I woke up Saturday morning with a small lake in my laundry room, it seems my water heater committed suicide... So that's what I spent most of the day doing.
My ex and are good friends. We talk every few weeks, run into each other maybe twice a year. My GF has never liked this, but I think it very low of me and shitty of me to just cut friends off because it makes someone, even my GF uncomfortable. That my ex is a local model doesn't help. Well my ex and I have been talking about her posing for this idea (it does NOT involve nudity) I have been thinking about photographing. When I mentioned this to my GF, all hell broke loose. She yelled, screamed, cried; a two hour roller coaster. She accused me of wanting to get back together with my ex, asked can't I find someone else, and why don't I use one of her friends. Ugh, I would love to use my GF, but every time I ask she freaks and goes through a litany of physical defects that make her unsuitable to pose for me. All it silly bullshit; she is beautiful. But if she doesnt want to pose Im not going to mentally assault her till she breaks and poses for me.
Its the yelling and screaming and silly accusations that get to me, all of this drama un-necessary, and it happens with too much frequency. My mind is screaming at me to run, but my heart is telling me to stay bloody hell.
Its Moms day, so Im going to see my Mom. If the weather stays nice Im going to go for a motorcycle ride to somewhere. Outside of the city.
Straight razor shaving is an art form. Teaching yourself is scary.
~r
My ex and are good friends. We talk every few weeks, run into each other maybe twice a year. My GF has never liked this, but I think it very low of me and shitty of me to just cut friends off because it makes someone, even my GF uncomfortable. That my ex is a local model doesn't help. Well my ex and I have been talking about her posing for this idea (it does NOT involve nudity) I have been thinking about photographing. When I mentioned this to my GF, all hell broke loose. She yelled, screamed, cried; a two hour roller coaster. She accused me of wanting to get back together with my ex, asked can't I find someone else, and why don't I use one of her friends. Ugh, I would love to use my GF, but every time I ask she freaks and goes through a litany of physical defects that make her unsuitable to pose for me. All it silly bullshit; she is beautiful. But if she doesnt want to pose Im not going to mentally assault her till she breaks and poses for me.
Its the yelling and screaming and silly accusations that get to me, all of this drama un-necessary, and it happens with too much frequency. My mind is screaming at me to run, but my heart is telling me to stay bloody hell.
Its Moms day, so Im going to see my Mom. If the weather stays nice Im going to go for a motorcycle ride to somewhere. Outside of the city.
Straight razor shaving is an art form. Teaching yourself is scary.
~r
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pissed:
oh & what about your kidney's I forgot to ask-did everything work out with you & the girl? 
pissed:
That story should be made into a Lifetime movie-it's so sad!! It makes me mad too that someone could do that to a lil' kid..sniff sniff. YOu are such a strong person for handling it like you are! Oh & re the gf: it sounds like she just wasn't ready to make those changes within herself we talked about-don't you be sad-life has a way of working out & girlz are the greatest teachers...it's funny how fast you learn when you have your heart stomped on..LOL Hope you had an awesome weekend=we never saw Troy-we're lame... 
That story should be made into a Lifetime movie-it's so sad!! It makes me mad too that someone could do that to a lil' kid..sniff sniff. YOu are such a strong person for handling it like you are! Oh & re the gf: it sounds like she just wasn't ready to make those changes within herself we talked about-don't you be sad-life has a way of working out & girlz are the greatest teachers...it's funny how fast you learn when you have your heart stomped on..LOL Hope you had an awesome weekend=we never saw Troy-we're lame...