Updates:
FUCK.
Alyssa and I had been making plans to get together last week, once more, I get a last minute cancellation on them. But was told it was because she'd managed to get a job in toronto, and she started right away. Pissed off, but understanding. This would make things easier for me to see her. Well after a few days of silence I sent an email asking what was going on.
I got the response with "I'm reassessing my life right now and everyones place in it." blah blah blah. So it turns out she HAS been pushing me away. Gave me a little "I care about you as a friend and a person..." "my heart will always be with Josh..."
HOLD THE FUCK UP!?
Josh? Her ex who treated her like shit and didn't let her have friends. Now, ever so coincidentally; she is no longer on my facebook list. The only reason that's happened before was because Josh freaked out about it and wouldn't have it. So all signs point to her going back to her ex again.
I'm hurt, upset and fairly heartbroken. Most of all, i'm fucking pissed. I really wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt. I wanted to be with her, and I wouldn't be so angry if she would have just fucking spoken to me about everything. Not just sent a vague email about things.
(edit: got a reply, she's back with Josh. What a fucking joke)
... i'm done. Officially, finally and completely done with her. Fuck it, i'm sick of this fucking game she plays.
FUCK.
Alyssa and I had been making plans to get together last week, once more, I get a last minute cancellation on them. But was told it was because she'd managed to get a job in toronto, and she started right away. Pissed off, but understanding. This would make things easier for me to see her. Well after a few days of silence I sent an email asking what was going on.
I got the response with "I'm reassessing my life right now and everyones place in it." blah blah blah. So it turns out she HAS been pushing me away. Gave me a little "I care about you as a friend and a person..." "my heart will always be with Josh..."
HOLD THE FUCK UP!?
Josh? Her ex who treated her like shit and didn't let her have friends. Now, ever so coincidentally; she is no longer on my facebook list. The only reason that's happened before was because Josh freaked out about it and wouldn't have it. So all signs point to her going back to her ex again.
I'm hurt, upset and fairly heartbroken. Most of all, i'm fucking pissed. I really wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt. I wanted to be with her, and I wouldn't be so angry if she would have just fucking spoken to me about everything. Not just sent a vague email about things.
(edit: got a reply, she's back with Josh. What a fucking joke)
... i'm done. Officially, finally and completely done with her. Fuck it, i'm sick of this fucking game she plays.
UPDATE: My 32" LCD tv just shit the bed too, today keeps getting better and better.
Other than that: SEND ME QUESTIONS FOR MY NEXT VIDEO BLOG, I'VE HAD 2 PEOPLE CHIP IN AND I WANT MOAR!!!!
You and that perty face will survive.