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It's 2:21 AM.
I'm restless, achy and fighting a cold off before I go see Sug.
7 days.

7 days that i wish i could skip. I wish i could already be there. I wish i never had to leave.

I'm so in love with this girl. I know now that I have never actually known what love really is. This gut feeling I have when i'm with her. The stirring I feel when I see her face. The knowledge that I would take a bullet for her.

They say that you never know what you're looking for until you find it. To my own pleasant surprise, I found it in her. I felt it at the moment she first found me at the airport and wound her arms tight around me. I knew at that moment that I had found something precious. I've always asked "but how do you know when you've actually found that person?" and always just been given a simple "you'll feel it" as a response.

I've felt it.
It's a palpable heaviness in your stomach. The only thing that I can describe is 'completion'.
I finally felt like the pieces fit.

I only ever look forward to her. Days where we don't get to talk are alien to me now.

What can I say? I'm lovesick for her.