I have had it. For years I have waited and waited to have the life that others easily take for granted, one I could share with another human being, and yet it's eluded me for more reasons than I can even begin to mention.
After another false excuse for love rears it head and then vanishes, I feel teased once again by whatever force keeps the events of the world in motion. Some of us are damned to walk alone it seems. But like the Wanderer Himself, lonliness has it's place. Perhaps it has it's importance in the overall grand scheme of things. But still, it does not alter the pain.....
Venting is all I have left. That and some of the hardest determination to ever manifest itself in a human being. My future is one of stength. I will get that which I desire, and if it will be not love, than it shall be conquest.....
"....I will revenge my injuries: if I cannot inspire love, I will cause fear; and chiefly towards you my arch-enemy, because my creator, do I swear inextinguishable hatred. Have a care: I will work at your destruction, nor finish until I desolate your heart, so that you shall curse the hour of your birth."
After another false excuse for love rears it head and then vanishes, I feel teased once again by whatever force keeps the events of the world in motion. Some of us are damned to walk alone it seems. But like the Wanderer Himself, lonliness has it's place. Perhaps it has it's importance in the overall grand scheme of things. But still, it does not alter the pain.....
Venting is all I have left. That and some of the hardest determination to ever manifest itself in a human being. My future is one of stength. I will get that which I desire, and if it will be not love, than it shall be conquest.....
"....I will revenge my injuries: if I cannot inspire love, I will cause fear; and chiefly towards you my arch-enemy, because my creator, do I swear inextinguishable hatred. Have a care: I will work at your destruction, nor finish until I desolate your heart, so that you shall curse the hour of your birth."
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howlingwolf:
Yes, it sucks not to have to share love with another human being, but in my case I will not surrender!!! Sometimes life is weird and ask to yourself: "why this person has someone with him?, he don't even deserves it"... but I believe the worst thing to do is to compare to the life of others. One way or another love will find me 
arien:
In that case, I should do some fun pranks before you forget everything!