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The dream is over.
After a year and a half my relationship with SugarCunt has come to an end.
I have nobody to blame but myself. I had made a series of promises that I consistently failed to follow through with. I am heartbroken, sleep deprived, and virtually starved. This has been a week of pure hell for me.
She is truly the one person I can safely title as the love of my life, and my biggest regret is that I didn't do enough to preserve what I had.
I have cried longer and harder than ever before and have had an absurdly hard time coming to grips with this.

I fought as hard as I could to keep this from happening but unfortunately i've had to accept the facts.
She means the world to me and being without her has taken the colour out of my life.
It's hard to sleep when I long to hold her. Hard to wake when my dreams take me to a better time.