i'm so happy i got to meet tatum this weekend. 
she's really creative, she has the best ideas. and she's so tiny & cute. and sweet. and lots of nice things. hehe.
we watched lesbian movies and made bracelets and she made me good food. i was nervous at first, but we got along well & i think we'll be good friends. that makes me...
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she's really creative, she has the best ideas. and she's so tiny & cute. and sweet. and lots of nice things. hehe.
we watched lesbian movies and made bracelets and she made me good food.
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noelle:
SG`s hanging together is the most fantastic thing ever!
_sarah_:
Yes, but the evil of Mondays is balanced out by the wonderful-ness of Thursdays. 
my own mood swings never cease to amaze me. my whole attitude towards absolutely everything seems to vary at least daily (in some cases hourly..heh). today and yesterday i'm in an unusually cheery mood. the sunshine today helped. there's something about it that simply makes things seem better to me.
i had another sewing lesson today. it was short, but didn't go too badly. i...
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suoda:
it's funny what weather can do to my mood. sometimes intense sunlight is the answer, other times a sky of gray is the way to be. i remember being in seattle last summer and experiencing its gray mornings which later blossomed into bright sunny days.... the change was amazing and did wonders to my mood. it is bright and sunny in NY today and i think it will be a fine day.... hope yours is too....
flakaseagulls:
often when I see large round pretty colored plastic things, my instincts kick in and I just want to gnaw on them...
oh yeah, another day. oh no, what a waste.
i'm mostly being dramatic, but sundays really do feel like death to me.
only good thing about sundays really is six feet under, who's with me on this? anyone else gravely (no pun intended haha im such a dork) disappointed in this season so far? before, each episode touched me in some way, or at least...
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i'm mostly being dramatic, but sundays really do feel like death to me.
only good thing about sundays really is six feet under, who's with me on this? anyone else gravely (no pun intended haha im such a dork) disappointed in this season so far? before, each episode touched me in some way, or at least...
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photo_obscura:
Hey, sweetie- just wanted to say thank you for the kind words, and maybe too for reminding me to go dig out those old Pumpkins singles. You really are the sweetest
Take care of yourself,
*hugs*
Take care of yourself,
*hugs*
hugoroark:
I am jumping off the stage and will be going wherever the crowd throws me...
it's all i have, but not all i need..
i can't escape the fact that i still bleed.
i'm close to either a breakdown or a breakthrough.
i felt like crying all day yesterday but i just couldn't do it. finally it could've happened but by then it was 3 a.m. and i chose the saner option of sleep.
thanks to those who care even...
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i can't escape the fact that i still bleed.
i'm close to either a breakdown or a breakthrough.
i felt like crying all day yesterday but i just couldn't do it. finally it could've happened but by then it was 3 a.m. and i chose the saner option of sleep.
thanks to those who care even...
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hugoroark:
walk by and *wink*
keep walkin'
(picture this moment and fill in my face...these are the moments that matter)
keep walkin'
(picture this moment and fill in my face...these are the moments that matter)
_sarah_:
Not just yet. I plan to see how it goes, finish school, etc. I'll be finished with school next December, so I'm kind of ponderous. I don't want to move with only a year left, but I don't want to do a long distance relationship for almost two years.
For now, we're just going to take it day by day.
Gomez and I enjoyed our hugs.
For now, we're just going to take it day by day.
Gomez and I enjoyed our hugs.
it's journal update time once again. i know i know i'm horrible about these things. even when i used to write all the time and owned a journal i hated writing in it. i guess nothing i have to say seems that interesting to me so i doubt it does to anyone else. heh. oh well here goes.
i really enjoyed staying with my sister...
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even when i used to write all the time and owned a journal i hated writing in it. i guess nothing i have to say seems that interesting to me so i doubt it does to anyone else. heh. oh well here goes.
i really enjoyed staying with my sister...
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joyrider:
have you ever been to portland? it is an elf city.
photo_obscura:
Hey, Sabine, how you feeling today?
Pablo Neruda is my personal favourite poet- I love the way he uses imagery- I think generally non-English speaking poets tend to have a different way of looking at things... Mmmm.
