Do you ever have that moment when you waiver?
When you're not sure if you can do this thing called life?
Where you're clawing along, only to have someone stamp on your fingers and break your trail?
When there always ultimately comes a time where you feel completely alone and isolated?
It seems that striving to be strong and striving to survive isn't enough. I...
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When you're not sure if you can do this thing called life?
Where you're clawing along, only to have someone stamp on your fingers and break your trail?
When there always ultimately comes a time where you feel completely alone and isolated?
It seems that striving to be strong and striving to survive isn't enough. I...
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delete delete. vacant. delete delete.
:cherry:
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daisie:
Are you okies..?? *hugs*
runelateralus:
BAHLEETED!!!
Why do I ever trust people/??
Friends are never really friends.
I have no friends. I never have and I never will.
Or is this what friends are to everyone??
Can't. stop. crying. feel. so .sick.
I'm so not the cool punkrocker you all thought I am.
I'm just alone and scared. And it's all my own doing. It always is.
:cherry:
Friends are never really friends.
I have no friends. I never have and I never will.
Or is this what friends are to everyone??
Can't. stop. crying. feel. so .sick.
I'm so not the cool punkrocker you all thought I am.
I'm just alone and scared. And it's all my own doing. It always is.
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munch:
Cherry, you know you don't have "no friends" - you know where I am if you need to talk...
blimey... i seem to keep saying that don't I?
take care miss...and if you want to come into camden tonight for a gig, i'll buy you the ticket...
blimey... i seem to keep saying that don't I?
take care miss...and if you want to come into camden tonight for a gig, i'll buy you the ticket...
ciel:
Dont be sad, you are awesome xx
I just realised how lame my journals have gotten over the last few months. I read some of the old ones. And I cried and I laughed and I puked and I spat.
I used to write stories for you guys. I used to break lines. I used to rant. I used to rave. But most of all I made an effort.
Nowadays my journals...
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I used to write stories for you guys. I used to break lines. I used to rant. I used to rave. But most of all I made an effort.
Nowadays my journals...
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riottsiren:
i'm not really sure how the artist came up with ceramic corsets...but they look amazing in person
antenna:
ack. why are you ranting at me on the site?? isn't that a bit childish... I wasnt even blaming you... there were various other problems (including lack of available make-up people, and fucktard train companies not letting me get tilly's ticket).
me & kevin were going to pay for people's travel last night if you'd been there (why are you assuming that we wouldnt pay you for that, when I told you up-front that we would???). You're still in the video, but as your appearance will change on Sat we cant shoot any more with you as it'd fuck up continuity.
I'm disappointed that you feel this way and that you've decided to slag me off here. that kinda hurts. we should speak.
me & kevin were going to pay for people's travel last night if you'd been there (why are you assuming that we wouldnt pay you for that, when I told you up-front that we would???). You're still in the video, but as your appearance will change on Sat we cant shoot any more with you as it'd fuck up continuity.
I'm disappointed that you feel this way and that you've decided to slag me off here. that kinda hurts. we should speak.
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stacie:
DAY-UM!!!!
I'm an idiot. I just lost a whole damn journal entry because my itchy clicky finger couldn't stay still
ugh.
I've had a very up and down week.
Tuesday, I had the pleasure of shooting Pihka. She is one cute little fox. So adorable.
Wednesday I went for Chinese food with my family after spending a day walking round London's Jewellery Quater
Oh how...
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I've had a very up and down week.
Tuesday, I had the pleasure of shooting Pihka. She is one cute little fox. So adorable.
Wednesday I went for Chinese food with my family after spending a day walking round London's Jewellery Quater
Oh how...
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wated:
Nice to see you're back putting idiots in their place again. 
corvus:
You give new meaning to the word lust.
Drool...
Drool...
I'm munching on 800mg of Ibuprofen every four hours. Lovely.
:cherry:
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drunkpunk:
Oi, less of the old you
That's the trouble, when i'm drinkied i tend to think i'm 18 again not 37
I've got plenty of Co-dydramol, Phenoxymethylpenicillin, and Diclofenac Sodium Enteric to munch on, and even though my latest two ailments have virtually cleared up, my ankle still throbs like a German pornstar's 'wood'
No doubt we'll be doing loads of London gigs in the future (we have contacts!) so i'll let you know! Our next gigs are Bristol, Derby, and Plymouth as far as i'm aware

That's the trouble, when i'm drinkied i tend to think i'm 18 again not 37
I've got plenty of Co-dydramol, Phenoxymethylpenicillin, and Diclofenac Sodium Enteric to munch on, and even though my latest two ailments have virtually cleared up, my ankle still throbs like a German pornstar's 'wood'
No doubt we'll be doing loads of London gigs in the future (we have contacts!) so i'll let you know! Our next gigs are Bristol, Derby, and Plymouth as far as i'm aware
mattthegoon:
thank you...i had been trying to decide if i should change it or not...my lady agrees with you.
cheers!!!
cheers!!!
This week I have mostly been painting my flat. WOO.
And stressing. And worrying.
And getting a new tattoo.
And being swept off my feet.
And having my wisdom tooth kill me.
I have the worst daunting feeling that come Sunday morning I'll be the world's loneliest girl. You guys are gonna have to keep me company.
I need stuff to keep me busy.
:cherry:
And stressing. And worrying.
And getting a new tattoo.
And being swept off my feet.
And having my wisdom tooth kill me.
I have the worst daunting feeling that come Sunday morning I'll be the world's loneliest girl. You guys are gonna have to keep me company.
I need stuff to keep me busy.
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thenonstopdancer:
hey i was in an airport lounge give a guy a break and you've already had a good day , any more adoration and you could burst
paulnikon:
How did it go?
I have internet access. WOOO.
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arik:
how's the band going? i finally graduated with my degree in music 
topbanana66:
That is good news, I think I'll put your CD on right now...
Not much can beat dancing to cheesey 80's pop with Kate, PearlBass, Bloodflowers, G1, razorpsych and SnowElf
You guy's rock.
Happy Birthday Mr. Bloodflowers
:cherry:
:boogieboogie:
You guy's rock.
Happy Birthday Mr. Bloodflowers
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kate:
i danced drunkenly to 80s pop....and im NOT ASHAMED!
good to see you cherry!
good to see you cherry!
laputa64:
i love 80s nights.

I'm glad you came out with us. I hope we get to meet up more often.
Hugs and kisses.