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hadesjones:
If they fired you for being sick too much then they didn't deserve you anyhow, the jerks.

You'll show them later when you're incredibly blissful and they're all out of work because the company folded up!

At least that's a goal.

Hades love
nightmares:
At least you can dye your hair back!

Nope it looks like the freaking weekend! Woohoo!!!! Have a good one!!! Or else....


~Nightmares~
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ahhh the pain.

i went in to the doctor's this morning to have cryotherapy preformed on my cervix. im in soooooooo much pain. damn female reproductive organs!!! why cant they just take them away completely?!?!?

i need some booze and some pills.... then i wouldnt notice that my organs are screaming.

i need my stinkie to rub my ovaries..... ahhhhhhhhh...

on a lighter note, i...
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sydni:
being a girl can totally suck. at least you're still awesome though! kiss
eldarkinslayer:
Poor baby wish I could help, too far for you to come over for a few drinks though. Hope you feel better soon and that the comforter is a true comfort smile
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didnt end up going to laurence's b-day get together... a couple friends from work came by to set up my new computer and we were taking pills... i passed out probably around 10pm... hahha oh well

my new comp. is bad ass. but it doesnt make up for levi being gone.

anyway... i hope things get better soon...
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punknitemike:
dont worry...just be the strong person that you are and things will get better! things arent always as bad as they appear to be.
song:
you popped up on my friends list so I thought i'd drop a line :
in fear of sounding like a clueless, and little optimistic bitch, I wouln't tell you that things will always get better - but will a like love from our friends and a like pill from our bottles we should find our way around wonderland more eaisly. BTW : your beauty inspires . . . .your face is so strong.
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yo... it's saturday morning. ahahah morning @ 1pm.

i got this FREE stereo on thursday night from one of my mom's friends. it's fuckin bad ass. turn table and all... but sometimes the speed on the turn table goes wacky and it sounds like shit but oh well...

also, my mom got my a computer today... so a couple friends from work are gonna come...
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bonneville:
hey, I see that you like the UK SUBS, I played a show with them in Oct. and the singer really inspired me to keep playing music as long as i can because I'm 33yrs old and he is almost double my age and still ROCKS!!!!!!!
india:
your calendar pic is so hot!! xx
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why do relationships have to be so fucking difficult?

why cant people just communicate without running into problems?

im a fuckin mess.

i am so confused as to what i want to do and what i should do.
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schiavona:
Hang in there. Love can conquer all, but both sides have to really want it. kiss
mali:
not that you really know me, but....

i was easily hung up on people... and one day it just clicked in my head... why waste my time on someone, be it thinking of them, trying to manipulate things to spend time with them, etc, if they dont want to hang with me... i'm so much better than that, and have better things to do, for myself, with my time.

hope things start looking up for you
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sleepy poo...

i am exhausted. i went to dinner with my mom last night, then carly called me. i went over to her house to watch this movie "super size me" and ended up smoking out (which i havent done in about a year).

i hate weed, but i needed to stop thinking. i would have done any other drug to numb my brain but...
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panthro:
isn't that dangerous? getting high after watchin a movie about mcdonalds? i can't get on the train and smelling someone elses fries and not have my mouth start watering eeek good luck on the interview. if you're sportin cleavage, and the interviewer is a guy, you will so have the job tongue
plain_ol_jane:
Bonne Chance avec l'interview.

Tomorrow (today technically) I have a French Interview. My entire grade depends on this.

Wish me luck!
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emotions suck. im sad as fuck.

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jonnywahwah:
Dont worry the British Punks will be in town next year !!! eeek smile puke
lazygenius:
aww you poor thing... once again, I can relate far too much... my ex and I broke up around September/October and I'm still in love with him (honestly, he's the first and only guy I've ever loved), and it's miserable... for a while there I was a complete wreck, and felt so utterly pathetic and hopeless because I was all needy and depressed and could NOT shake it no matter what... needless to say, LOTS of boozing every night for at least a month there... I don't know if this applies to your situation, but I think the reason it was so hard for me was because we thought it would be easier to get over eachother if we just didn't talk, but I noticed I started feeling slightly better once we initiated contact again and now we usually see eachother or talk pretty regularly (although he's out of town for a month and I cant talk to him, and then he comes back for a week and then goes off to the Army for like 7 months or something, so I'm gonna be heartbroken)... breaking up with someone you love is really so hard, and I wish there were something I could say to you to make it hurt a little bit less, but I know all too well that at some point it just starts to hurt slightly less over a long enough amount of time (still, I know that doesn't make the meantime any easier).... I'm still in that phase where I "know" that I don't ever want to love anyone else again because it's too painful and "nobody will ever be good enough" blah blah... you definitely lose a lot of your "zest" for living... but "this too shall pass", or so they say... you poor thing... just know that you're beautiful and lovely and such a sweet girl and you can honestly have ANY guy you wanted (but of course, you don't want anybody else?)... I'm kind of in awe of how beautiful you are [a bit envious...? wink~ ]... trust me sweetie, you have SO much potential... just take this time to be as self-centered and needy and self-indulgent as possible... "nurse your wounds", basically, and don't feel bad about it... you're entitled to it...
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sleepy poo...

hahah... so im kinda freakin out about going to work tomorrow b/c my hair and the wig i have looks really awkward.

whatever.

im not ina good mood, so before i say something mean or out of line im gonna cut this short.
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rudie:
shave it wink
junebug:
good luck sweets..youll be fucking rawkin...
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last night was fun fun fun. hanging out with cool people.

i did a shitty job of bleaching [MEMBER=reagan's] hair, sean made us breakfast (which was yummy), and erin was cracking me up by making everyone else shit bricks when she drove. ahahha, so funny. she's a way better driver than i am. everyone closes their eyes when driving with me, ahahaha.

got to see...
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raulbnuttz:
so really, what's there to do out here besides Hollywood?
papawheelie:
your profile pic is super cute
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blah blah blah... going out with reagan, erin and sean tonite! should be fun!

plus my hair is bright ass red now... looks fuckin bad ass nucca!!!

hahah

i was doing so much better yesterday, but now... im kinda blah.

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india:
yay for the hair not being brown anymore!!
rudegirl:
bright ass red?? like a monkey ass?
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Do you believe in heaven above?
Do you believe in love?
Don't tell a lie,
Don't be false or untrue,
It all comes back to you

Open fire on my burning heart
I've never been lucky in love
My defenses are down,
A kiss or a frown
I can't survive on my own.

If a girl walks in and carves her name in my heart,...
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booterpops:
Something here makes me think you are sad...I am sorry if you are sad. I do love that song though. Hope you feel better.
elzig:
didnt pufff daddy redo that song
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ugh. i'll just stop now.
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evilbully:
i hope everything works out for you =)
presence:
frown i hate that shit..fuckin relationships..hope you guys work shit out