fucking
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suck
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miss_piss:
dude...if you are still in the town i think you're in you should call me... or tell me to call you again...
nikolai:
hey! Why so glum? Don't give up on it all just yet...
I've just one through the shittest six months of my life because of someone I couldn't have, and the whole time I knew I couldn't have her but you still want it to bad...you'll do anything. And it's now that I look back that the nice, caring Nik that I was when I met her has turned into a hate spitting, selfish ass who's obsession has done nothing but destroy a good soul
Fortunatly, my friends have helped drag me back onto a path that'll take me back to where I was, but only if I work to stay on it. So don't be glum, look around and see that sometimes, and a lot of times, things just aren't ok
But it'll get better, soon
I've just one through the shittest six months of my life because of someone I couldn't have, and the whole time I knew I couldn't have her but you still want it to bad...you'll do anything. And it's now that I look back that the nice, caring Nik that I was when I met her has turned into a hate spitting, selfish ass who's obsession has done nothing but destroy a good soul
Fortunatly, my friends have helped drag me back onto a path that'll take me back to where I was, but only if I work to stay on it. So don't be glum, look around and see that sometimes, and a lot of times, things just aren't ok
But it'll get better, soon
big
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freyja__:
too late.
we got crazy here in NYC.
had a cute little SG party.
can't wait to see your new tat!
happy new year.
we got crazy here in NYC.
had a cute little SG party.
can't wait to see your new tat!
happy new year.
incest:
girl, you is smokin'. happy new year amelie. 
ugh.....I'm so fucking shaky right now..too much alcohol.
I suppose it happens to the best of us. I hate that feeling,
it's no good at all. I leave for Kansas in a week, that should
be interesting.
Yes, I think I need to puke....
I suppose it happens to the best of us. I hate that feeling,
it's no good at all. I leave for Kansas in a week, that should
be interesting.
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fred:
Are you doing okay?
hope you make it through the holidays.
Take it easy
hope you make it through the holidays.
Take it easy
gil:
MERRY X-MAS!!!
I drank too much fucking coffee, I feel jittery and my vision
is a little bit blurred. Whatever, it happens. So, here
we are once again, about to enter the holidays of gluttony
and spending too much fucking money. I'm thrilled....
Not that I mind it, but I don't have to go home for "Thanks
giving", others might not be so lucky. It's as if...
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is a little bit blurred. Whatever, it happens. So, here
we are once again, about to enter the holidays of gluttony
and spending too much fucking money. I'm thrilled....
Not that I mind it, but I don't have to go home for "Thanks
giving", others might not be so lucky. It's as if...
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fewxie:
I used to love drinking so much coffee your skin feels tight on you, but I also used to love shoving pounds of heroin up my nose ,so what does that say?
miss_piss:
I believe I met you at Evolution the convention in Seattle a few months ago...I called you but no luck...are you still here...I thought you might want to jam with my boy...I was at the organic jewellery booth
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fillerbunny:
I have calluses on my hands too, not from drumming though..... uh, yeah
I have calluses on my hands too, not from drumming though..... uh, yeah
freyja__:
i love listening to a drummer goin off alone!
there is this rasta guy who sits up on top of a hill in prospect park every weekend with his drum and plays and plays and plays until the sun goes down.
it's just amazing!
drums are such a powerful sound.
there is this group that performs in the subways (usually at the broadway/lafayette station) and there have been times when i was listening to them while waiting for the train.. and i was brought to tears. it's just so amazing to feel people catch each other's groove and take it up a level and keep feeding off each other.
just amazing.
ok.. i'm rambling.
i hope your hands feel better.
burt's bees - hand salve works WONDERS on callouses like that.
there is this rasta guy who sits up on top of a hill in prospect park every weekend with his drum and plays and plays and plays until the sun goes down.
it's just amazing!
drums are such a powerful sound.
there is this group that performs in the subways (usually at the broadway/lafayette station) and there have been times when i was listening to them while waiting for the train.. and i was brought to tears. it's just so amazing to feel people catch each other's groove and take it up a level and keep feeding off each other.
just amazing.
ok.. i'm rambling.
i hope your hands feel better.
burt's bees - hand salve works WONDERS on callouses like that.
It's that fucking time again...long months of constant gray, drizzly, miserable weather. The nice thing is that it doesn't get too cold, but you don't ever get to see the sun...
