note to self:
don't nap in the late afternoon when you have to get up early the next day for work.
I always tell myself I won't nap, then I do....I set my alarm and tell myself I'll get up when it goes off. Needless to say, I never do. Then when I expected to get up and clean three hours ago, it's already 11pm...
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don't nap in the late afternoon when you have to get up early the next day for work.
I always tell myself I won't nap, then I do....I set my alarm and tell myself I'll get up when it goes off. Needless to say, I never do. Then when I expected to get up and clean three hours ago, it's already 11pm...
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my mood washed over me...and now it's gone. i can breathe.
i have to keep my head straight and know it's all for the best. because it is, there can be no doubting that.
a hot shower, some good food, a bit of tele, the company of a good book courtesy of a close friend, and early to bed for me. i have a lot...
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i have to keep my head straight and know it's all for the best. because it is, there can be no doubting that.
a hot shower, some good food, a bit of tele, the company of a good book courtesy of a close friend, and early to bed for me. i have a lot...
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eatingchucky:
woooooo fucking hhhhooooooo you're a friggin rockstar!
demigauge:
*huggles8
feel better monkey
feel better monkey
it's nights like tonight I have a million things running through my head, but no words to articulate them. I am feeling so much, tonight in particular. frusteration, pain, love, confusion, anxiety
maybe I should just sleep it away until I have to get up for work tomorrow morning. I don't know what to do with it all. sometimes I am afraid to sleep when...
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maybe I should just sleep it away until I have to get up for work tomorrow morning. I don't know what to do with it all. sometimes I am afraid to sleep when...
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missy:
hey lovey,
i am sorry that you are going through so much right now. i wish that i was there to comfort you. just let it all out and you will see more clearly, i promise. it is okay to be afraid and to be confused and sad. just let it all go and appreciate those emotions so that you can get to the good stuff. you will be back on the upswing again soon.
xoxo
-missy
i am sorry that you are going through so much right now. i wish that i was there to comfort you. just let it all out and you will see more clearly, i promise. it is okay to be afraid and to be confused and sad. just let it all go and appreciate those emotions so that you can get to the good stuff. you will be back on the upswing again soon.
xoxo
-missy
minimalism:
That is some sound advice Missy. I couldn't agree more. A nice dinner, a long, hot bath, and off to bed early. That would be my remedy. You need a relaxing night.
tender is the night
lying by your side
tender is the touch
of someone that you love too much
tender is the day
the demons go away
lord, i need to find
someone who can heal my mind
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my cat is so moody, he steers clear of me for a month or two, then there's a few weeks where he won't leave me alone....
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lying by your side
tender is the touch
of someone that you love too much
tender is the day
the demons go away
lord, i need to find
someone who can heal my mind
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my cat is so moody, he steers clear of me for a month or two, then there's a few weeks where he won't leave me alone....
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leightsy:
I've got six kitties at my house.. I love them to death! Ginko, Bella, Rusty, Meeps, Little Guy, & Boots... my boyfriend is horribly allergic so it's been rough but I told him from the start 'it's all about what the cats think of you.. if you don't get along, youz out the door' Fortunatly... they've all learned to live in harmony 
thanks for sharing, they're super cute. (elliott is my last name)
thanks for sharing, they're super cute. (elliott is my last name)
snow:
so sweet....i love my little charlotte like crazzzzzy...and she always cheers me up when i cry 
i just realized how very much i miss sghq. and how very sad i am that it's no longer in portland. i feel very pushed to the outside, not having the guts to get up on a stage, or sit in front of a video camera, there are so many closed doors for me. i am shy. but i miss so many of my friends....
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minimalism:
Sloe won!!! http://www.live105.com/
catdad:
Yes. And there won't be a second anniversary party here. 
I like you the way you are. Animal lovers always get huge bonus points from me. And you're a recluse too! We should start a club!
I like you the way you are. Animal lovers always get huge bonus points from me. And you're a recluse too! We should start a club! good things about today:
thunder
rain
a new stereo in my car
cherry garcia
left over pizza
company of friends
meeting new people
sleeping in
new cute underwear
good music
70 degree weather
downtown portland
interpol tickets
new jewelry
house cleaning
paid bills
no new bills came
no work
food in the fridge
a few hours of an empty house for me to wander around...
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thunder
rain
a new stereo in my car
cherry garcia
left over pizza
company of friends
meeting new people
sleeping in
new cute underwear
good music
70 degree weather
downtown portland
interpol tickets
new jewelry
house cleaning
paid bills
no new bills came
no work
food in the fridge
a few hours of an empty house for me to wander around...
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minimalism:
Interpol tickets are good. You are so lucky to be going to go see them.
quinn:
ice cream, good music and walkin around undie clad sounds good. why didn't i do that?
the tears are filling up their glasses
no expression
no expression
hide my head i want to drown my sorrow
no tomorrow
no tomorrow................
no expression
no expression
hide my head i want to drown my sorrow
no tomorrow
no tomorrow................
