zyryx

shit, things seem to be going downhill. my cell phone needs a new battery, or maybe I need a new phone...

I'm in a fowl mood since there was no road trip. only fellow bikers will have a clue of how true this is. Even if I came up with the $350 today, there is still a two-week waiting list to get the fitting and seat made.

This morning for some reason my service provider claimed my card was denied. Like hell, and there is more than enough money to pay the bill. after a few hours trying to clear this up, I gave up and cancelled my account. I got a better deal on my new provider anyway... I guess that is a check in the plus column.

now it's between boys night and SGSeattle karaoke on Thursday... fuck.

I wish I would listen to that voice in my head that says "look out, you're about to step into a pile of shit up to your bellybutton". silly little thread... "who is your SG crush?" it was the third page, so I figure "sure it's silly, possible stupid, maybe bordering on creepy, you dirty ol man. but who's reading by this point? there is no chance she'll see it at this point, so what the hell." three of four posts down, sure enough, she makes a post. I figure this is just a way of saying who your favorite SG is, not a puppy dog crush. shit, what a week and it's only Tuesday.

it's been a few months since my last relationship imploded. I'm starting to get really frisky, without a prospect in sight.

the real problem is I'm on day 3 without sleep... I'm not past the loopy point...

I can't wait to wake to the sunrise with anticipation of what great things the day might bring. maybe I'm at the hallucination point in the phases of insomnia...

~r