The glimmer has gone 
I am so down at the moment, i have no reason why. I even tried to cheer myself up by dying my hair bright red and now that has fucked up (seems to be how my life goes). The thing with me moving to spain or even just out of this shit hole seems to have taken a stand still (again like my life) and i just cant see anyway out of this hole i have fallen into.
Why cant something good happen to me? or am I just moaning? Fuck knows but i really need something to make me feel good again. Does anyone else just get the feeling they have nothing left inside? That you are no good for yourself or anyone around you?
I have no idea what I am doing or what I need or want to do anymore.
I just want to disappear for a while and hide for a while but still I wont be able to get away from the biggest problem in my life.............myself.
I am sorry for bitchin people...just slap me next time.
Man, I suck...
I am so down at the moment, i have no reason why. I even tried to cheer myself up by dying my hair bright red and now that has fucked up (seems to be how my life goes). The thing with me moving to spain or even just out of this shit hole seems to have taken a stand still (again like my life) and i just cant see anyway out of this hole i have fallen into.
Why cant something good happen to me? or am I just moaning? Fuck knows but i really need something to make me feel good again. Does anyone else just get the feeling they have nothing left inside? That you are no good for yourself or anyone around you?
I have no idea what I am doing or what I need or want to do anymore.
I just want to disappear for a while and hide for a while but still I wont be able to get away from the biggest problem in my life.............myself.
I am sorry for bitchin people...just slap me next time.
Man, I suck...
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i wish you all the best in these hard times.
we are here for each other. you know what i am on msn and can email me if you ever need someone to talk to.
hope you feel better.
i ♥ you