despite the fact that i seem to have carved out a niche for myself as the happy suicidegirl (not saying that some of you crazy ravers aren't joyful, but i'm the one who doesn't try to look sultry IN A SINGLE PICTURE), the weather has already gotten to me. as it gets colder and darker out here in my adopted state of Oregon, i start...
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ok, so y'all have been torturing me to put something up for this Journal Poetry Day. here's a fragment of what i've been working on, goddamnit, but it's going to be in Spanish, and i'm not going to translate it for you. so HA!
parte uno: la carne
los anales de la Poesa me empujan
a hacerte de mrmol, de jaspe,
a usar mi...
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parte uno: la carne
los anales de la Poesa me empujan
a hacerte de mrmol, de jaspe,
a usar mi...
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desidia:
I'm sorry 
this is me saying goodbye to you. I should have said it in person, but as you know, I was taking the minutes for Makeout Action Squad in the bushes. By the time they tagged and released me of course you had gone I'm a terrible guest.
You're the friendliest friend ever and you give me hope for humanity. In my tyranical world where I seep birth control into the drink supply and people have to apply for children, I'd give you a free pass. It was a pleasure meeting you
this is me saying goodbye to you. I should have said it in person, but as you know, I was taking the minutes for Makeout Action Squad in the bushes. By the time they tagged and released me of course you had gone I'm a terrible guest.
You're the friendliest friend ever and you give me hope for humanity. In my tyranical world where I seep birth control into the drink supply and people have to apply for children, I'd give you a free pass. It was a pleasure meeting you
siara:
I love your new set! you are soo purty! 
XX 
XX i know that it's not "hip" or "with it" but,
i am a happy person.
i am a happy person.
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horus73:
Certainly nothing wrong with that-go with the flow.
tattooedyourmom:
Happy people are better than people that bitch and moan all the time. That get's old.
well, fuck it,
i mean, all the cool kids go to bed at 10:30, right?
...right?
i mean, all the cool kids go to bed at 10:30, right?
...right?
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miami:
wow. just when i thought it couldn't get any better.
MORE NEKKID FLUXY!!!!
MORE NEKKID FLUXY!!!!
lemonkid:
You know it.
And then go to work for 8:00 am the next morning.
Thar she blows!
And then go to work for 8:00 am the next morning.
Thar she blows!
i had a lovely time at the SGPDX picnic.
but that's not what i'm here to say.
i'm here to ask
if you were to carve out your eyeballs with a metric measuring spoon from Junior Cockbite's Young Scientist Chemistry Set, what song would you listen to whilst performing the operation?
NOTICE: I AM NOT A MIDGET!
but that's not what i'm here to say.
i'm here to ask
if you were to carve out your eyeballs with a metric measuring spoon from Junior Cockbite's Young Scientist Chemistry Set, what song would you listen to whilst performing the operation?
NOTICE: I AM NOT A MIDGET!
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lucia:
i will so be your internet lover..... 
neko:
count me in as well... tee hee
LOOKIT!
oh joyous weekend, how i love thee!
tomorrow morning, i'm shooting a set with a good buddy of mine. i'd rather not give anything away, but i will divulge that it will involve hot pants. yes indeed folks, your feral Flux swears to wear the shortest of shorts! and mere hours later, i'm going to head up to the SGPDX picnic to celebrate...
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oh joyous weekend, how i love thee!
tomorrow morning, i'm shooting a set with a good buddy of mine. i'd rather not give anything away, but i will divulge that it will involve hot pants. yes indeed folks, your feral Flux swears to wear the shortest of shorts! and mere hours later, i'm going to head up to the SGPDX picnic to celebrate...
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maximillian:
Yeah. Indeed. For sure.
maximillian:
Goddamn it. Why do I bathe?
last night, i went to see Neal Stephenson speak downtown in association with Powell's. after much debate, i bought a copy of his new Quicksilver so i could get it and my beat-up copy of Snow Crash signed. i gave him an SG button, which he seemed a little annoyed with, being a happily married man and all.
did i mention i was accompanied by...
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tarbaby:
well, he took the pin didn't he? beautiful.
siv:
i can't IMAGINE seeing the dynamic trio of al, bailey and djd on any site and calling them anything less than completely A-Team asskick-ready. silly other sites.
and did i mention that i am foaming-like-a-Crest-Whitestrip-jealous of your entire outing and perhaps, indeed, life!?!?!
and did i mention that i am foaming-like-a-Crest-Whitestrip-jealous of your entire outing and perhaps, indeed, life!?!?!
beautiful things:
i had to go into dance class today and say, "hey, Carla, i just wanted to tell you that i'll be in bad form today. i fell down a flight of stairs at my friend's house last night, and i have a couple of nasty bruises."
there is a Russian magazine called Хакер (literally, "Hacker") which markets itself as a magazine for компютерных...
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i had to go into dance class today and say, "hey, Carla, i just wanted to tell you that i'll be in bad form today. i fell down a flight of stairs at my friend's house last night, and i have a couple of nasty bruises."
there is a Russian magazine called Хакер (literally, "Hacker") which markets itself as a magazine for компютерных...
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mister_x:
ignore this. i'm stupid computer thing. i wasn't paying attention anyways tom's on the stereo.
[Edited on Sep 24, 2003]
[Edited on Sep 24, 2003]
fuck.
i'll miss the girl who was named after the goddess i worship (or pretend to) and the girl who was named after the month of my birth. they are good people and beautiful people. bye, friends. you are loved.
p.s. lookit my puppy!
i'll miss the girl who was named after the goddess i worship (or pretend to) and the girl who was named after the month of my birth. they are good people and beautiful people. bye, friends. you are loved.
p.s. lookit my puppy!
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winter_____:
Qu su corazn dice?
gingerlie:
your puppy is so cute!!!!
i also am deeply saddened by the loss of both girls. luckily theyre dear friends so i cant miss them too much except for on sg.
i also am deeply saddened by the loss of both girls. luckily theyre dear friends so i cant miss them too much except for on sg.
dear suicidegirls.com,
please stop being such a diversion. why must you torment me with breasts and message boards? i have a paper to write, by God!
love,
flux
well, truth be told, i've been allowing myself other distractions from my inquiry into the Crow institution of wife-kidnapping. earlier today, i sojourned to a showing of Bubba Ho-tep. bruce campbell just Does It. i haven't seen...
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please stop being such a diversion. why must you torment me with breasts and message boards? i have a paper to write, by God!
love,
flux
well, truth be told, i've been allowing myself other distractions from my inquiry into the Crow institution of wife-kidnapping. earlier today, i sojourned to a showing of Bubba Ho-tep. bruce campbell just Does It. i haven't seen...
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dereknobbs:
Some sort of Bubba Ho-Tep.
Where did you get that Hokum ( I believe it is called ) that scary brown thing in your photo set. The kitten killer?
Where did you get that Hokum ( I believe it is called ) that scary brown thing in your photo set. The kitten killer?
pihka:
*happy snuggles*
I like to think of Sirens of Titan and Slaughter House Five (both Vonnegut). In both of those books characters are unstuck in time. They move through past, present, and future indiscriminately and in each instance, or each temporal space, they exist independently and without the consequences associated with knowledge of the past, future, or present. Each temporal space exists in simultaneity and the situations they find themseles in are irrevocable; immutable. Or each one of the spaces necessitates the other.
Fashion week is pretty fun. I wish my Spanish was up to speed so that I could better appreciate your poem. As it is, I only get bits. It seems to have a nice rhythm, though.