In half an hour I leave for work.
In 8 hours i'll be home again.
9 hours i'll be packing.
12 hours i'll be talking to her, smiling.
24 hours i'll be at the airport, waiting to leave.
I'm going back to see her again. I wasn't sure if i'd be able to get back this soon but after having a shit few days a... Read More
Welp, tomorrow morning I fly back out to California to see her.
I'm really excited, have been all week. Right now i'm going through my checklists to make sure I don't forget anything.
I've never looked forward to seeing someone anywhere near this much.
Lol, I KNEW you'd appreciate that. Too bad it's a fake trailer, I woulda gone to see it. Paul (my BFF & tattoo artist kid) linked me to that, him and I have a giant fan-crush on Rose McGowan. I would probably pee my pants a little if I ever met her, she's one of my most favorite gals on the planet for numerous reasons.
My personal favorite was "I ate a dead bird in the bathtub this morning?..." ahahah... it's also somewhat creepy-awesome how well she does that singing voice.
I had the time of my life in California. I am going to go back without any kind of hesitation.
She was incredible. I knew i'd had a major crush on her before I went, I wasn't prepared to feel like this for her though. I miss her more than I was really prepared to.
I haven't been able to stop thinking about her at... Read More
22 more days.
In 22 days i'll be there with her for a week. I cannot begin to explain how completely excited I am for this.
Talking to her on msn right now. Watching her face on cam. I want to curl up with her so bad.
Few days back I got fed up with Mel and her guilt tripping, removed her from msn and facebook.
Tonight I get this on facebook:
I was so nice to you. I had my moments of being bitchy, but that was the hurt. And you take me off as a friend? That hurts, a lot. I just wanted you to know that. I'm not going... Read More
It's done. I'm not talking to Mel for a long time. I've had it with the constant guilt trips she lays on me.
Talking with the crush when she came on last time and made me feel like the biggest piece of shit ever. Crush tells me not to worry and makes me smile bigger than anything else. Turned my mood right around. I decided... Read More
So cool.
you are such a mooshy boy 
Good luck with the crush.
p.s. have you joined the Long Distance group? They were a huge help to me when Ryan and I were together.