So, I finally found people to play music with.. No names yet, but it's been really fucking fun, Ive been playing with some very good musicians. Lucky me..Im fucking broke because I just bought...
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So, I finally found people to play music with.. No names yet, but it's been really fucking fun, Ive been playing with some very good musicians. Lucky me..Im fucking broke because I just bought...
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kingcrac:
Wow, you like Isis. they're friends of mine from when I used to live in Boston. I actually used to live with and play in a band with the keyboard player, Bryant Clifford Meyer. I hope you had a chance to see them on their recent tour. And I think Oceanic rocks.
leiru13:
Right now I live in PDX where we have monsoon, spring, summer, and indian summer. But I livedd in Maine for a while growing up, and the designated seasons were winter, mud season, black fly season, and the fourth of july.
so there...
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jlowe:
world is treating me gooood.
world is treating me gooood.
thirsty:
super good. although it'd be cooler to be in your city downing a couple at the comet. but i got rain today so i'm pretending.....
What is wrong with everyone lately? So many fucking people that I know have been fucked with for no other reason than what they look like. It's so fucking retarded. How many of your friends (or you) have been harassed, violated, or whatever for no fucking reason? How many of us have done the same shit to other people? I mean, who hasn't called some...
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sammaelhain23:
on a tragic related note
www.briandeneke.org =(
www.briandeneke.org =(
dia:
You have no idea what a monsterous crush I have on you since the anniversary party. Holy Hell you are fucking amazing.
SAD STORIES OF WOMEN STARVING.....
and no, it has nothing to do with poverty, it has to do with 21st century media... Man, I was flipping through this magazine the other day, and they had a little blurb with a picture of this fucking anorexic girl, stating that she was TOO skinny to be in their magazine. Then I started flipping the pages, and lo...
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and no, it has nothing to do with poverty, it has to do with 21st century media... Man, I was flipping through this magazine the other day, and they had a little blurb with a picture of this fucking anorexic girl, stating that she was TOO skinny to be in their magazine. Then I started flipping the pages, and lo...
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jlowe:
fuck the media and it's images of skinny models and nice lofts.
let's make our own media.
fuck the media and it's images of skinny models and nice lofts.
let's make our own media.
soi:
I like lofts.....
SO, I was watching A&E last night, and they were doing a biography on Hugh Heffner. It was really fucking weird to see. This is a man who has 20 different girls who all look EXACTLY the same living in his house at any given time. Fucking bizarre. They were all blond, and I believe, if I'm not mistaken, that they have all been playmate...
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robin:
i think their physical appearence gives strong definition of their character.
pathetic, yes....peroxide to the brain.
separately -
i have not written you, but you know a friend of mine in san diego.....justin
he speaks highly of you, so i wanted to drop you a line and say hello.....going to the one year party?
xoxoRobin
pathetic, yes....peroxide to the brain.
separately -
i have not written you, but you know a friend of mine in san diego.....justin
he speaks highly of you, so i wanted to drop you a line and say hello.....going to the one year party?
xoxoRobin
al:
I think I saw that one too. I was really creeped out by those girls because they looked like queens, every one of em... Freaky.
I heard this really great quote once....
It's good to have nothing, it's good to want nothing.
If only we wanted nothing while we were here...
It's so very true. It's so fucking hard to be satisfied and happy. My mother is into the philosophies of Buddhism, and always reminds me that everything, every state of being, physical and emotional, is only temporary, so we...
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It's good to have nothing, it's good to want nothing.
If only we wanted nothing while we were here...
It's so very true. It's so fucking hard to be satisfied and happy. My mother is into the philosophies of Buddhism, and always reminds me that everything, every state of being, physical and emotional, is only temporary, so we...
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lifelikeweeds:
Here's my quote.
"Everyone's life ends, but no one ever completes it. Dry or wet ice, they both melt and you're equally cheated."
"Everyone's life ends, but no one ever completes it. Dry or wet ice, they both melt and you're equally cheated."
cat_shit:
find something that you like to do and balance the stressfull with the good you seem like a decent person so you should have no problem BOO-YAA Rock on sweet girl!!!
"the more i know, the less i understand".......john lennon
but true instant gratification? you'd be very rich if you found that formula...