The world is fucked up......everywhere......
Thunder is crashing all around me, shaking my house.....the flashes of lightning are brite, even through my black curtains......and the rain is beginning to fall hard.
It is my day off, so it has to rain......how could I ever even comprehend a sunny day off?
It would be such a psychoglogical shock that I would probably have a breakdown.......AHG! SUN! AGH!
thats ok, I like thunderstorms......specialy when there is someone to snuggle with, which there is not.
My company is trying to screw me around on my vacation time, and it is actualy embarrassing to work for a buisness that is managed by such completely incompetant idiots. I'm so sick of it I could bite someone.......
I'm right though, and I'll get what I want......I know the rules and procedures.
We've recently had another corporate restructuring, change of managment, and 8 supervisers who then quit.
Things are a mess.......It does make me smile though, to know that if any of them knew what my job really consisted of, they would be shocked.....and if they were expected to do what I do in the course of a night they would probably piss themselves.
I'll probably die at work......I don't want to, but it is a reality. Actually it has been 3 years since anyone died, so I might survive
There is a black marker X on the floor where he fell........as a reminder.
I'm in a strange mood.
The last book I read was Angels and Demons by Dan Brown.......
It was alright, but not as good as I expected. Pretty much it was the divinci code with some different charicters, but the overview of the plot was the same.......snore...
I wish I had more time to read. I used to read several books a week, now it is a handfull a year.
Today I have one meeting to go to, and then a ton of stuff to do around home......and the start of my 3 months to come up with the money to cover my trip. An additional $3500 in 3 months.......I'm pretty resourcefull, I'll get it done.
Ah but for now....time to sleep......Gute Nacht!
ps no spell check, so if something is wrong, I don't care.
Thunder is crashing all around me, shaking my house.....the flashes of lightning are brite, even through my black curtains......and the rain is beginning to fall hard.
It is my day off, so it has to rain......how could I ever even comprehend a sunny day off?
It would be such a psychoglogical shock that I would probably have a breakdown.......AHG! SUN! AGH!

My company is trying to screw me around on my vacation time, and it is actualy embarrassing to work for a buisness that is managed by such completely incompetant idiots. I'm so sick of it I could bite someone.......
I'm right though, and I'll get what I want......I know the rules and procedures.
We've recently had another corporate restructuring, change of managment, and 8 supervisers who then quit.
Things are a mess.......It does make me smile though, to know that if any of them knew what my job really consisted of, they would be shocked.....and if they were expected to do what I do in the course of a night they would probably piss themselves.
I'll probably die at work......I don't want to, but it is a reality. Actually it has been 3 years since anyone died, so I might survive

There is a black marker X on the floor where he fell........as a reminder.
I'm in a strange mood.
The last book I read was Angels and Demons by Dan Brown.......
It was alright, but not as good as I expected. Pretty much it was the divinci code with some different charicters, but the overview of the plot was the same.......snore...
I wish I had more time to read. I used to read several books a week, now it is a handfull a year.
Today I have one meeting to go to, and then a ton of stuff to do around home......and the start of my 3 months to come up with the money to cover my trip. An additional $3500 in 3 months.......I'm pretty resourcefull, I'll get it done.
Ah but for now....time to sleep......Gute Nacht!
ps no spell check, so if something is wrong, I don't care.
what are you doing at work?
gute nacht