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Life has been good for the last while since I broke up with Mel.
I've been able to breathe, relax and see my friends with my own schedule.

Had a few small conversations with her since, seems like i've been replaced already. Apparently the night we broke up she was heartbroken and did nothing but cry and think about things. Apparently she was finally able...
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Well I suppose i'll post a follow up to the last entry.
It's done. She didn't see it coming and for that I do feel guilty. Unfortunately the whole thing was no longer working for me. I wasn't happy with how things were going and the intense needs she had that I wasn't able to keep up with. She begged and pleaded, telling me I...
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I'M NOOOOT DEAAAAD!
I've been super scarce lately and it's a little bit of a downer but it's all good otherwise.
I'm still seeing Melanie and things are amazing. I can't say i've ever been happier to be with anyone until now.
I thought i'd known what love was, but now that i've got her in my life, I know I have been dead wrong...
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Wow, been a while since my last update, i've been a busy little boy I suppose.
As far as updates go, the new girl I previously mentioned, Melanie, and I are dating now. We've been together for over a month and i'm crazy about her. She makes me tremendously happy and everything feels so natural.
I'll backtrack a bit on this: basically we hung out...
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Shitheads.
I use this term to refer to the people who interfere in someone elses relationship, typically resulting in the end of a relationship and the start of someone elses. Simply put, i've been fucked over by some shithead multiple times in my life. Dating a girl who i'm so into and then finding out that she just left me for some guy. What a...
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So I just hung out with Melanie and had an awesome time. It is official though, that she has a boyfriend right now. So that sucks, but being the smart lad I am I didn't get my hopes up and didn't make any moves.
Instead we just hung out and talked about anything and everything. She's cool and i'm going to keep up the friendship...
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Hahahaha, oh wow. I haven't updated in over a month, so I suppose I probably should get to it.
For starters I'm now on my new computer and it hauls all sorts of ass, though i'm so accustomed to using a laptop keyboard that I have to re-adjust to a fullsize. Christmas was pretty good, had the chance to see some family and ended up...
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Ever since Steffanie and I broke up, i've been feeling like a sack of shit. Always thinking about her and hoping in some naive way that somehow I would find some magic words to make things go back to how they were. Well, I know it's not going to happen. That much was always clear to me, just from experience. To avoid my incredibly crummy...
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So I suppose I need to get this pushed out a bit. I'm still super bummed about Steffanie breaking up with me. She ended things because she realised she didn't want a relationship right now and even if she did she's so busy with school that she couldn't handle one. We'd been together for roughly a month and i'd really had high hopes this time....
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Dumped.