zyra_____

ive been pretty blah for the last couple of days. ive been thinking a lot about things. thinking to much about things gets me really depressed. which really sucks for me.i have to really stop doing that.i havent done anything lately just stayed home and talk to my friend frank on the phone. which reallt helps to get things off my chest. but i dont tell him everything i usually end up writing everything down.a couple of my friends came over , it was okay i didnt really want anyone to come over but i didnt want to be rude or anything i havent seen them in awhile. but while they were here i wasnt really talking much. they started to see that i wasnt being myself so they were a bit worried. hopefully, my weekend will cheer me up and ill have fun with whatever i end up doing.