Since I keep posting stuff here, why stop now???
I should be sleeping, but am not......I should be filling out customs forms, but am not.........I should be calling that girl, but am not. She's the only one that I never know the right thing to say to anyhow.
There's something eating at me......I wish I could talk to you about it, but I will not. No offense, but there is only one person in SG that I would talk to about something this personal.....and still I will not, but I hope you can quietly sit back and know who you are. Through the years you have gainned in me a friend for life.
I wish I was more open with you, but I guess I'm not that type of a person.
My hair is getting scruffy, and could be cut.....I haven't shaved for a few days either. I look kinda good this way
not photo worthy, but you know how I feel about those things
The weather is shit.....work was cancelled last night for people that live outside of the town where I work.
They didn't bother to tell us early guys though, so we showwed up.....then found out 2 people from other departments had gotten in a car wreck and died. We worked a half night, and then travelled back to our city in a carravan....all together to make sure everyone made it ok.....
I don't want to talk about anything else.
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I'm having a shitty day. fuck everything. I get to update my life insurance policy later.....and need to get a will notorized. It is kind of a sick irony.....I'm going to ensure that I am worth more to the people I care most about if I die.......YAY!
I should be sleeping, but am not......I should be filling out customs forms, but am not.........I should be calling that girl, but am not. She's the only one that I never know the right thing to say to anyhow.
There's something eating at me......I wish I could talk to you about it, but I will not. No offense, but there is only one person in SG that I would talk to about something this personal.....and still I will not, but I hope you can quietly sit back and know who you are. Through the years you have gainned in me a friend for life.
I wish I was more open with you, but I guess I'm not that type of a person.
My hair is getting scruffy, and could be cut.....I haven't shaved for a few days either. I look kinda good this way
not photo worthy, but you know how I feel about those thingsThe weather is shit.....work was cancelled last night for people that live outside of the town where I work.
They didn't bother to tell us early guys though, so we showwed up.....then found out 2 people from other departments had gotten in a car wreck and died. We worked a half night, and then travelled back to our city in a carravan....all together to make sure everyone made it ok.....
I don't want to talk about anything else.
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I'm having a shitty day. fuck everything. I get to update my life insurance policy later.....and need to get a will notorized. It is kind of a sick irony.....I'm going to ensure that I am worth more to the people I care most about if I die.......YAY!
The weather here is hot as balls....
Tomorrow is another day...I hope it's not shiity!
I hope there will be easier and happier times for you soon. It's important to have people you trust and with whom you can talk about personal stuff.