hey all, hope everyone had a good halloween!
I know I did!
Heads up though, mushy blog ahead!
This week kinda sucked a bunch though, haven't been able to see Steff at all with work and her being sick, it really makes things difficult. I might not get a chance this week either
I'm actually super bummed about it, I don't want to go so long without being with her. But given the choice of not seeing her often or not having her anymore: I would take the depressing scant get togethers over nothing with absolute confidence. Have you ever had a moment of hesitation with someone? When I first started talking to her I thought she was really cool, and I wanted to know more and more about her but I had my apprehensions about things. I don't know why or what, but I just didn't know if she and I would really work together that well. When the time came for us to finally get together though, wow, I don't think i've ever made a decision so quickly before. After spending 5 minutes with her, I was certain beyond a shadow of a doubt that I wanted to be with her. We haven't known each other too long and the time we've been dating is even shorter, but i'm absolutely crazy about her. The best day i've had in ages started by waking up next to her. Days where I don't get to talk to her much have begun to feel cold and alien, and being apart from her brings me down. I know it's melodramatic but if things keep going well enough, I could potentially see myself falling for her. She means a lot to me and I can't get enough. I love being with her, holding her in my arms. The way she wraps her arms around me when we walk somewhere.
I've begun to feel an inner peace when she's with me. All my thoughts and worries seem to come into focus and I feel as if I can take on anything. It has been a week since I last kissed her and it's entirely too long. I cannot wait until the next chance I have at seeing her, i'm probably not going to let her go for quite some time. I don't think that I could find the words to accurately describe how I feel for her. For now however, I have to sit through a cold and lonesome week and hope that I get to see her soon.
I know I did!
Heads up though, mushy blog ahead!
This week kinda sucked a bunch though, haven't been able to see Steff at all with work and her being sick, it really makes things difficult. I might not get a chance this week either
I'm actually super bummed about it, I don't want to go so long without being with her. But given the choice of not seeing her often or not having her anymore: I would take the depressing scant get togethers over nothing with absolute confidence. Have you ever had a moment of hesitation with someone? When I first started talking to her I thought she was really cool, and I wanted to know more and more about her but I had my apprehensions about things. I don't know why or what, but I just didn't know if she and I would really work together that well. When the time came for us to finally get together though, wow, I don't think i've ever made a decision so quickly before. After spending 5 minutes with her, I was certain beyond a shadow of a doubt that I wanted to be with her. We haven't known each other too long and the time we've been dating is even shorter, but i'm absolutely crazy about her. The best day i've had in ages started by waking up next to her. Days where I don't get to talk to her much have begun to feel cold and alien, and being apart from her brings me down. I know it's melodramatic but if things keep going well enough, I could potentially see myself falling for her. She means a lot to me and I can't get enough. I love being with her, holding her in my arms. The way she wraps her arms around me when we walk somewhere.
I've begun to feel an inner peace when she's with me. All my thoughts and worries seem to come into focus and I feel as if I can take on anything. It has been a week since I last kissed her and it's entirely too long. I cannot wait until the next chance I have at seeing her, i'm probably not going to let her go for quite some time. I don't think that I could find the words to accurately describe how I feel for her. For now however, I have to sit through a cold and lonesome week and hope that I get to see her soon.
mercie:
there were a couple good'uns off dark light like killing loneliness... but yeah anything after razorblade romance doesnt much interest me.