I'm sorry. The next couple weeks will be heavy and not very attractive.

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I never prayed for her, those weeks when she was in the hospital, or even when I saw her and it was obvious she was going to die soon. It did not even cross my MIND to pray for her – not to get better, but for her soul, for salvation, for grace, for God's love. I did not speak to God at all...
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softnsweet:

Pain, grief and sadness. Beautiful, compelling blog that touches my heart because I lost my son last summer. Sorry for your loss.

78walk:

Please take what Jozsef said to heart. From an outsider's perspective, you are doing exceptionally well under very arduous circumstances. It had to be a great comfort to your mom to see the impressive young woman you've become.  I know it's hard - it always will be, but our best option is to focus on life yet to be lived.  You are a thoughtful, kind, compassionate person and I know you are going to continue to do a tremendous amount of good in this world. 

First, since.

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My mom's birthday is the 25th of this month, and mother's day is two weeks later. I have requested both days off of work, and my plan is to go sit by the lake with some books and a photo and my thoughts. And the swans. Maybe bring flowers.

I don't know what else to do.

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melted:

That sounds like a good thing to do.

1sailor:

A good plan, and a good heart.

HEY, YOU. Yeah, you. We need to have The Implant Discussion. Pronto.

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I never thought this would be necessary, but a couple Instagram posts and ensuing arguments have shown me otherwise.

Ladies and gentlemen, I've come here today to speak with you about boobs. Breasts. Tits. Knockers. Chesticles. Melons. Sweater puppies.

About mine, about yours, about your wife's and your sisters' and the ones that belong to that cute chick that works at the bar...
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contax:

I hear a lot of crap from people (guys and girls I know) about plastic boobs.  I have only one response to them:  If you want women to stop having cosmetic surgery, stop paying any attention to there bodies.  I support your decision 100%.  Just like I tell people when I they ask me what kind of boobs I like best--I tell them I have yet to meet one I didn't like, so why pick one over another. Clio or Decklyn, they are all good, and I surely let those ladies know, I think they are beautiful.  So, you go girl, and don't let the bastards keep you down.

contax:

Oh, how about a before and after set like Squeak did?  One of my faves of all time.

LA Girls --

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I'll be in LA tomorrow day and night for the first time, on my way somewhere else. Any girls in the area who would like to meet up with the 5 or 6 of us getting drinks and snacks, message me here or on IG.

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lyxzen:

I work there, silly! You should have thrown a rock at me or something! :)

arsenic_:

Be safe in your travels, love! <3

Taboo.

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I will be talking about eating disorders soon.

I sort of don't see it going over well. But, oh well.

Peace.

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gdsv:

More information is usually better than less information. 

pyrdaemon:

Being well informed and educated on such things is the best way to fight them, so go for it = )

Sunday

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I need a girlfriend.

And not for friend things.

Laaaadddiiiieeesss.

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nadia:

<3

carnivall:

Disneyworld and sexytime? DATE.

Monday

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So.

Broke up with my "boyfriend" and I'm sure I'll write about it very bitterly later. In short, this is the guy I was seeing in the beginning, here, .. who didn't want to date me, so I asked him to let me move on, and he begged me back and promised all of these things, ..

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catdad:

I was suggesting it in general, not related to this post.  Coincidence, that she posted it while this one was up.  ;)

lorien_:

Aw sweetheart I'm so sorry. You're beautiful and seem like such a sweet and genuine person. His loss. Stay strong <3

Thursday

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I will be attempting to start writing a book this summer.

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mkayal:

good luck with the book

pandemos:

😊 

Friday

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78walk:

Cool photos - you look outrageously cute in those shoes.  :)

drsocks:

real cool shot

The things you find .. at 6am, sideways in a bathtub, flipping through your journal.

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Sitting in a Florida coffee shop, and I'm noticing how everyone dresses .. nicely. I'm reading a book that is loosely about my mom, and wondering about her, when I realize she is 51. Is that a normal age to worry about someone dying? Either way. I'm looking at this lady who could have been my mom in another life or circumstance. Pretty...
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78walk:

I know it's a difficult time. It couldn't be otherwise under these circumstances. Not really sure what else to say except that I'll keep reading whatever you choose to write, and keep hoping the very best for you. 

amico:

Yes that "Oh snap my parents are getting old and may not be around much longer, I wish I could turn back time help them truly live" thought has crossed my mind as well but than I remember they lived their life and made their own choices.*Gives the old lady a Nordstrom gift card, a little money for a hair cut and tells her to make it a fun day*.