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mmmm, I saw her again. This time I went up to see her. Lots of travel time though, had to wake up at 7:30 am and get my shit packed, hopped on the 9:55 am bus and my journey began. By 12:15 I was getting off the train and hopping into a cab to get to her place. She left a door open for me, and even though I was nervous as fuck just walking into her house, I was more nervous to see her. Thrilled, happy, and nervous. I got to spend the whole day with her, watched Lets Go To Prison

and The Prestige

held hands as we walked her dog through the park, made dinner and did the dishes together. Curled up on the couch and generally didn't want to let go of each other. This girl is just, I dunno, there's so much to her. I honestly think that i'm falling for her, assuming that I haven't already. I haven't had an official relationship with her, and there's nothing more that I want other than to be with her. To be able to look at her and know that i'm the only one who can say that she's with me. I've gotten lost in her eyes multiple times before, in person and through photos

We were both sick, though my cold is breaking up and passing. Knowing she was still sick, I ended up giving her a small "Get Well Soon" gift, and as corny and lame as it is, it was well worth it. Seeing her reaction to it, the way she held it, hearing her gleefully say "aww, you got me a teddy!?" it made me feel wealthier than anything money could ever bring.

I don't know when i'll get to see her again, which is difficult when I feel this way about her, but goddamnit i'd go to the ends of the earth to see her smile, through hell and back for her embrace.
Unlike some of our previous visits, there was no "Woowoo" but, it's never mattered, because all I want is to be together with her.
*sigh* I suppose it can be difficult for hopeless romantic fools like myself.
Also she may be going to Kenora for 2 months to go tree planting, which is cool. I'm proud of her, it'd be a great experience and she can make a fair amount of money. Sadly though, if she does go, she won't be around for Evil Dead; The Musical, which we already have tickets for
I Just don't know what to do with myself, i've tried in the past to move on to other people, but I can't. We're just drawn together. Well this is my romantic side, what of it?