melitta

OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im the best!!! not only I passed, but I also passed with the best grades!!!!!!!!!!!

yaaayyyy for me!!

Im sooo happy!!! I cant believe this happened!!

Ive been learning all day in the last two days!!!! I dont know anything!!!
Im having my exam on Tuesday!!! ahhh...

well... OK I wont fail, but I need good grades...

actually now I only need to be over the whole thing and drink an enormous amount of tequila and B52.... and hang out...

I have a new hair!! short. Im just going to dye...
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Greetings SG land!!!

Ive just arrived home from SG wonder villa!!
it was amaizing!!! the girls are so awesome!!!

and oh Shenni went up!! she is amaizing

OK, now I check all what I missed here...

Do I look dangerous????

Good day all!!

How is everyone?

Im OK... you know a big sleep under a warm blanket can really help you out of a starting cold from last nights party... or at least I hope

gotta learn a lot in the next five days two weeks till the exams, but Ill spend one being on holiday so I have to speed up a bit with...
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I completely lost the never born artist in me, after bad happenings some years back... I quit drawing, I quit designing, almost everything I did before and I really thought that I can never get back that piece of me...

otherwise I hate saying artist, I dont think I am one, I dont think I will ever be one, I dislike even the word...

but...
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once again I am in front of the computer, just like every damn evening lately... writing some ridiculous journal entry...

not so news:

first I grew pubic hair, then I dyed it pink- hahh
it was caused by my decision to reconquer my old features... yes I missed old me... so I did my pubic hair!

the wind blows like whoaa I cannot leave the...
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statement:

Im going to dye my hair back to its natural colour!!

-yes, I know I just stated the change to blonde last time...

I dont even remember the time, I had brown hair... sounds funny, but I really feel trapped with my extreme hair by now... not that people stare at me, no, its me, inside that needs to DARE and change it... you...
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Ive never:

played paint-ball

played bowling

had sex in a car

baked a cake

driven a car



the emphasis is on the first two, cuz I want those badly!

removed the bondages and I look oh-so-fine!!
no bruises, no , nothing... its a bit swollen, but really you cannot see anything!!
yay for my doctor!!
4 more days and Ill be out again!!!

I always...
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I had an opreation yesterday...
my right eye... and we are about to take the bondages off it will look bad... I cannot leave the house for 5 days!! no makeup, no smokey places and no water in my eyes for 3 weeks...
and to tell you the truth it would be awful being halfly blind, actually now Im 3/4 blind, cuz my left is...
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Lets start with the fun and end with the sorrow!

The "How to prepare yourself for the awesomest parties" by Miss Melitta Suicide

1. a good party must start with choosing the proper underwear.
- it has to be comfy, has to fit your mood and make you feel perfect, doesnt matter what it looks like, sometimes I wear my black panties which is becoming...
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I was sunbathing this afternoon, were getting the pool full of water today so I was just fooling around in it, cuz I wanna get a nice tan....

got home in the morning again, were having soo amaizing times lately!! Im a real party girl
but my pretty lady is heartbroken and my heart bleeds for her , she gave me sucha huge slap in...
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