Valentines day and I don't get to spend it with SugarCunt.
Yeah, V-Day is a crock of shit and all but i'd still like to have been able to be with her.
I've caught a cold and it's been keeping me seriously bogged down for the last few days. I've spent most of today just laying down and resting, hoping that i'll just feel better soon. I'm a wimp when i'm sick though and just want attention and affection, which also adds to me really missing her
I get to go back in March which is awesome, but I got dicked over at work and had to shift everything forward by a week. When I go back however, it will signify something pretty big to me. I'll have been with her for a year.
To many people it's really not much, but for me it means a lot. I've never had real luck when it comes to relationships, and the last one I had felt psychologically abusive after a while. I tried holding on to it though because I wanted a real relationship and I thought "Hey, it's give and take. There are going to be sacrifices I have to make, and likewise for her.". I was wrong. She didn't give anything. Just took. Only looked out for her own interests and claimed it was love.
It wasn't. That's not what love is.
What I have with Sugar is so personally and emotionally profound to me. I would do anything in my power for her, and I know that she would do the same. She cares for me and has my best interests in mind. She gets me.
The fact of the matter is that I love everything about her. As both a friend and lover. I am truly happy when i'm with her.
Yeah, V-Day is a crock of shit and all but i'd still like to have been able to be with her.
I've caught a cold and it's been keeping me seriously bogged down for the last few days. I've spent most of today just laying down and resting, hoping that i'll just feel better soon. I'm a wimp when i'm sick though and just want attention and affection, which also adds to me really missing her
I get to go back in March which is awesome, but I got dicked over at work and had to shift everything forward by a week. When I go back however, it will signify something pretty big to me. I'll have been with her for a year.
To many people it's really not much, but for me it means a lot. I've never had real luck when it comes to relationships, and the last one I had felt psychologically abusive after a while. I tried holding on to it though because I wanted a real relationship and I thought "Hey, it's give and take. There are going to be sacrifices I have to make, and likewise for her.". I was wrong. She didn't give anything. Just took. Only looked out for her own interests and claimed it was love.
It wasn't. That's not what love is.
What I have with Sugar is so personally and emotionally profound to me. I would do anything in my power for her, and I know that she would do the same. She cares for me and has my best interests in mind. She gets me.
The fact of the matter is that I love everything about her. As both a friend and lover. I am truly happy when i'm with her.