My boy CAN be the sweetest- like he's so sort of UNcool and eccentric and has all these little foibles that would just make most people think he was a few sandwiches short of a picnic- but he's such a sweetheart and such a great artist- on top of which he's the best cook,who makes all kinds of spicy concoctions the likes of which I had never so much as imagined, let alone tasted- let's face it, i grew up on a farm in the sticks- uh, my diet wasn't exactly... mouthwatering. Nothing like having your parents serve you up a steak when you can hear cows mooing outrside- the poor little moo-cows
So i've never been to Amsterdam save for changing flights there when I was coming to Scotland- I think I'd like to go though sometime, maybe you could recommend it? Know any good places to go there?
You're right though, Europe is the kind of place you want to come back to- and hey, if you ever decide to do the backpacking thing and need someone to show you around this part of the world- I'd be only too happy to
Pablo Neruda is my personal favourite poet- I love the way he uses imagery- I think generally non-English speaking poets tend to have a different way of looking at things... Mmmm.
My boy CAN be the sweetest- like he's so sort of UNcool and eccentric and has all these little foibles that would just make most people think he was a few sandwiches short of a picnic- but he's such a sweetheart and such a great artist- on top of which he's the best cook,who makes all kinds of spicy concoctions the likes of which I had never so much as imagined, let alone tasted- let's face it, i grew up on a farm in the sticks- uh, my diet wasn't exactly... mouthwatering. Nothing like having your parents serve you up a steak when you can hear cows mooing outrside- the poor little moo-cows
So i've never been to Amsterdam save for changing flights there when I was coming to Scotland- I think I'd like to go though sometime, maybe you could recommend it? Know any good places to go there?
You're right though, Europe is the kind of place you want to come back to- and hey, if you ever decide to do the backpacking thing and need someone to show you around this part of the world- I'd be only too happy to
well i'm off in just a few minutes on the long ass drive down south. hopefully i won't be too bitchy the whole way. i still sound like hell. i guess my cold would've gone away if i had actually taken medicine consistently this past week, eh? at least i don't feel like hell. heh, only now david is getting sick so he'll probably be...
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bluline:
The nunchucks are my favorite weapon, but from the movie, Donetelo was my favorite Ninja Turtle. 
I mean, the voice was Corey Feldman (sp?) whats not to love. I was a big fan of Casey Jones too.
You have my sympathies going to the south. I grew up all around the south/midwest. I dont want to go back. Its pretty, just dont care for the people much.
I also lived in Michigan for a short period.... thats not much better (of course i was in flint). You need to go someplace nice. *points to seattle*.
BTW love the hair.
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I mean, the voice was Corey Feldman (sp?) whats not to love. I was a big fan of Casey Jones too.
You have my sympathies going to the south. I grew up all around the south/midwest. I dont want to go back. Its pretty, just dont care for the people much.
I also lived in Michigan for a short period.... thats not much better (of course i was in flint). You need to go someplace nice. *points to seattle*.
BTW love the hair.
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nopantsdave:
How was vacation? Welcome back 
i just found out that next week is my spring break. *praises probably non-existent gods* time to get away, to somewhere warm.
i think we're driving down to alabama to see my sister then to florida where my dad lives. it shouldn't be too expensive and i'm getting some money back from the government. two more good things coming up: friday i'm getting a new...
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i think we're driving down to alabama to see my sister then to florida where my dad lives. it shouldn't be too expensive and i'm getting some money back from the government. two more good things coming up: friday i'm getting a new...
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joyrider:
echinacea echinacia ekken AY SHA ! preventative medicine is good medicine. for future reference, i mean.
have fun on spring break, and have fun with TATUM. tatum seems super-nice, and she is very lovely to look at as well.
have fun on spring break, and have fun with TATUM. tatum seems super-nice, and she is very lovely to look at as well.
hugoroark:
I usually just take 2 peeks at your photo set and go to bed...that usually makes me feel better but some drugs don't always work with everyone...I'd imagine the side effects for you would be worse then the cure...
huh?
huh?
i'm home alone and will be until saturday. no huge parties. and no small ones. heh. but it has actually been nice. kinda getting a feel for how it will be to live on my own..only i'll be much much poorer of course. i'll also be more productive. i cleaned up, b/c there's no one else here to go right after me and mess it...
