okay, so new blog time, few updates for everyone.
First: I got my laptop. It's a beaut, big'n heavy, but goddamn she's my baby.
(no, not a mac. Don't want one.)
Second: Alyssa started talking to me the other day. It was the first time i'd spoken to her since I found out she had a boyfriend who she never said anything to me about.... Read More
Yeah it could've definitely been a lot worse, it was scary tho...i've only been driving for about 6 weeks atleast I didn't die or kill anyone. Freeway would've been a lot worse I wouldn't of known what to do. It cost almost 200 bucks so yeah shitty deal oh well! it's ok.
Maybe you should just take some time away.. a little more time. You know that youre going to get hurt if you jump back into things right now.. so take a little more time to decide.. and let her know that.
Logic seems to fail me when i'm extremely tired.
This morning I woke up to go to work, went to leave my room, and realised my door wasn't opening, I tried 2 or 3 more times, with no success. At this point I looked to find my problem.
w00t!
No more sad emo Zort!
Basically on Thursday after work, I managed to grow a pair and ask one of the cashiers i've had my eye on if she'd want to go for coffee friday night around 7. Got the smile and an Okay from her.
So we meet up, I get there at like 7:05 and she shows up about 2 mins later.... Read More
Just an update towards the previous entry, this time with a few more details
Just the other day I found out that the girl i've been trying for the last 2 years to be with, and was making some real progress with, AND who I deeply cared for, Alyssa, has a new boyfriend.
It's not the bf that hurt me the most, I know we're... Read More
I agree with BrightRed, not all women want that.. Ive always been the girl who dates the nice guys.. Ive always been happy in my relationships..
At any rate, I agree with Kai, you should come visit us. And give us both lovins.. at the same time.
But good luck with everything. <3
And I actually just came here to tell you nice new profile pic haha.
Well, after talking to Alyssa, and explaining how I felt about her, and everything between us, it doesn't look like things are gonna happen in my favor.
She understands everything, but because of the distance between us et al, nothing is going to happen.
I'm hoping that it's not going to change things between us, and that we can still hang out and be together... Read More
Wheeeeehaaaa!! Yeah, SG Canada East had their '07 Gala last night in Toronto, and holy fuck what a good time. Got to meet a bunch of people on the site who i've spoken to previously, and actually put a face to the name.
So many awesome people were there too, yennabear, Minimalism, Maligne. Banned, King_mob, kingofnopants etc Not to mention... Read More
Alrighty, so i'm back and home in one piece. The party wasn't too bad, I got to meet her friends and they were pretty cool. I also got to spend a lot of time with Alyssa, too. Let's face it though, she's the only reason I went there. I had an awesome time with her and cannot wait until I can see her again.
However,... Read More
Cool how you knew which tires I have!
PS - LOL@Your comment.