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You made me feel like a complete loser because I play D&D and have my interests. You went flat out and told me that it was stupid. Not that you thought it was, but just flat out "It's stupid". Went out of your way to tell me that your friend thinks it's pathetic. Got bent out of shape when I had my hair cut and dressed the way I like to. Didn't get along with 99% of my friends and made me feel like a dick whenever I had you around them because i'd "ignore you" and they wouldn't talk to you. Then i end up hearing about how terrible it was afterwards. So I stopped going out to the functions that were being held and you start getting upset with me for that too. Saw you every single day. EVERY DAY. You'd tell me that you never had any problems with me having time to myself, which was clearly bullshit since every fucking game night I had was some new fucking argument about how i'd abandon you for a stupid game and that i was putting my friends in front of you.

And afterwards. Once all was said and done, and we're taking our time to get some breathign room, you still come around guilt tripping on me. I removed you because you still weren't giving me the breathing space that was needed.

I really don't want to be a dick about anything, but seriously I was tryin to be nice too. I held back, bit my tongue and let a ton of shit slide for a while. That last conversation was the breaking point for me. Going on and making me feel like a shitstain because of how bad you got hurt and how hard it was to see my mom and how much you'll miss my parents and won't get to see Connor. I know you got hurt, I understand that it's difficult to go through a break up. Especially when you get close with a family. I don't need to feel like i'm the worst person in the world for it.

I'm sorry you got hurt and I never had any intention for all of this. Hate me all you want, believe what you will. This is everything off my chest.

Good night.