zoran

My pc's down and out so I gotta post from work. I lost all of my data, everything!!!! Three weeks of installing and re-installing and still to no avail (?), it's still FUCKED!!!
When I got the news, it felt like someone died, man. Yeah, that sounds shit, and disrespectful to those who have past on, but that's the only way I can explain the sinking feeling or relate to you, the reader, how it felt to lose all the memories and work I had done in the last eight months. And yes I is stoopid, I realise this now. I SHOULD have backed up, but I didn't so hell . . . . I don't know . . .????

Funny thing is, that pretty much started an uncanny chain of events that created a dark cloud that followed me for the next two weeks!!! I've been miserable, angry, murderous, pissed off, helpless, useless, sleepless, frustrated and just generally shit. WORST TWO WEEKS OF MY LIFE. EVER! Just getting over it now, and dealing with a stomach cold as a result of all the stress I've gone through. So new virt friends are still a long ways off, But I will continue to revel in the people I still have in my friends section at the moment. . . .

It's always the way, when shits good, things just fall apart. I suppose Lennon was right when he said " Life is what happens to you when you're busy planing other things".

I have found a little peace. I just raise my fist in the air, stare at the ceiling and scream "Mutha Fucka!!!!" Fleeting, I know, but it works. . .sometimes. Things are looking up thogh, my guitarist is getting back in two days from Europa and I've already booked some shows for us. Can't WAIT! It's been two hellish months since our last show. Man, am I itching to get back out there and play/sing some tunes.

Well, until the pc is back in my arms and I feel like I'm part of the collective again " . . .have a better one!"

Later.