zoos

I feel like I've been experiencing a complete gravitational shift. It's like everything and everyone around me are still in some sort of chaotic orbit and I'm observing it all from the untouched nucleus that envelopes me. I'm just fucking floating, balanced and unwavering.

It's very odd to be standing here looking out the window when everything and everyone else is flying around. I'm like Dorothy caught up in her twister watching the plight from the safety of shelter... But I'm not really safe and neither was she.

I'm not oblivious. I know how thin my walls are. I know that if some penetrating force wanted to obliterate me that it could. And yet I am calm. I'm at the point where I literally, fear nothing, and I find myself just looking forward to everything that's to come.

My only worry, my only sorrow, is for the people I watch outside my window. I invite you into the demulcent atmosphere of my shelter, but I will not extend my hand beyond these walls. I don't wish to join the entropic cycle that surrounds me.