why...
I recently had a bit of a crush on a nurse at my dialysis clinic. and as crushes usually go, I got smushed. once again I was mistaking friendliness for attraction. friendly bullshit banter... she likes motorcycles, so I offer to take her for a ride... she seems into it until I seriously offer... then it's all giggles and smiles and she not going for a ride. WTF?!?! if your really don't want to go for a ride, don't fucking say you do! I'm so sick of games, polite conversation... say what you mean, mean what you say.
I forget what it feels like to be in love, to be in a serious relationship... I have this idealized notion in my head. you know, remembering all the good times in the past, forgetting about the bad.
you always want what you don't/can't have...
I'm trying to force myself to take pictures. there is nothing here to take pictures of, besides cows and trucks. Tyler is one ugly little berg, there are no good parks, places to hang out... the closest place to a hang out is Sonic or Taco Bell. yeah.
If I could afford to move back to Seattle, I would in a second. you never know what you have till it's gone. Fuck I'd kill for a night out dancing at the Mercury, a walk around Green Lake, a motorcycle ride around Mt. St. Helens. but now I'm trapped in texas with nothing but rednecks and thier silly pickup trucks
I recently had a bit of a crush on a nurse at my dialysis clinic. and as crushes usually go, I got smushed. once again I was mistaking friendliness for attraction. friendly bullshit banter... she likes motorcycles, so I offer to take her for a ride... she seems into it until I seriously offer... then it's all giggles and smiles and she not going for a ride. WTF?!?! if your really don't want to go for a ride, don't fucking say you do! I'm so sick of games, polite conversation... say what you mean, mean what you say.
I forget what it feels like to be in love, to be in a serious relationship... I have this idealized notion in my head. you know, remembering all the good times in the past, forgetting about the bad.
you always want what you don't/can't have...
I'm trying to force myself to take pictures. there is nothing here to take pictures of, besides cows and trucks. Tyler is one ugly little berg, there are no good parks, places to hang out... the closest place to a hang out is Sonic or Taco Bell. yeah.
If I could afford to move back to Seattle, I would in a second. you never know what you have till it's gone. Fuck I'd kill for a night out dancing at the Mercury, a walk around Green Lake, a motorcycle ride around Mt. St. Helens. but now I'm trapped in texas with nothing but rednecks and thier silly pickup trucks
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we've got a few trees somewhere around here.
and yup. he's a boy. they last thing i need is another cat, but i don't think he's going anywhere any time soon.