zorn

let's see... i need to cross post these... there's two things on here. so from my livejournal, here goes.

well, it's december 28. YAY.

no, today sucks, yesterday sucked, christmas SUCKED.

let's start with christmas.

i hate christmas, my family doesn't get along, my brother woke me up by jumping on my bed (if you've seen pictures of my brother, you know why this was a problem.) the day has lost all meaning to me in the past 3 years.. christmas used to be about having a good time, being with family and all that fun stuff. but this year was just different, having no time to do anything it just put me in a bad mood. so of course my bad mood makes me anti-social with my family so i just stayed up in my room all day. i have a prediction that christmas will just be called "present day" in the next 5-10 years.. because it has seriously lost all meaning.

part 2. april. philly.

sick. i'm going back to school in philly this coming april.. so stoked. now, i really don't like philly that much as a city to live in, but i have a good feeling about this, this time. last time i lived there i had no idea what to expect and now that i'm older, wiser and all that shit. i know how to take care of myself and just make the most of things. this is going to be a great change for me, i need it badly, i'm falling apart.

everyday i wake up and think about how much i hate where i am right now, because well i'm just being stagnant.. and it's not helping me none.

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more shit to read about.

my foot has a bruise on one of the bones in it, it hurts to walk... pisses me off greatly.

number two. tomorrow... i'm going to get a tattoo.. i have money i want to be inked.. so i must go, i've put it off long enough.

ok, i just got distracted, so i'm gonna go

and here's the second entry

ok. well a week has gone by... in 5 different occassions i've seen or heard from someone in casey's family. ok. so today.. my phone rings, and i almost answer it but i looked at the caller id, i recognized the house phone.. didn't answer, but i still had to sit through the stupid voice mail so i could erase it.

why do people feel the need to still bother me? like seriously? you suck... get over yourself, me, whatever your problem is, i'm tired of this shit. fucking. assholes.

the other night there was a fall out between justin and i, and well basically he was telling me that my life is a waste of time and i'm going nowhere fast.

funny... he also decided to tell me that i suck because i don't have a degree... well he has a degree... works 4 jobs... shit, if i knew that came with a degree i'd have never signed up for school in the first place.

fuck these kids. stupid stupid kids.

i love how i'm also apparently fake so whatever.

wow.. i just got a call from unavailible... something i don't answer either. people are stupid.


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