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chokedoncheese:
....and I find it kinda funny, and
i find it kinda sad , the dreams in which
i'm dying are the best I've ever had....
enjoy and remeber whatever pain you're in, just don't dwell to long. cheers
i find it kinda sad , the dreams in which
i'm dying are the best I've ever had....
enjoy and remeber whatever pain you're in, just don't dwell to long. cheers
jayne:
thank you mr. cheese..... i was wondering how long it'd take for someone to grab on. i'm not so sad, i just love sad music. my life has fallen apart and now i'm putting it back together. so it's a process.
and by the way, i had this great pizza for dinner that a friend of mine made for me. Mmmm
i was wondering how long it'd take for someone to grab on. i'm not so sad, i just love sad music. my life has fallen apart and now i'm putting it back together. so it's a process.
and by the way, i had this great pizza for dinner that a friend of mine made for me. Mmmm
i watch the sun kiss the horizon
clouds are black
the star dips below and out of sight
and the sky is on fire
and my mind is racing
my mind is racing
clouds are black
the star dips below and out of sight
and the sky is on fire
and my mind is racing
my mind is racing
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eatingchucky:
i see.
eatingchucky:
ooohhhh a double post, how nice!
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i have two new friends....their names are ingrid and delphi. they come and visit me in the evening, and my cats go batty. they are two sweet juvenille raccoons. i made the mistake of feeding them, but now they come and visit me nightly. i love it. and the kitties are starting to get used to them outside our screen door. delphi sniffed my finger...
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miami:
i've wanted a pet raccoon ever since i saw "my side of the mountain".
i also wanted to eat algae. i did that. it's not that exciting.
i also wanted to eat algae. i did that. it's not that exciting.
minimalism:
I was gonna show you an image, but it doesn't work in journals I don't think.
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johnnyvonbondie:
thanks, luv!
work was good and we finally open the doors tomorrow at 7 am...i think i'm gonna like it there.
i really scored when i landed this transfer.
driving back to everett kinds sucks but that will hopefully soon change. *crossing fingers in hopes of a good place to live*
so yeah, i come home nine hours after writing my last post to only one comment waiting for me.
then i see it was from a certain someone and everything just get a little better!
thanks,
jesse
ps: that was a compliment...deal with it.
work was good and we finally open the doors tomorrow at 7 am...i think i'm gonna like it there.
i really scored when i landed this transfer.
driving back to everett kinds sucks but that will hopefully soon change. *crossing fingers in hopes of a good place to live*
so yeah, i come home nine hours after writing my last post to only one comment waiting for me.
then i see it was from a certain someone and everything just get a little better!
thanks,
jesse
ps: that was a compliment...deal with it.
quinn:
a red canary. i loooooooooooooove the red canary. how beautiful. i have your standard yellow canary but she sings to various music...... i loooooooooooove this red one. how beautiful.
there's nothing nicer than a new pair of dark denim levi's! they just feel so god damn good on. i bought a pair of type 1's a few months back and i've had shrinking problems with them...and the lovely people at levi's told me to bring them back and they'd give me a new pair!!! that's right kiddies, I got a brand spankin new pair...
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godzuki:
nice to see a feel-good entry For some odd reason, i don't fit into type 1's; my thighs are too big for my waist or something, and the legs are like sausage casings. Maybe i should stop riding my bike. I got a pair of dark blue gap industrial denim instead, which fit. But i sure as hell won't be wearing them when it's 102 degrees out.
For some odd reason, i don't fit into type 1's; my thighs are too big for my waist or something, and the legs are like sausage casings. Maybe i should stop riding my bike. I got a pair of dark blue gap industrial denim instead, which fit. But i sure as hell won't be wearing them when it's 102 degrees out. 
mobprod:
I went to bed at 9:30 the other night too. I need 3 or 4 more fans up in my damn attic, it's just too hot. Sure is nice out after sunset though...
there's not much i love more than sitting down at a restaurant patio for lunch, all by myself. no books or papers, no distractions; only the sun and the sounds of the street echoing in my ears. it's the greatest feeling just to be sitting there, alone.
lately i have much enjoyed the bit of solitude i am can get my hands on. my time...
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tadzi:
i wish i felt that way. but i spend so much time alone, im sick of it. all i really have is my best friend. and i dont get to see her on the weekends. so it really limits my ability to do things
minimalism:
The twists in the road keep life interesting and fun. It's the unexpected bumps that you need to watch out for.
I think it'd be pretty cool to attach sponges to sea otters and train them to clean. Then cleaning would be fun no matter what, unless you have a preternatural aversion against sea otters.