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brightredscream:
I SO wanted to come to the walk..but I couldn't make it down to Toronto again after being there Friday and Saturday....
That costume is AWESOME
That costume is AWESOME
Mt subconcious hates me. It has to after the dream I had last night.
The basics of which were: i ended up somewhere (basement apartment perhaps) and my ex, the one who has so far caused me the most emotional damage yet, was at the same place.
After dodging her all night, I decided i'd go and explore this impossibly large area. As I looked...
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_chaos_:
I feel your pain. It fucking sucks. Especially when they're in your dreams. I dreamt that my ex was asleep next to me holding me. Its such an empty feeling to wake up alone!
Hang in there. If you weren't in a different country we could be each others rebound! lol
Hang in there. If you weren't in a different country we could be each others rebound! lol
brightredscream:
I've been in that spot 
After my ex fiance and I split up - I think I dreamed about him more than anything..and it was like torture
You'll move forward in time...Not what ya want to hear though I'm sure.
After my ex fiance and I split up - I think I dreamed about him more than anything..and it was like torture
You'll move forward in time...Not what ya want to hear though I'm sure.
aaaalrighty, so since i've realised that halloween is right around the corner, I need to get my ass in gear with a costume.
My current ideas are pretty easy to throw together
first: Abe from Clone High.
Requirements: tall, lanky, shorter brown hair, sideburns and a chinbeard, all I need for this would be a white T shirt with blue sleeves and i'd have everything....
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My current ideas are pretty easy to throw together
first: Abe from Clone High.
Requirements: tall, lanky, shorter brown hair, sideburns and a chinbeard, all I need for this would be a white T shirt with blue sleeves and i'd have everything....
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brightredscream:
I LOVE the Ipod idea
god fucking dammit
I still don't know what to do about Alyssa. I still care about her so much, and I want to talk to her, but... with everything that's happened, and her telling me that nothing would happen between us other than "friends"
i don't know what to do anymore. I've tried to replace her and move on, I really have, but nobody can...
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I still don't know what to do about Alyssa. I still care about her so much, and I want to talk to her, but... with everything that's happened, and her telling me that nothing would happen between us other than "friends"
i don't know what to do anymore. I've tried to replace her and move on, I really have, but nobody can...
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kaikai:
Awe hunny. I miss talking to you an awfull lot.
I feel as if were always on almost the same boat with our relationships. It sucks. : / I dont know what to do with Lucky either..ever. I feel the same way. Infact at one point he did tell me we'd never be more then friends. Gosh. I wish I knew some words of advice for you... I wish I could make you smile and make it all better. I wish I could make you a happy zort again. But I cant.... and it sucks. If you ever need a phone call or a giggle though I'm here. I cant make the situation better..and I cant help you..but I can be there to make you happy momentarily and to bring atleast one smile to your face each day.
I miss you suga. no more sad zort kitties.
<3Kai!
I feel as if were always on almost the same boat with our relationships. It sucks. : / I dont know what to do with Lucky either..ever. I feel the same way. Infact at one point he did tell me we'd never be more then friends. Gosh. I wish I knew some words of advice for you... I wish I could make you smile and make it all better. I wish I could make you a happy zort again. But I cant.... and it sucks. If you ever need a phone call or a giggle though I'm here. I cant make the situation better..and I cant help you..but I can be there to make you happy momentarily and to bring atleast one smile to your face each day.
I miss you suga. no more sad zort kitties.
<3Kai!
Well i'm home
Seattle was amazing, and I almost shit myself about how fucking clean the place was compared to Toronto.
Pax was absolutely astounding witht he sheer nuumber of people, things to see, free swag and the like.
I got to party with some of my favourite nerdcore artists (MC Router, Beefy and YT Cracker) in Routers hotel room because she's awesome and gave...
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Seattle was amazing, and I almost shit myself about how fucking clean the place was compared to Toronto.
Pax was absolutely astounding witht he sheer nuumber of people, things to see, free swag and the like.
I got to party with some of my favourite nerdcore artists (MC Router, Beefy and YT Cracker) in Routers hotel room because she's awesome and gave...
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kaikai:
Aww babe! Im glad you had such a good time! I wish I could have gone! I would if i could have I promise!
Missed chatting with you while you were gone!
<3Kai!
Missed chatting with you while you were gone!
<3Kai!
w00t!!!
Okay, so yesterday I went to the Projekt Revolution tour, I only went to see HIM play, loved it, had a blast... saw my ex and while a small part of me started to ache again, I dodged a direct encounter with her. I'm sure she saw me, I never said a word. Just breezed right by... tramp
next, apparently Alyssa and her boyfriend...
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Okay, so yesterday I went to the Projekt Revolution tour, I only went to see HIM play, loved it, had a blast... saw my ex and while a small part of me started to ache again, I dodged a direct encounter with her. I'm sure she saw me, I never said a word. Just breezed right by... tramp
next, apparently Alyssa and her boyfriend...
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w00t!
I got my PAX admission badge in the mail today, hard to beleive it's in a week.
I need to stop spending money. $2700 on my laptop, $500 for the plane ticket to seattle, $300 for my cut of the hotel room, misc. crap that i've picked up (dvds mostly)
Tonight I went with my sister and brother in law to see The Bourne...
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I got my PAX admission badge in the mail today, hard to beleive it's in a week.
I need to stop spending money. $2700 on my laptop, $500 for the plane ticket to seattle, $300 for my cut of the hotel room, misc. crap that i've picked up (dvds mostly)
Tonight I went with my sister and brother in law to see The Bourne...
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brightredscream:
That's so sad...
I know what scent can do to the mind and the heart though
That's so sad...
I know what scent can do to the mind and the heart though
howve you been bud? miss ya.