myself only attractive...
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venice:
I don't have any time either. How did I have so much time last year?
It was real and I miss it too.
Your peace sounds absolutely wonderful.
It was real and I miss it too.
Your peace sounds absolutely wonderful.
brokenbeatnik:
That happened to me once or twice.
C'est possible.
C'est possible.
THIS IS A FUCKING RANT.
I'm exhausted.
The moment I think things are turning around, I seem to get smacked by an invisible cosmic 2 x 4.
I constantly feel like my heart is breaking. I constantly feel like running.
But I don't. I'm in love and there are some really fantastic things about this world. I just wish I could see more of them....
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I'm exhausted.
The moment I think things are turning around, I seem to get smacked by an invisible cosmic 2 x 4.
I constantly feel like my heart is breaking. I constantly feel like running.
But I don't. I'm in love and there are some really fantastic things about this world. I just wish I could see more of them....
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skarlet:
I'm thankful that even though you and I hardly see each other, we are still going through the same things (to a degree) and I know that I can always talk to you *big hug*
Call me whenver you can sis, I love you.
Call me whenver you can sis, I love you.
desdenova:
I sort of figured you did, but I didn't really want to assume and be wrong. I would have stuck around after the actual show was over, but I had to run out to the WetSpot and pick up my girlfriend. Next time, I'll be sure to hang out a little longer so I get a chance to talk to you.
anyway, thanks for the comment. im glad single life is treating you well =) have some fun for me, will ya??