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Officially working for the weekend, Alyssa is going to be coming here for the weekend
Plans so far are to have her come out on Friday night. I work until 9 on friday so depending on what time she gets here (if she shows up earlier than I get out) I will likely ask my sister, who is super fucking... Read More
okay, so there's been a lot of silence from me as of late, so I guess I should update this bitch.
1) My laptop shit the bed on me in February, apparently I burned out the motherboard, it's currently in for repairs to get it de-borked but until that time comes, i'm stuck using the POS computer we have which runs like a bag of... Read More
More updates on the Alyssa situation, though i'm sure many of you are getting tired of hearing about it.
After days of silence and my occasional text asking if we'd be able to talk soon, I finally had a response last night. "Maybe thursday night" was her response. Didn't sound too promising. Just got back in from work and find that she has reactivated her... Read More
Back from the Dominican. I'm sunburned, despite having 5 straight days of cloudy, rainy weather.
While down there, I managed to pick up a nice gold and amber bracelet for Alyssa. A nice little gift for the next time I see her...
I don't know when that will be though. She went back to her ex. I don't know what to say. I still love... Read More
Had an awesome weekend and it turns out my plans ended up working out a million times better than i'd ever have hoped. Get ready, this is a long one...
We had planned for her to come on Sunday, stay till Monday (today) and have a cute/sweet time together. So my Friday was spent cleaning up around here, my room, bathroom... Read More
Alright, so my spirits are up and i'm in an actually decent mood for once, and am hoping it holds out.
I've been talking with Alyssa and things are back to normal there, which i'm content with, though i'm still aiming to actually make something happen. As such, I need to get my shit into gear to get that going. I recognize it now and... Read More
So i've been feeling more and more alone lately, i've been working retarded hours and haven't had any real time to see my friends. I'm a total introvert when it comes to trying to talk to or meet people. It's been starting to get to me. As a matter of fact last night I ended up having a dream in which I had met someone... Read More
Breakthroughs and let downs.
I sent Alyssa yet another email last night, and upon returning home from a friends party in Toronto, discovered that i've finally received a response from her. I read it, half expecing it to be her telling me to fuck off and leave her alone, instead what I got was this:
I forgive you. Happy birthday. I understand everything and we're... Read More
THANK YOU!!!! HOLY CRAP!!!!!!! 
