It has not been easy days around here. I came here looking for a freedom and was deprived of the one I already had. I feel lonely, but I have been feeling this way for a long time. In Brazil, I chose to be alone, I moved away from many things, but it was a choice. Here, I feel lonely, but a loneliness like emptiness. I am very emotional and intense. I cried my tears in the sea, and it seems that …