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blueeyedangel:
damn that sucks. I dont know what to say to people who say they are going to kill themselves either. Maybe talking to a professional will help? I mean for strategies in helping the person seek their own help or way out of their depression.
I didnt see bowling for columbine but I think the greatest words that Marylin Manson's has ever said were when Michael Moore asked him what he would say to the kids who shot up columbine and Marylin replied "Nothing I would listen to what they have to say."
So that is my advice, listen to this person, and try to get them to seek help, and if they wont seek it then for you to seek it for yourself, maybe they can help him/her thru you like a air traffic control tower talking you through landing a plane if you've never flown one before.
Sharing my good thoughts for you and your friend.
<hugs>
I didnt see bowling for columbine but I think the greatest words that Marylin Manson's has ever said were when Michael Moore asked him what he would say to the kids who shot up columbine and Marylin replied "Nothing I would listen to what they have to say."
So that is my advice, listen to this person, and try to get them to seek help, and if they wont seek it then for you to seek it for yourself, maybe they can help him/her thru you like a air traffic control tower talking you through landing a plane if you've never flown one before.
Sharing my good thoughts for you and your friend.
<hugs>
hugoroark:
Tick....tock....tick......tock.....tick.....tock.....
breate in......breathe out.........breathe in .........breathe out....
tick........tock.........tick........tock.......tick....
breathe in........breathe out........breathe in........breath out......
--Late Night Cyper Yoga--
**May this entry help you find your inner peace to find the truth according to Sabine**
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breate in......breathe out.........breathe in .........breathe out....
tick........tock.........tick........tock.......tick....
breathe in........breathe out........breathe in........breath out......
--Late Night Cyper Yoga--
**May this entry help you find your inner peace to find the truth according to Sabine**
[Edited on Feb 23, 2003]
some days just feel different, you feel different and you don't know why. Today it felt like anything was possible. But none of the possibilities seemed positive. Have things really degenerated this much that this could be a culmination, even a call for personal revolution, or is it simply a change in perspective that's long overdue. discontent in itself is easy enough to ignore. Every...
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nopantsdave:
Hey there....haven't heard from you in a few days, how are you?
hugoroark:
get off the babysitter, turn the atari off, don't forget to wear your safety goggles....and post another entry lovely Ms. Sabine.
i'll reply to everyone later. just had to share a few things. i was incredibly bored today. i watched risky business all the way through for the first time..and actually enjoyed it if for nothing else, for the following
the best advice:
sometimes, you just gotta say "what the fuck?"
"what the fuck" give you freedom...
freedom brings opportunity...
opportunity MAKES your future..
the best...
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the best advice:
sometimes, you just gotta say "what the fuck?"
"what the fuck" give you freedom...
freedom brings opportunity...
opportunity MAKES your future..
the best...
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_sarah_:
Your friendly get-togethers don't end up that way because you don't have my friend Kae making the margaritas. I swear to god that woman does something magical to them... They taste sweet and lime-y without the harsh Tequila taste. Mmmm...
sarc:
I sang it pantless and undie-less... but with the cool shades, of course.
yoshimi...they dont believe me...but you wont let those robots eat me...
i cant believe, hearing flaming lips again. i still have the tape of transmissions from the satellite heart..somewhere. hardly listened to it b/c i liked three songs at most but she dont use jelly was just too catchy, it got me. i adore their new song, though not sure how new it is. something...
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hugoroark:
If I make it to the other side you get an invite...
bkwill:
Thanks I appreciate your comments. I hear ya about school. My last year I was through learning. At some point you realize that all you want to do is apply what you've been taught and not have to proove yourself in an artifical classroom environment.
Peace
Peace
alas...i am weak. 
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sebsis:
Jeez! Our girl is laying low! I hope she hasn't discovered she has a life outside of us!
scooter11:
Yeah, what's strange about January is that there are a few incredible movies, like the Pianist, along with a lot of movies I wouldn't watch if they were the only thing washed up with me on a desert island. I think more of the latter are coming out now, though.